More time, less Time

Hee the weekend came n past again! So fast, so fast. Once again, no time for clothes washin, no time for room packing, n no time for my peh-e,bu. Feel so bad, like so useless, go work, come home sleep. Will have to come up with some time management plan, need to spend more time with family.

So many thing to do, so little time...

Wish to spend more time with peh-e bu, they gettin older, dun wan them to feel that their kids rather spend time outside than stay at home. I have always enjoyed stayin home last time, when i have lesser commitments, eat lunch at Tampines Central, would watch VCD with my father, sing karaoke with him, go walk walk, shoppin with him, than wait at night fetch my mum than go for dinner before headin home for the day to watch 普威之夜.

There are so many things that i wish to do.

Wish to spend more time with Miss P, friendship does not comes easily, it is as precious as it is fragile. I treasure this friendship too, not easy to find people whom u can really express urself freely as who u r and what u am.

Wish to spend more time with Mr Leroy n gang, our bond was never steady to begin with, we celebrate each other's birthday yearly but it turns out year after year, we are simply going through the motions. Attendance at each gathering are dropping as one by one, everyone starts to get caught up in his/her own world. Friends meant little to each other. This needs to be change, im nt sure if there is much i can do, but i will try.

Wish to spend time with Miss Jo. My best friend in poly days. She has been the pillar behind me when i was a grumpy n bossy bitch, i know she is one of the ones whom wil never speak ill of me. Met up with her a few days back for dinner. Haven't seen her for at least 6 months, but in these 6 months much seems to have change, we can't seem to speak freely to each other anymore, it is not the table that is separating us but our communication channels seems to fall on different path now, our ways of thoughts keep repelling us n it makes the whole conversation turns a little heaty somehow, at certain points.

It feels that i have salvage one friendship but lose another. Haha a little tooo sensitive n emotional right now. Well the good thing was, at the end of our dinner, all ends well, though we do not emerge out of Blk 85 being the bestest of friends, we have re-spark our friendship, with this spark i hope we can re-start all over again. Meetin again in the next few days for steam boat, hope it does not get cancelled.

Wish to spend more time with R, but i know he is battling with more time too, n glad that at this moment n at this stage, we no longer needs to be by each other side all the time. I fully trust his love for him n vice versa. I musn't be a burden to him.