Im Disfigured.ArGH

My face has been on protest recently, argh...and i can do nothin about it except stare in the mirror and weep on the inside.

Accidentally made a deep cut on my double eyelid while using my H&M eye shadow pencil, i have no idea the pencil was so sharp at certain angle. Now one side of my double eyelid appears swollen.

Form the past 2 weeks, a small red blister have also started forming around the contours of my lips making my already thick lips look ridiculous. And as if that isn't enough, 2 small red blisters the size of a 5-cent coin starts appearing at the tip of my barely there cheekbone, on both cheeks somemore!!

All these occurs before i went to Leonard & Drake actually, so please dun misunderstood. Well, the facial therapist is saying that its eczema which almost everyone whom has seen my face agrees.

Im disfigured......Argh.......

Well, though eczema was never in my genes but everything points out to me that the culprit lies in my lack of self-discipline in maintaining the daily 2 litres H2O intake and choosing of a good mositurizer for my Sahara-dry skin.

Now, im even more guai, I have no choice. Have to put in even more effort in my daily water consumption, i have since raise my daily H2O intake from 300-400ml to 900-1200ml!! I know i will still need to push even harder, i wish i can be like everyone, every day drink gallons and gallons of water, but..but....its a habit. And just like quitting smoking, i need time.

Hope my skin is willing to give me one last chance, i guess my good genes can only bring me so far and now its up to my own effort.

As for mositurizer, i discovered that Laneige Sleeping Mask is super good. My sister bought it from Korea and gave it to us. I used it last night and my eczema seems to have healed 75%!!!

Praise the Lord!!! Wa Ha Ha Ha~~~ My sis must have said some prayers over it before passing it to us. Something like...God please use this to make my family members beautiful. Wa Ha Ha Ha~~.

But i will be monitoring it over the next 2-3 days. Gonna smear this good stuff every night.

My First Facial

Woo hoo~
Went for my first facial today!!!
With my wedding drawing near, 9 mths!! And my photoshoot drawing even nearer, 3mths!!! Baby n I decided it's time we seek early treatment in order to ensure we look our best.

I've been skeptical abt goin to spa my entire life, nt forgetting I've actually work in one before n knw how blood sucker they can be. Therefore I'm super duper glad I chosen the right one. Leonard & Drake skin care centre. Went there with R on Sun, the consultant was really friendly n though we express our interest in gettin a package as we were gettin married, they do not just push us into signing one, but rather she encourage us to go for a discounted trial first. As there was a DBS promo for a facial at jus $100, we decided to go fir that first.

Well in summary, they did a skin analysis, scan our face n during the hour long facial, the full focus was on the treatment, other than tellin me the names of the treatment she is puttin on my face n occasionally checking if I'm ok, she remain silent throughout. I really appreciate the silence. I have often heard from friends that most spa therapist wld keep talkin abt how ur face here no good there no good, need to upgrade n upgrade n upgrade. Our therapist recommended us a basic package which can be used till the day of our marriage. I'm so glad they r nt the kind that will exploit n make full use of the chance to squeeze us of our money.

My first happiness!!!

GOTTEN MY 1ST SUB CARD FROM R TODAY. !!!!!! (>.<)

It's a UOB sub card, I'm so so so incredibly happy!!! It's like there is an even stronger sense of belonging to R yet again. Arhhhh!!! And my first card is in PURPLE!! My FAV colour.

Yippee!!!!

The card was happily 'kai zhang' immediately today at a hair salon in Paragon. Check out Baby's new look.



Went to a Hong Kong Cafe for dinner at Katong, its confirm le lar, i dun like food at HONG KONG CAFE, i used to think that only places like Xin Wang Cha Chan Teng will disappoint me, others shldn't be so bad, but NO~~~ Having given a try at like 4-5different HK cafe, the answer is final. THE FOOD SUCKS. Yes, the price is alrite alrite, but i think i rather splurge on food court food than, Thank u.

The curse of the iPhone

I can't believe it's been 10 days since the start of a new year. The days jus seem to be shorter n shorter each day. Have been really busy with life lately, think it's startin to take a toil on my lithe soul.

The emerge of iPhone has brings in extreme joy, superb entertainment, and of course another common thing for me and R to share in common :) Sweet.

Been getting much fewer winks in the past 2 weeks n it's makin me grouchy. *rOAr*

There r jus too many 'temptations' out there.

Everyday, I jus feel like having more time to complete more things at home. To get to finish my last Twilight novel: Breaking Dawn. I'm like stuck at the first page n this has never happen in my life before. Great books like this r always always devour of their every page, deeply absorb into the most inner of my complex emotional soul. But the iPhone has cause a stir in my whole internal n external body system.

I go work: starts watchin Taiwanese variety shows on my iPhone (I can to watch 31 different top Taiwan variety for e.g kang xi Lai le. Guess Guess Guess, Entertainment 100% n more)

At work: I refresh my tweet n facebook on a hourly basis.

In toilet, I start catchin on my e-books downloaded in my iPhone. (nt at wrk of course)

with friends: I tried to refresh my tweet, fb ,read online newspaper discreetly.

While jogging: listen to online variety show again.

The draw to use it is jus too strong, the attachment towards it jus grows stronger each day. It's like a very very trusty best friend that makes me feel half complete whenever I stop usin it. Brrr....tis is scary.but wat can I do, wat can I do.

Oh well, back to normal. Past week was great! I had TWO running session with R, I'm so proud of myself, i want my firm butt back so badly. (haha so nt shy)

Oh Yes. And I NEED SLEEP!! My eyes had been workin so much harder now and i seriously think my eyes r gettin smaller each day. NEED MORE SLEEP NEED MORE SLEEP.

If this goes on, im gonna have to change the theme for my wedding shoots to

"Life of a Drug Addict: Me"