Conversations with Him

Hmm havin been inspired by a friend, let me share some conversation between me and my baby too!!

(Over SMS)
R: Morning baby. I have a nightmare. U was chasing after me with ur long nails.
Me: Morning. Oh izzit, did i manage to kill u in the end?
R: No. I gave a panda kick and u fell into a shit hole. haha
Me:........

(Strolling on one fine day)
Spotted a happy family walkin in front of me.
Me: I can't wait for the day we can be like them, i wear shorts than u walk beside me, carrying our baby.(gazing dreamily)
R: No
Me(bewildered look): Why??!!!
R(givin a smirk face): Coz I WILL WEAR SHORTS and U will CARRY the baby.
Me:.........

I hate ants

Living in a small country, there is really limited places to go and things to do, and today i choose the one activity that ranks No.2 among Singaporeans most favourite activity. That is. To chill with some good friends n talk shit whole night long.

So whats No.1 you may ask, well as it depends on the individual,my answer would result in many eyes rolling, so y ask rite, :)

Hang out at the extreme east side of Singapore after work today, place is good, has plenty of nice pavilions for us to select from to chill, not too hot, not too noisy, beside a nice dirty canal filled with dirty murky water (well if u imagined it hard enough, u can pretend its a um...a still and peaceful river). As i headed there right after work, i da-bao my sliced fish beehoon as my dinner. Eating out in the open has never felt so free.Ok Ok time for the downside, cannot be so positive all the time, later people think i fake how...

BLAardy pLace,No food no drinks available, got money to buy also no use. There is no food and drinks available anywhere within 200m, the nearest f&b outlet n restroom is like 1km away n along the way we had to walk past fish ponds that smells like dinosaur's saliva. Whats worse is,tiny white ants start appearing on the marble looking table top, and they seem to slowly infesting ard the whole big table. Its amazing how unaffected P, Mei and J seems to be, after 10min or so, i was severly disturbed and starts to feel a little insane as i start scratchin at every part of my body. If only gals can scratch our mei mei as freely as guys scratch their deedee.Oh weLL, When i start spottin 2-3 ants climbin on my bag, my whole body starts fidgetin as i start imaginin them on my hands, into my hair n crawlin up my legs, i cross n uncross my legs and it makes no difference(i knw, duh~ but as i said, im insane)

After a short chat on some great plans, i quickly made my way home, now 1.5 hours later, after a good warm bath n a good hair-removal regime, i am ready to type this blog, but as i type i somehow still can't stop scratchin myself. Oh no,after today if u notice me not addin any new images to my blog, u can be for sure my chio chio nails muz have aided in scarrin my face while i sleep. At this second while typing, my ears feel like they would do good with a good dig but my chio chio nails has once again showed its disability n to my ultimate horror the only cotton buds available in my cabinet are these small teeny ones that are thick enough only for babies!!! Dig like no dig.DaMn#?@!$@%#

Just watched the Olympics Mens SpringBoard, they ard totally amazing!! The turns they made, and the clean dive and of course the tight tight muscles that is like rippling out of their thin flesh. When i watch the slow-motion, the muscles are so tight it seems unreal, it looks like sometthin right out of those art museum that features those male clay sculptures a.k.a Greek god.

Goin to sleep, dunno wat im typin already, yawn(scratch`scratch)

Birthday Post_Part 02

Didn't really do much on my actual birthday, just awaiting for nightfall. Went to Night Safari with a handful of friends, had expected a bigger turnout but reality doesn't seems to allow that. This year birthday is relatively quiet in comparison with previous years, muz be the age factor.But in the sms bithday wishes department, it is still seeing a steady increase of about 5% p.a. Haha excitement n fun is slowly seeping n draining away, just like our youth.

Totally enjoyed the trip to night safari, i see hyenas, flying foxes, fruit bats, leopards, deer, lazy Rhino, sloth bear, Malayan Tiger , n the most amazingly cute otter. Its a great pity not all animals can be view at close distance.

If anyone is thinking abt goin there, my piece of advice is as below

1. Have ur stomach filled before you embark on the journey to Mandai, a plate of chicken rice cost $17!!And $4 onwards for beverages.

