Manolo Blahnik at Hiltons

Attended R's company DND at Hilton Hotel last weekend, the hotel seems really old and dark. It was quite a disappointment, the hotel seems to have Way passed its Hey Days. But still, its exciting to just walk past the various luxury stores, Issey Miyake, Dolce Gabbana,Paul Smith and Manolo Blahnik!! Thats the first time ive ever been that close to a Manolo Blahnik, the cut and design looks simply gorgeous, every single piece scream out class and style. Seriously i dun mind receiving a Manolo Blahnik as a wedding proposal gift.

Just imagine (mind starts daydreaming), if R were to present me with a Manolo, bent down on one knee, holding up the stunning heels with both hands and declare
'You are the Cinderella ive been waiting for, will u marry me?'And after i mumble a yes in my surprise state, he will thrust out a gleaming diamond ring (carats does NOT matter anymore)and slide them onto my fingers.

ME? I will just smily coyly, slip my ankle in and reach up to gave him the longest kiss ever. We will step into the shiny black limousine that has been waiting to bring us to the top restaurant for our memorable dinner.

Aww....hahaha i get so carried away sometimes.....

Who says that proposal has to be done with just a diamond ring.
Pics to share.










But if u asked me, Hilton Hotel is not an ideal place for wedding.

(Pics taken with the courtesy of R's colleagues)
R commented on my hair, i think it looks ugly too.


AWWW!!! My eye bags looks horrendous, its a total NIGHTMARE~~!!!!! I need to sleep more, i need to sleep MOREEEE!!!



Quote of the Day

I value myself and remember my goodness
I am my own judge

Dead Com

warning: This is gonna be a long entry. But if u actually took ur time to read it, u r a real friend, I totally heart u for it. XOXO u know i love ya. If not, than........

Im at ECP MacDonald's rite now, surfing n updating my blog using Free Wireless while R hit the books. Im not that broke k, i can still afford my Internet bills, but jus that my Desktop is not giving me a chance. It dieded yet AGAIN!!

Ok, Im GIVING UP. TOTALLY GIVEN UP ON THAT STEWWPIG PC this time.

Turns out the hard disk is totally screwed up this time, and it cost 100 bucks to replace it with a new one (not includin service fees that was est. at 80 bucks!!)
In total my bro & I had already spent over $500 on repairing this DELL PC since the beginning of the year, so no way am i gonna spent close to 200 bucks on this again.

After checking with the IT guy, he said the new hard disk shld let it last for abt a year, but he can't guarantee whether other hardware problems may arise.E.g. the Processer, the chip, the motherboard, graphic card.... Taken into consideration, my hard disk was fine as a dandy bird the last time he was here (And dats just abt 2months or less ago..) He had no idea what happen to it. Neither do I.

So THATS IT. I told him im not gonna save it, im gonna just let it die.

TOOT TOOT TOOT TEEEE....

The IT guy asked me several times if im sure, and this time round, im absolutely sure abt it. Im GIVING UP THIS thing, both my right brain and left brain is telling me to let it go. I can't let a piece of metal...plastic...um..whatever manipulate my life.

So many F**King times, it gave me problems just when i needed it the most.

On a lighter note, oh yes im getting a new comp, im gonna get a new laptop. Waiting for the IT fair now. DoodeeDum...hope i can get some incredible offers, since the economy is kinda still in the slumps rite now, im looking forward to the freebies that they gonna throw in at the fair. R's bro gotten a Sony digicam when he got his lappie.

I WANT ONE TOO~~

As u can see, my blog is getting dry with so many words and no pics. Got no camera la, how to take pics. Loan it to my sis for her honeymoon trip and it hasn't appear since, she said they have returned it but they forgotten whom they return it to. Haiz...am i fated to be camera-less. My first Fujifilm camera malfunction after using it for less than 6mths, now my samsung camera is gone too. Its still new, jus used it for less than a year :(

Taking photos with hp is just not that cool lar, and i only took it when i really bo bian. How i wish i got a DSLR or a LUMIX or a Canon Powershot or....aiya say so much also no use, im JOBLESSS.

The mind is so cruel sometimes, or evil i should say.
It starts thinking of so many things it wants and desires for when u r at ur lowest.
Grrr....my wishlist is getting longer and longer....

