The Interview

Went for the Interview at Ginvera today, ooohh feel so excited, excited at being shortlist and excited at having a chance for another job. Studio Wu is a great place but it may not be the perfect place for mi to carve a good career path right now. My vision right now is to have a good job and since im equipping myself with a degree right now i really hope to land myself in another one of those big FMCG firms or even Luxury brand firms one day.

The interview went well, chances of getting a pass in this is quite high, but i really do not dare to pin high hopes now, luck has not been on my side for the past few months. Really hope God can give mi a good deal.At Studio Wu, i can't attend my cell group anymore, on one end it isn't really a bad thing but on the other i feel like im a cheater. When i was in Amore Fitness, i pray for a job that will allow mi to go for services regularly and to cell groups and indeed i gotten an office job that let mi off at 5pm sharply. But now at Studio Wu, i need to work till 9pm and perhaps on Sundays too. I really appreciate them letting mi go off early on days when im having my p/time classes. But....the lure of getting a truly job is high. And i know that my guy loves to have an office lady as a gf.

Well i just have to see how things goes.

Love is Real

Mentality of Humans confuse me sometimes. As i breeze through various friendster sites, as i see various movies, TV shows, it appears to me so strongly that we live in a world full of emotions. Expressed emotions. I remember the C.K fragrance ad, TOUCH. I see aged couples hugging, couples kissing, a happy mum touching her baby. We live in a world that is full of love, happiness unfortunately of course there is hate and anger too.

For me, i look at myself as someone who expresses herself freely, to my loved ones, i pamper them, i hug them i showcase my love to the world i hold them affectionately when in public.

I have heard from people, a mature person doesn't need to publicize their love, to showcase their love, to display pictures of you being with your boyfriend is considered to be disgusting or perhaps childhish. To me it doesn't matter, we do not even know if tomorrow ever comes, i may live today and die tomorrow in an accident. Choi u may say, touchwood. But u can't deny its the truth. Thats y i live my everyday at its best, i do not wait or even hesitate to tell my loved ones how much i love them. People who keep thinking about their self-image, their self-proclaimed maturity, self-restrained towards their love life ultimately are the losers in their own relationship.

New Day New Job

Gonna start my first day at StudioWu, i know i should be feeling excited, enthusiatic and full of drive. But thinking about how i nearly lose an opportunity make me feel low going for my first day work. Well well well, i guess i just have to take things as it goes. Im going for my first day today and yet im going for another interview tomorrow hahaha....but i really hope i can get into that FMCG company tomorrow as it will be really what i ask from God.

YucKs Sickness sinks in

Finally recover from my long sickness, i couldn't believe how i could have survived without Bert by my side. I started vomitting and having diarrhoea since Wednesday, and its hard to get morsel of food into my body. I never felt so hungry before, i was eager to have food but my body kept dispelling everything out. But it does felt good to have Bert feeding me by the spoon like im a baby. Hmmm...i think im getting too used to it le, it makes me feel tired to feed myself now. : )

IM SO HAPPY to weigh myself now, i stepped onto the bathroom scale confidently and ta-da i got my satisfying results right before my eyes, a good 4-5kg loss. Hahahahaha it makes all the suffering these few days so damn worth it. Hahaha