I never dislike deadlines, just dislike the irrational ones.
And of course there is No more discounts off expensive clothes that I dun intend to buy. No more scrutinization of ur dressing from ultra fashionable people whom either wear outfits too young OR too old for their age. No more fashion show, no more casting of gorgeous models, no more Macarons. Ok i miss the Macarons the most.
Having spent 3 yrs here, I thot I wld feel a tinge of 舍不得 but surprisingly, my last day was just like any other day. In fact, even quieter than normal days as lots of colleagues were overseas. Haha. Better this way too. Since 10 yrs down the road I wun remember this part of my life much anyway.
In the past, I used to often wonder, is there something wrong with me, why can't I jus get along. No matter how hard I try. It just doesn't fit, it's like a mismatch jigsaw puzzle.
Than I learn.
"Haters don't hate you. They hate themselves because you are a reflection of what they want to be"
I have a successful love life whereby I end up married to a wonderful man and now have a beautiful son. I am slim and vibrant even after delivering my beautiful son. I have parents that love and care for me. Siblings that doesn't display open affection but are there for u whenever u need help. I'm always contended at what I have. I have a stable job with adequate income.
So Yes, I dun blame anyone for ever hating or disliking me.
"If someone has a problem with you, remember, it's their issue. Don't give up any of your energy to negativity. You are worth so much more than that."