New Laptop
New Digi camera
Burburry Blue Label bag
New High Heels
Estee Lauder Advanced Night Repair Eye Cream
New working clothes
Wacoal corset (i know it sounds unglam, but its really something i had really really wanted, this stuff really transform u from flab to fab)

The corset is really a God-sent thing. My waist goes from 25" to 22" in this incredible stuff, and ur boobs simply gets push all the way up, totally ANTI-GRAVITY Baby~ its something i absolutely clamour for. GSS now, wonder if R is willing to pamper me just one more time....hmm....he is already offering to get me the Burburry Blue Label but this cost just $80 over and probably lesser in these GSS season, a small price to pay for your gal to look like a drop dead babe with perky neh neh and teeny waist. (Anyway, ive already wrote this down, so no running away hor, u r getting me the Burburry Bag k)

im really thankful for having my loved ones ard to support me,i knew they have all been trying to support me discreetly through all the small ways.
Totally Hearts them.

Muacks Muacks Muacks XOXO

Its been real hard closing in on a job interview, but im not gonna give up, in fact im putting in even more effort. Apart from the customising of individual cover letter for each application, ive been to the dental for some good polishing, more face & eye masks, replacing my Laneige skincare with Estee Lauder to achieve even flawless skin (hiak hiak i not shy i know), slapping more body moisturisers. Now i just need to start moving.

Its amazing how my level of depression is generally caused not by my jobless situation but more by the jingling fats hanging around my waistline due to the long hours of sitting in front of the PC.

Happy Happy

Its been donkey years since ive last wrote an entry....ok maybe not that long, but i do know only limited vocab so lets not be anal abt it.

Been pretty busy in the past weeks, im treating every job application seriously now, customising almost every cover letter. Im determined to not just hop for any job that comes along, but to wait patiently for the one thats meant for me.

Started working part-time for a friends with a well-known pet food company recently, envy me yeah,i get to see lotsa dogs and cats on a daily basis. The only bad thing is 'Can see CaNNOt Touch' They are stuck in the thousands & thousands of pamphlets i face every day. Shiok eh, can work and bond with friend somemore, heh heh.

Baby must be feeling extremely bored with studying for his exams, he resorts to entertaining himself by doing a painting of his beloved women, ME~~
My best present of the year,



Draw me until damn chio lor hor, later gonna go squeeze his cock till he die man....
See who has the last laugh.
Oh yeah, my comp dieded on me AGAIN. Yeah. Na beh~ Lucky Computer got no insurance to buy one ar, or else die so often i think before they buried it 10 ft under, i think i will be buried alive by the premiums and repair fees first.

Farm Town

Busy with planting, harvesting, watering and selling my crops these few days.

This is Baby's Farm, the crops in my farm still growing not nice now, will share next time when its in Full Harvest.

Haha. I am not a farmer, but playing this new game application in FaceBook surely makes farming fun. 'Farm Town' is my latest fave. It gets me obsessed with it Day In Day Out, really gives one a sense of achievement when ur crops are fully ripe and u get to be a Towkay and starts hiring people to harvest your crops.

It may seems like a game, a simple senseless game, but to me it teaches me something, gives me something to reflect. It demonstrates to me the meaning behind the word, you reap what you sow. If i neglect it for a few days, or perhaps a few hours, some if not all my crops will die. The grapes in particularly takes the shortest time of 4 hrs to ripe, it reaps the least coins, and in comparison in dies the fastest too.

Friendship that ripes easily, dies easily.

Another First

I made my first 3G video call to Baby R just now. I had waited for this day for so long, Yippee~~~~ Coz Baby's phone finally Kong Kaw Keow, so he gotten a new phone and new 3G simcard.

ITS AMAZING~~ Damn Cool~~~ So SUD SUD~

Though this technology has been out for eon years but not much people seem to be using them. Its so fun, i get to see R's face, he gets to see mine, its like talking face to face lidat. Its simply fun lar, i get to see where he is, what he's doing, feel like im jus right beside him, Yiiii, so exciting~~~.

Spot somethin scandalous and wanna share with ur best friend, just 3G them, and they can join in the fun. Gossip Gal was into MMS, but we can achieve the same fun with 3G Video.

Had a gathering and happen to have last minute meeting, 3G them to say sorry and get to say Hi to the rest that were there, the sincerity definately beats a boring apologetic SMS or phonecall.

Anyway haha my make-up free face looks horrigible, thank God people dun use 3G extensively these days, or else i gonna have to put on make up the moment i wake up every day.
Imagine, a prospective employer calls u up for an interview using 3G video, and he sees my kungfu panda inspired face, wah confirm tut..tut...tut....

I have checked with M1 before, the talktime for making 3G video calls is the same as making normal voice calls, so it doesn't hurts the pocket at all. Steady man ~

Met up with Dr3amlicious on Monday nite, im so thankful for having friends. While chatting with her, the topic of my upcoming Inteview on tuesday came up, and suddenly i realise how unprepared i was, i had took things for granted, i naively thot that since i have prepared myself before, than i don't need to recap anymore le, i hadn't even went to the company website.

