What a Day

Aiyo it really marvels me at how fast things change. I was thinking about how bored i will be at work yesterday morning, was dreading at how slow the day will be, but suddenly with just one phone call made, i had to wheeze out of the office to meet clients and to rush to another place to collect documents and yet rush to a third place to attend to another restaurant feedback cum complaint.All the while fighting with the time, there is simply no time to sit down to have a break. Lunch was quickly settled with a few mouthful of rice and i had to rush off with a phonecall from my colleagues.
Worse thing to happen is to have ur phone low batt on a day like this, i had to rush home to charge my phone for 5-7 mins so as to contact Jolene and to remain contactable by R. I miss R the whole day, no time to call/msg him, have time also cannot call/msg him coz phone low batt.Was looking forward to seeing him coz he say he not be at home but will be near my poly playing bb.
Stupid phone, it can gives u real convenience and yet left u in great despair when u need it the most. After a nice popiah dinner with Jolene, happily was i skipping to look for my beloved to surprise him. Stupid phone, stupid rain, stupid me. Not knowing of Change of venue of bb session resulted in me left stranded in rain with nowhere to go and low batt phone leave me in a worse state of lost & desperation. Thank God for friends, Jolene was like my light in the dark. Thanks Jo.
With her phone i was saved. Eventually after 30 calls R was contacted. R was unhappy that i came, my coming has resulted in him not being able to enjoy supper with the guys. its so hard to create a balance. So hard.I tried my best but I see the cycle coming back, i see deja vu.
'Because i spent time with you, i have no time for sports & my friends & my family' 6 years ago this sentence nearly took my life away, now....haha maybe its me.Maybe the correct way of handling a relationship is to simply dun spent time.
A perfect gf is when she contacts u at a time 'when im free & my friends & family members r not free than i think i miss u baby so here i am' sort of thing.Its a thing i am still learning and have no idea if i will master it one day. Guys out there may deny it, but frankly speaking no guy will say they dun prefer such 'understanding gf' (All gals say 'Aye')
I may sound bitter but if u were me u will be too.

White White Christmas

Love this year Xmas, im so glad Jean can make it, im so glad of being able to be there when she needs a listening ear. My new year revolution which im gonna try my best to fulfil. 'To think more for others and to lend a listening ear to all' Simply love the Samsung D900(i can take many many pics and videos of R!!) & the Pooh Bear that R got for me. The Pooh Bear is so cute!! Round round face, big big tummy Cute Cute face, its a replica of ME!! Hahaha. Xmas eve party went on well too, food was good. I simply love the choc fondue and the colourful fruits not forgettin the melted marshmellows..wow...im drooling again....R's 'famous' chicken curry was well received with many praise that make his head swell like a big wtermelon. Haha but im glad his curry was well appreciated by all. Im so proud of him : )

My mum was so sweet, gave me a lovely pendent. And i got a pretty in pink ladies bag for the gift exchange. Love the pink bag coz it reflects what my friends think of mi, sweet & feminine. Maybe they r not thinkin dat way, but who cares coz i love deceiving myself this way. Hiak hiakhiak...I give thanks to my da ge ge Norman as well for the set of clothes that he has blessed me & R. R look so charming and sexy in the tops that Norman pass to him that i felt like grabbing him and run off to hide him away.Norman has such explicit taste in fashion, and the midas touch. I never really take notice that i would look well in dresses and soft tone clothes. Now that he mentioned, my shoulders & collar bones do look beautifyl hahaha bu yao lian...My 2nd new year revolution. To stop buying black colour top & bottoms and go for colours. Haha R seems to agree on that too.

Spent the whole morning & afternoon with R on Christmas Day, skipping breakfast & lunch. My tummy became so flat that i juz wish it can remain that way forever. Although we spent almost 3 days together but i still can't bear to pull myself home...i miss my parents but still being with him feels so good. Can't wait to grow up.

Away for a long time

Whew...its been a long while since i start typing. Nt that im busy but sometimes u juz feel lazy and the rain is making my muscles so.....Hee.. i would definately like to give myself a pat on the shoulders coz i have been making the effort to contact a couple of friends, trying to go out with them. It may seems normal to someone else but to me its a big step forward.

Me extrovert on the outside, introvert inside. I dun really have the habit of asking friends out or even go out with friends, everything is kinda depends on my mood at the particular day and particular time. I have began to realise that it is quite unhealthy to give priorities to ur bf all the time. So im gonna start lookin for all the friends that i have once said to them' will call u' 'ask u out one day' 'lets go out 1 day' etc..but never really fulfil. My new year resolution, to spare a thought for others in all things i do and to enjoy time with my friends.

Many people are getting married, its like every other month i will bound to receive a 'red bomb' Its great attending people's wedding, u see their face glowing with pride and joy, every bride became a princess that night. But when u attend too much wedding, u start to wonder...why do all weddings looks the same? The Holy matrimony, walk down aisle, combine candlelight, say the long long verse of through sickness & in health thingy, yam seng that is getting more and more boring unless its well prepared with lotsa spontaneous brothers & sisters, rushing to take photos at every table....maybe its just my luck, but of the many weddings i attend, gone are the days u see friends sabotaging the groom, newly-wed saying touching thank you verse. Friends grabbin mike to make a fool of themselves...It makes mi think....what does it takes to be a wedding planner??

Life has been good, through all the ups & downs with me & R, we have gotten closer and closer each other heart. But at the same time i seem to have drawn further & further away from someone else...New Year Resolution 2, to draw closer to him.