Merry December

Feeling super pissed rite now, had no idea what happen to my latest blog entry which I wrote last nite. Maybe I wrote it in my dreams.

Haha

December was an equally eventful month, a busy but happy month cause it's Xmas!!

Bought the most Xmas presents but spent the least time buying them this yr. Cuz I think of the gift that I wanna buy first instead of wasting time roaming ard overly crowded shopping malls.

A recap of my Xmas month, i can't believe so much has been done.

Ran my first marathon. Saw these 'motivation' quotes that people pinned on themselves. Regretted not writing one too.

The weather was super hot. But with R running beside me, it really motivates me to keep going. But I realise one thing too, it is impossible to run while holding hands with ur partner.

IMPOSSIBLE for me that is.

Think most people already know except for goondu me.




























Been to 6 Xmas celebrations

Serve in church nursery (love seeing the toddlers)

Been to 2 Babies shower, the food was really good, they truly taste as good as it looks. Caterer from Neo Garden I think.






















Eden is so cute lar, u grow up liao, next time Ah Yi confirm bring u go play.


Gotten First prize at a singing contest. Haha. Sing Hokkien song, Won a 32". TV somemore.
YEAH!!~~

Am glad that my 'performance' has brought much entertainment to everyone. A sign of a good start towards the new year at my company.






Drank Collagen drink for the first time, have research online and they seem to contain so much goodies in them. Gonna invest & drink them for a month. Watch me Glow~~




Haha my sleepwear is damn 'chwui' I know. Housewife wannabe. Ok Gonna be monitoring my face.

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Eventful Nov

Eventful November.

After procrastinating for months, thinking about it for years, I finally join a church ministry. Since 3 weeks ago, I start serving in the nursery in my church. It's fun but it's really tiring for me, following the young kids everywhere.

I think cuz I'm new so I intend to try to have something to do all the time, like starting a new job. Cuz when I look ard the room, all the rest looks relax n sometimes bored (maybe sleepy) although a cute kid is playing in front of them.

Being in a nursery gives me mixed feelings about having a child of my own. For a moment when a really really cute baby is playing in front of me, It makes me yearn to have one too but the next moment I wld see an irritating fella snatching other babies toys or crying out loud jus cuz they dun wanna share their toy.Which breaks my thought totally.

HaHa.

And of cuz, old news. My baby nephew is out. Heard he is capable of doing many many cute expression AND also cry fiercely when unprovoked.





Handsome Boy. It's really hard To play with babies. Cuz I came to realize, the key seems to lies in how good u r in distracting them, getting their attention, cuz at infant stage they r nt gonna play peek-a-boo with u definitely.

The sad thing is that a pity Eiden can never see or be carried in the arms by PoPo. Cuz my Ah Ma passed away on Sat. Died of old age at a respectful age of 93. She died while being surrounded by most of her children. Am so glad & truly thank God for the blessing, allowing her to not died alone. My aunts told me dat my Ah Ma had often ask, when is she leaving, she wish to leave, cuz all her friends are gone. I dunno but jus feel sad. It's like a let in on how she felt inside. Really lonely.

On weekdays, as she is wheelchair bound, her only entertainment would be tv watching & talking to the maid. Her Indonesian maid understands English, Chinese and Dialect. But still the sucky feelin of nothin much to look forward in life, to jus live ur life day by day. I jus couldn't imagine.

Jus finish funeral procession of Ah Ma last 9 days ago. Took almost 8 hrs. My tears came only when Ah Ma was gonna be push into the furnace, any human being would wept buckets when u see and hear ur mum & relatives crying out loud, calling out.

Though I never really got a chance to get to know her better or let her have a chance to know me better cuz she was already close to 70 when I learnt to speak.

It really makes me wanna have a kid fast. My mum is already coming to 65. I want my kid To be able to chit chat with both my parents, know them with their heart. To have a grandparents bonding.

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