When i realise i couldn't answer promptly the common interview questions she posted to me, i decided that i need to put in more effort in preparing myself. Really thank her for the advice.

Played with her dog CASH for awhile, she has one powerful dog man. The dog small small size but like got motor inside lidat, run run run than the furball will do a super-sonic sky jump on u, than like a motor furball it starts licking all over me, and starts chewing on my long hair like machiam its seaweed. But its simply adorable lar, 10mths old only but takes on the size of 2-3 yrs old dog.

Its a super clever dog, just mention the Chinese word 'Gou' and he will prick up his ears, n knew that u r gossiping abt him. Gu niang dog man, so Ba Gua one. Haha :)

Eeyou Bom

Argh~!!!

Such an embarassing day, was walking underneath the MRT track and making my way for my interview when i trip over my long pants and fell down on my knees, my palms had a burning pain but no blood spill, many people were nearby but yet no one step forward to lend me a hand, haiz....throw face lar, wear nice nice, make up nice nice, hair nice nice than BAM!!

@#@$%*@!

Interview went well i guess....but im not pinning high hopes, do hope that i can get it though coz if that happens, Baby will be elated coz my workplace will be just one station away from his hse. I really really hope i can get in ne....

Oh well, after interview i went home straight, walk walk walk, think lack of food or perhaps went for too many massages, my heels tangle with my pants AGAIN, so once again EeeYOU Bom!! Fell on my knees, but this time round, my poor palm cannot take it liao, bleed a little. And once again, Singapore failed its kindness movement campaign, no one came forward to lend me a hand.

Think i need apply more mask and buy better make up, kinda weird ma, i look so chio today yet no one came forward to help a pretty lady???? I check on my knees once home, expected, both knees was slightly bruised. My wrist felt a little aching now, think i must have sprain it slightly.

Need some loving~~~~

Etude House

My muscles are definately feeling good these days, had so much massage recently. Went JB again on Sat, this time round i went there with a few of my ex-colleagues.
I went to Thai Odyssey again and had my 90mins full body Thai massage, heheh, oh it cost RM89 not RM98 Yippee!!

We ate BBQ sotong, BBQ chicken wings,and very very expensive Black Pepper crab, its really very very expensive that kind, coz we ate at those roadside stalls in JB, and we only realise after the meal, the rate has went up secretly to RM$8 per 100g, so its RM$120 for our 1.5kg Crabs, so our total bill came up to be about RM200 and above.But i still count my blessings la, coz at least my $8/100g crab is still cheaper than our Newton's $8 per prawn. Hiak Hiak :D

Went for a foot reflexology massage yesterday with Miss P, so in total i had about 3 massage in a month, wah..no wonder im feeling so nua these days, my muscles too soft now liao. :)

Went to Etude House, no pics to share :( as my data cable is not working. Its a skincare and make up brand from Korea, the packaging are so nice and the decor of the shop takes on a very girlish,pinkish and flurry look. I bought some nice nail art pens RM10.90 and nail crystals RM4.90 (super cheap man~), can't wait to use them but im still on the look out for nice nail colours to match.


RM39.90
Bought this as well, but mine is baby blue and has a nice Baby Powder scent instead of Peach. It is in mousse form and feels really Soft and Fluffy when i wash my face.
As i spent above RM30 so i gotten a Etude House Precious Mineral BB cream as a free gift, I simply LURVE freebies, haha make my overall experience A+++, think there is only two Etdue House in M'sia, one in Sunway Pyramid and one in JB City Square, haiz...Singapore dun have....anyway if Singapore have i also wun go, coz confirm kena jack up price by alot.

Ate at Dian Xiao Er (Changi Airport Terminal 3)with R and my family for Mother's Day, haiz...Feel bad sometimes, coz i didn't put in more effort in trying to make Mother's Day more special for my Mum, everything seems so routine, feels worse coz i can't afford to buy very expensive stuff to pamper her. haiz...anyway i saw BLUSH having a 50% sale, but cannot buy...haiz...only Airport outlet gt sale, check out Tampines Mall one liao, no sale. Wah liao~~

Need to get work fast, dun wanna be a burden to anyone, not good for my health too, coz im snacking too much at home. :p
Appetite hasn't been good lately, i seem to eat for the sake of eating these days, even snacking seems boring, nothing seems to make my mood really high( except watching Wolverine). Haiz....

Wolverine

Watched midnight movie with R last night at Filmgarde ILUMA, the place reminds me of Cathay but think Cathay is still better, they got more food.

