It's a GIRL~~~~

Hee when to East Shore hospital to visit my colleagues whom has juz given birth to a baby gal. It was so cute, with lotsa of soft tuft of hair, the eyes so tightly close, all wrapped up in the hospital green coton cloth. It was sleeping so soundly despite the room being so noisy with all of us from the office talking and asking qns about the her labor experience. Its just so wonderful..a new life that God has put into this world, ready to face the challenges that lies ahead of her in the future. In the next 10 years, probably i will have a baby of my own as well...its juz so incredible.

Pictures

Hmmm....feel a bit weak this morning..my throat is getting dry and sore BUT its still KoKoKruNcH tiMe!! Hee...juz can't keep my hands off them early in the morning. With a mixture of cornflakes and milk Ahaaa... Heavenly!! Sianz..have to pick up a China agent from Chai Chee to the office, luckily it doesn't cut into my morning preparation time or i wld have die die also will deny this assignment. Choke up a total of $25 on taxi fares, hahah Rachael face was so black when she heard this amount. But well the good thing was that the agent was a girl that is around my age, well at least its easier to communicate to her. My throat is KillInG mE!!

A picture speaks a thousand words, thats what i believe, but in this world God seems to like putting irony in small parts of my life sometimes...i see couples who carry photographs of their loves ones everywhere with them, u see it in their wallet..u see it in their handphone..u see them put it on their blog..friendster..msn..and most of all of course..their bedroom. Me, im juz like any other simple girl in this world who loves to see my own image being treasured, being desired for..but its sad to know that circumstances doesn't allow this. Our images together are always to be hidden from his friends...It eats into my heart sometimes..juz sometimes..to know that he is still running away, still waiting for the 'perfect' timing..felt like telling him..time dun look for us, its how we grab hold of them..it tugs and pull at my heart to know that he expects me to be understanding forever but yet he forgets about how tender women's heart can be. Jokes are usually not repeated coz they wun see funny anymore after you have said it for a few times, but does he knew that. Memories do haunt me once in a while, it brings me back to memory lane whereby a young lad whom i was once head over heels in love with turn around and 'joke' with me that 'No i dun miss you, No i dun love you'But when the jokes turn into reality one day, it will reali hurt. Some jokes are meant to be said only once. Doesn't everyone agree?

My weekend

Watch a fantastic match between Man U and Fulham, the latter being one of the weakest i have seen for the past few matches. Man U was marvellous, having a goal every few minutes, it keeps me and him glued to the TV for the first half.

If only there is way to reduce the travelling time between the both of us, i can see the strain in him in having to ferry me to and fro each time.

Dr Bernard sermon was wonderful, makes people stopped and think and reflect, hmm..correct information will lead to good mindset and blah blah blah..well i guess John was really inspired by the talk therefore prompting him into giving us a serious talk after service regarding wach and everyone's lateness to church, i guess he is trying to provide us the correct info now.Recently all these talks by John realli sets me thinking about whether our cell group is realli as close as it seems on the outside. But of course we are of one body and it will requires every one's effort to make the cell more close-knitted.

Wonderful, Glorious Day

Wah...i got a my fourth cake on my bday!! This year is the most number of cakes i ever had for my bday, hahaha.....im so blessed. hee...bought 2 superman top.ahaha marvelous,its was a steal, juz $25 for 2. Wanted to buy 1 for Robert, but their polo tee is super ex..$55.90, and the material is so-so only, super not worth it, so i never buy anything for him..i guess Robert juz have to be contended with his red underwear.

No candlelight dinner or romantic restaurant, we went to a TianTian steamboat rstnt in Bugis...though the place is overpriced i feel, but their service was excellent..Ahhh..i definately need to go East Coast for my run this week after all these cakes i had. Took the DHL balloon which was quite interesting, the air up was so breezy..so calm...a pity its just 150m above ground, next time i muz try the hot air Balloon in Australia, heard that theirs goes up much higher. Both of us felt so so sleepy after the good food and the balloon ride...time always seem to pass very very fast..if only 3 years can pass faster...hmm...3years...i guess i shld start saving too if i wanna be Mrs Lee....

My Birthday

15th August 2006
Wah!!! I had a super rush day, i was so eager to look for a birthday present for myself, i resort to escaping to Orchard Road after my appointment. After going to several shops i finally found the brand 'Coach' it may not be LV or Gucci but its one of the favourites by Japanese people. Bought a classic Coach wristlet with the support by my wonderful family, hee juz love my purchase, but of course nothin can be compared to the beautiful Fion bag given by my darling. I just knew that my darling is gonna appear at my doorstep at 12midnite, hee...im clever to sense the sound of cars ard him while he was on the phone with mi since 11pm. Although its not a surprise anymore, but i still love the cute strawberry cake he gave...hee..managed to force him to sing birthday song. So in total i had 3 cakes this year already...hahahaha my waist is thickening day after day...ahahahaha Look forward to meeting him tomolo

Happy Birthday

Happy BirthDay to me Happy Birthday to me, hahaha ate 2 cakes in one weekend, 1 mango and 1 rum cake i think. Thanks to the wonderful gift by my wonderful friends, im gonna smell lovely, look radiant with rosy cheeks and br sexy wearing my new top.

Life..Job..Life..Memories

Had a pretty boring day in office yesterday, nothin much to do, dun even have the mood to make much sales call. Arrggh!!Felt like changing job that instance, recently my mind has been churning again, do i wanna spend my youth doing these things everyday? Although i knew that my plan was to work in my current company for like 1 - 2 years to gain experience and build up a nicer portfolio, but on the other hand i feel that its a bit wasting of my time in this world. I knew i may not be capable at my age but y is it sooo..hard to find something that will requires more brain cellls, its kinda sickening when ppl tell u..'oh u can speak well, u shld join sales..u look quite good, sure will attact customers...all those stupid stuff. Its like i knew deep down i want something that requires me to be on the ball, to think up of ideas everyday(ya i know im not that creative)But doing sales kinda of make feel that my brain cells are slowing down their action, its like no difference to working as a retail assistant, perhaps juz that i get paid more.But rounding up everything i guess i knew where the problem lies in....ME.....