Watched Wolverine, its a great show, wahHHH i simply lurrve Hugh Jackman's body, its just so so Woo-Hoo~ Sexy...think he is simply gorgeous lar, though the plot and visuals were equally fantastic, i spent half my time oogling at his strong arms and intense glare. Wolverine is just so romantic and manly, wah i also willing to die for him man.

Check out those arms man, if MY man has those arms hor, i will hug it like koala bear every day lor.

Sex scandal of Show Luo

Oh heart break, my heart break...

Why? Why mus there be such shameful and disgusting bitches around, they threw the face of Internet Savvy women, i really really look down on such cheap gals, definately dun have proper upbringing. Cheap slut.

Why am i saying all this?

Becoz of Show, my favourite singer Show Luo Zhi Xiang a.k.a Xiao Zhu.

Recently he was hit by this awful scandal which most would have known by now.

Show started an online relationship with this gal whom he thought is serious about him and something could have work out, but according to Lianhe Wanbao, he pulled out of the relationship 3mths later when the gal started to ask Show to pull strings to let her enter the entertainment industry.

Soon after, this despicable gal (really had the nerve, people like her just never gave up on anythin just to get that 5mins of Fame) approached Taiwan media with screenshots of topless Xiao Zhu and their 16 pages long conversation and uploaded the pics on her blog. And even claimed that Show boasted on how good he is at doing that. Trying to imply that Xiao Zhu is an online lover that cheat on people's feelings. She claimed they 'break off' becoz she 'discovered' that Xiao Zhu has a lot of hot babes on his friends list and realised how stupid she is to think that Xiao Zhu wants to be serious with her.

Ok ok, why i defend Xiao Zhu is becoz

1) Xiao Zhu is a star, hello~~~ a star leh, God knows how many model friends and starlet friends he had, he is the best friend of Jolin Tsai leh, is that not obvious~~ She think she is so pretty, Xiao Zhu after knowing her than he must delete all the hot babes on his friends list becoz of her. (Roll eyes*)

2) Xiao Zhu has never tried to portray himself as a virgin innocent boy and as a matter of fact, i believe most fans like me would have already known he is known to cracking corny jokes on his entertainment shows. Just because Xiao Zhu is topless doesn't means anythin what, dun tell me her father never walk ard the hse topless during summer meh, ridiculous man.

3) Anyway, to only have 16 pages of msn log when they have been chatting for 3 months, it only shows that they do not have much in depth conversation, i chat with friend on msn, 3 weeks already can have 20 pages liao lor. And to save 5 screen shots of him on diff occasion means she is either sex-deprived and need the pictures for her own 'pleasure' or she is some kind of she-Edison.

I notice that Xiao Zhu has been looking quite dejected when on his show Entertainment 100%, even Xiao Gui on several occasion had to pause and change topic. Heart break lor, its already not easy ba to be popular stars like them, its hard for them to start a relationship liao, somemore he tried and yet end up being made used.

My comments, this gal better not come to Singapore, i will confirm go up and spit saliva and threw dung at her dog face one lor, shameless bitch that uses their looks and body to seduce people just to get fame, she is obviously the kind that will be very willingly to sleep with any directors or maybe producers just to get famous. She should just go act porn lar, since she like to sexpose and openly claim that she had cybersex with Show(which he denied), this kind of thing still can openly anyhow say. How would her parents feel man.....

Obviously she is not a victim lor, at home still put full make up and wear so sexy, fake sia. I dun think Xiao Zhu is dumb to fall into her trap, afterall he is still a human, a man, they still hope to find true love one day, just like any one of us. Hope this bitch will get thrown rotten eggs by HKG fans and be detest by all other guys that she is hoping to seduce in future. I definately wun try n check on her blog address, wun wanna 'support' her and gave her the blog traffic.

PHUI***

Haiz.... Xiao Zhu ar, Jia You~~

Tao Hua Jie

Hmm... heheh a continuation of my weekend activities.

I played mahjong leh, heh heh so happy~~ La la la, played at friend's ye ye funeral wake from midnight till about 4 plus in the morning, super tired, but its worth it. Coz its so funny, i mean I'M so funny lar.

Can u imagine, i play 20cts/40cts, max 5 tai. and just 1.5 round only leh, we spent 3 hours plus and i lost almost $30 dollars, super lousy man. I was on a 'Tao Hua Jie' , every single time i got 'flower' on my tiles, i confirm lose one or i will hit n give people hu, somemore i always hit n give the ones that got 4-5 tai, i lousy man... i thot i never gonna hu liao than i finally come to a round i got totally no flower or animal, that round i won.