Juz met an old friend Thomas in Friendster juz now, oh well its been so long...5years?6Years? I was like 14-15 years old when i knew him, so i guess its been 7 years. 7 Years since i met Lionel the sex-deprived guy whom im glad to get rid of and AAHHH...JY aka Kenneth.... the guy who started the wonderful page of fairytale love in my life,haha...memories and past are such wonderful and interesting things, i thank God for the planning he has done in my life, making my life full of colours and story...im glad im not living somewhere in Sahara whereby my whole life is facing the Sand and Flies. 7Years ago God gave me the perfect guy to love and to hold, not knowing how to treasure it, i lose it to the world, 7years later God has not forgotten me and send me a hew lease of life, my My darling Robert. I can't wait to see what are the plans that God has set for mi in future..

National Day

Feel so sleepy... I had spent my whole national day sleeping more than half the time, quite shiok actually. I sleep from morning till lunch, manage to spent quality time with my sister having lunch together, just the 2 of us, with her asking qns abt Robert every now and then, i can feel my sis trying her own best to get to know him more, and me on the other hand is trying my best to ask her abt church and her health. I hope that as time goes by, i will be able to recontruct the closeness of our relationship, as i know she also needs us, her family to support her mentally when she spread her care and concern out to others.

Robert is so sweet, calling me at every opportunity that he have during work, we seem to have endless to chat about.I think the total talktime we had was like 3 hours or something. Poor thing for him, we could have talk for longer if not for the fact that everytime he called me, something will goes wrong and he will have to put down the phone. Well i guess i kinda keep his day busy, luckily the nights were peaceful. I so look forward to our 'overseas trip' to Malaysia...not yet told my old folks...but i guess it shouldn't be much of a problem since my mum seems to love him to bits....

I have practically no idea what i want for my birthday!!!And its coming soon....Perfumes are settled by Lide and gang already...I look forward to smelling 'lovely' that day..heee...But what shld i get the people to buy from my cell?? Poor Robert...his hair is turning white i think...hee..i guess its because i pressure him everyday to buy me something good. I pray that the BBQ on is going to turn out alright, its the first time i do such kinda of thing...wooo...exciting...

National Day Eve 08082006

Im been counting down to knocking off the whole day....luckily the day past quickly and smoothly...i muz say the assistant training manager at a certain hotel is really cute and humble and ...nice. Well i guess i appreciate his help alot, with nice pople like him ard it helps clinching this deal...I need to pray hard that nothing will happen to this account in future as the hotel spells big on my clientele list. Thank God both my appointment on this day is within vicinity of International Plaza, it does save a lot of time and cut down on a lot of hassle.

OH NOO...my darling is going to be on 24-hour shift on National Day!!! its our nations birthday what can i say....I guess i shall look forward to rot at home and wait for the flies to keep me company.

We had our dinner at Geylang pretty late, at about 9 plus all thanks to my dilly-dally. We had the famous Beef Kway Teow, which taste pretty good(oh maybe its because im hungry) and Seafood Ee-mee. Wanted to had our second helping at the Youtiao King but that place was so jam-packed...oh well anyway i dun reali fancy their soya beancurd as its unsweeten so it doesn't reali bother mi..But poor Robert, looking so sorrowful and hungry for more food...I can't help much reali with the situation, coz every single people in the restaurant seems to have just arrive for their supper...i guess its a good way for him to lose weight too(not that he needs it)

We walk past some boutique selling clothes that are very tight fitting and revealing which very much catered to the people 'working' in that area, i should have known better than to open my mouth. I simply ask him, if he would appreciate seeing me wearing those sexy stuff, his immediate and i mean immediate response was 'but you dun have the figure'! ArrGhh!!I shld really continue with my exercise regime and one day i will be able to fulfil my dream of soft velvet cushion,white-netted stockings, four poster bed and a white long feather.

Holiday mood

Yeah!!! This week gonna be a fantastic week! My manager is on leave for 1 week!!!!I can finally enjoy more peace.

Sunshine Day

So glad everything has been sorted out....my baby loves me even more now. i guess girls like me tends to get a teeny weeny bit insecure sometimes, my darling can be so forgiving so sensitive so emotional and yet be insensitive in certain areas...But one think i know, whoever says that tears ought to be a women's weapon should be prosecuted. Years of history has shown that tears are nothing but a form of emotional reaction. Tears bring nothing but fruastration and lost to the guys. Guys hate it when girls cry, but frankly speaking they hate it not because their heart aches but because they feel lost and useless and that in their mental image they link women crying to babies and we all know how fruastrating it can be when a baby cries non-stop.I learnt that recently that the best way it to do vice-versa stuff, we girls dun need to cry or weep when we feel low, if your guy is the cause of the crying than we should try to make them cry. Say touching things, things that hit straight to their heart, make them realise than they are wrong etc...but all this depends on individual. Its takes years of training to attain this level of provoking a guy to cry. I myself have not realy master it YET.

Come to think of it I didn't know how importance i was in his life and what an impact i have created until the brother tells mi how he thinks. I find it irony sometimes....it will seem so easy to get other people to open up, to communicate with you, its so comforting when someone is willing to trust you n pour out their views and feelings to you but not when it is towards your own family members. i figure out making the effort to bring his siblings closer is important as they will be part of my family one day.