So the whole night goes like this, i got flower got animal=other people HU Lar~, no flower no animal= I, Gao lar. Yesh.

I think hor i mus follow tv liao, buy 1 set of mahjong tiles, than sayang and kiss the flower n animals every day, so they wun 'zuo dui' with me.

Went JB for a couple of hours with Bert, we forsake Sentosa coz i wa dying for a good massage, we drove in coz couldn't find suitable parking lots at Woodlands leh somemore i need to rush back for a job interview. The check point changed liao than resulted in us getting lost for an hour. We wanted to go City Square, which was just at the door step of the M'sia check point, but with the new check point and with the twist and turn roads in M'sia, it was so confusing.

We went to Thai Odyssey on the 4th level, its inside this area called 'Inner city', 60 mins massage only RM78, 90 mins RM 98. We were running out of time so we took the 60 mins one, it was pretty good, though it was a Thai traditional massage, they do not have those acrobatic stunts that leaves u stun and in shock. So shiok lar, somemore can up to three person in the same room, so its good for couples or friends to go together.

Anyway, it was quite a pity for Baby lar, he take a full day leave, than in the end we spend only like a couple of hours only than i had to rush to my job interview and rush to meet my ex-colleague for my fare well at Marche n St James.

So Sorry Baby, but ur sacrifice is worth it one, coz in exchange i will give u freedom this month k, i will bo-chap u for this month and let u go study in peace for ur exams. But of course, once exam ends, U R MINE~~~ Wa HA HA HA HA~~~~

Iluma@Bugis now open

Im feeling so tired mentally and physically, but still wish to blog it all down, burnt my entire weekend but still its pretty fulfilling and draining. Yes, i repeat, mentally & physically.

For some irritating reason, i can't help but at certain moments do felt that i can understands how R feels. R once told me, he felt equally draining, with his hectic work and studies and plus the need to juggle between spending time with me and his mum.

Went Marche at Vivo city, ate a lot, really alot, all those at the table can vouch for me. Yea its really enjoying when u ate at such places with a big group and everyone shared their food. Coz i get to taste many different dishes. Yummy Yum.

Went St James after that, this is definately the first time in my life i club hop so many times in a night, my God, other than Belini and Bar None i entered all. Man, its tiring. Enjoyed Powerhouse the most coz of the high dance platform. Haiz... but my low alcohol tolerance is a real party-pooper, i down in total just half a beer, half a glass of vodka (with iced) and 1/4 glass of martel mixed i think, that pathetic amount i cannot make it already, i look down on myself man, *Pui*

Hmm...try again....Ka~~* Pui\*

Enjoyed the live performance, beforehand i had always have this impression that they gonna look like some kind of old fogies night club pattern but hey no, this is some stuff alrite. Pure entertainment!

Baby was so nice, fetch me home though its so so late. Muack*

Went to helped out at my bro-in-law's wedding exhibit booth at Bugis iLuma. That place hmm...not as interesting as i had perceived but as expected, there was a lot of people there, especially on Friday. Most people leave with empty hands so i think, hmm...Tampines 1 i said 3 months crowd will die off rite, i think iLuma can last 4 months. Not becoz it is more interesting or more happening, but simply becoz Bugis is no 1, its prime area, and no 2, most people dun even know its opened, so its takes 1-2 months for the whole of Singapore to acknowledge its existence and another 2 months to spare time out of their busy schedule to check it out.

Only 3 shops caught my attention, Coffee Bean (Oh~~ falling in love with their Hot Double Chocolate with marshmallow), Nichii(reminds me of Tangs), and Filmgarde(its a cinema) other than that its shop arrays is similar to The Cathay. But the way the mall escalators are placed is realy confusing. But they have this amazing long escalators that goes from like level 2 all the way up to level 5, and coz its vertically across, its really really long. Oh man, if someone were to trip and tumble down from this, confirm plus guarantee kong ka keow one.

Helping out is so tiring, i stand for like near to 8 hours straight looking like a blur cok, my eyes somemore like turn cok-eye liao from watching people wheezing past me. Look like a total cok face lor, no wonder R no look at me in the face much just now, think i turn him off.

And finally, the wedding rehearsal. I didn't really do much, just practise some simple march-in timing and thats it, but im happy to be there, coz upon entering, i simply stand in awe of the church building decorations and fixtures. Its so...so...Catholic. I like Churches like this, i studied in a Catholic kindergarten for a year when i was 5, but in my memory my Catholic school was nothing compared to this place. Church of Immaculate Heart.

Ate with R and his mum n sis again, like bonding session like this, no reason y, just like it.
Go to sleep lor, need to jiayou tml. The interview cmi, ask me be sales gal, WT.......