2.Equip urself with a good night vision camera as no flash photography is allowed

3. Keep clear from Fish n Chips at their Bongo rstnt, do try instead their yummylicious lamb burger($12.50) n 'wu3 liao4'(gt ingredient) turkey ham pasta(abt $10.90).

Thank you Pearly for the wonderful present, it definately came at a good time, saves me the money of gettin my own moisturiser. Do worry that my skin may experience breakout during its initial switch period. Experience that when i just started using my current laneige series.


Thank you Lynne and Lee mama for the beautiful Guess wallet n stylish dress. Im really amaze how well u guys understand me, i muz have been like an open book. I have always adore Guess for its cool n chic designs, n the dress is totally my style!!Even Bert thinks so.
Can't wait to see what Lide is gettin for my belated present, haha.Oh and how can i forget,the best present of them all from my beloved Bert.Its a cropped jacket, and im sure he muz have search pretty long as during our several shopping trips we have always failed to find one that has the perfect fit for me. But this jacket looks great n fantastic, and it has my fav. crown logo!!!

Birthday Post_Part 01

My Birthday has finally came, and before i knew it, its over!!Time past really past, still feels so young deep down in my heart, hope i will forever feel young.As i wasn't home yet, my cute mum actually sms mi a weird sms yesterday.

[sms content]
Mum:' Happy birthday 2 u gal dont forget u ar older one year now
Me: Ok.
(!!!!????!!!?????!!!!!!????????)

Ok i somehow get wat she mean, but it does gives me n robert a good laugh.My mum callin me A GAL, sounds so cool.

My colleagues were so naughty on Fri, purposely holding back the celebration till its late late in the evening,my Samsung camera was like waitin anxiously in my bag, can't wait to be in action.
Jean: OK MEETING MEETING! lets all go into the meeting room, but Jessica muz be last to go in.
Jessica: Oh my God JeAn, U r NoT gOnna cEleBrate my BirThday R U?
(Flashing out my pink Samsung 7.2megapizel digital camera)
Jessica: I am so surprised!! But wat a coincident my camera is actually in my bag.

Haha but so thankful to them for actually went out specially to buy some snacks to add spice to the celebration.

Office celebration

My Baby was the most unbelieveable!! I had did some OT n was anxious to rush for a last visit to the loo before i went to meet Baby at Toa Payoh(he said he already reach)when i heard my admin colleagues talkin abt this guy waitin downstairs for a bouquet of flowers!!

My heart thumped a little faster as i start suspecting..., mystery solve when the account staff said to me,
K: Hey I think ur boyfriend is here, wah so sweet, got flowers.
Me: Cannot be(grin)he is at Toa Payoh now
K: Oh it muz be urs, he is very tall
Me: Ha! Mystery solve

Although the surprise has been cut by 50%, but the sweetness n attention seeking level is still at its top 100% Hee...my guy totally know i jus love dramatic actions.

Went for a nice meal at this Mr Chicken Rice in Downtown East Ehub!, heard that the chef is from Mertitus Mandarin Hotel, overall taste good.




Pretty Flowers for me


Showing off my self-proclaimed chio chio nails



Simply Beautiful Ferris Wheel, if only the one at Marina looks half as nice or as bright as this

My Chio Chio nails

I have been thru 3 agonizing days with my pretty chio chio nails, god im jus soo dumb. Shld have gotten the cheena manicurist to shape it shorter. Its hardc to explain the sufferings that tag along with these pretty innocent plastics. I shall list down all the sufferings i had in the past 3 days so as to deter myself from the intention to continue these pretty lifestyle 3 mths later.

Suffering #1: Double time in toilet
It gets really irritating when u r really eager t0o pee(gals, u kw hw long it can take to queue for a toilet at Bugis Junction durin weekends.)and taking off my buttoned skirt took like 20seconds!!!When it comes to toilet matters, every second counts.

Suffering #2: Flushing of toilet
U knw those flush at hm that activates upon pushing in the reflective round button, i can't press them in at all! My nails get start at the rim of the button n i resort to usin my handphone, hairpin n knuckles, evrytime i need to flush.

Suffering #3: turtle power
Typin is outta qns coz it gives me goosebumps when i tried typin with my nails. Now im usin a teaspoon in order to type this blog.And im typin slower than a turtle (*Master Wu Gui~~, Believe~~)

Suffering #4:
No more early morning shuang shuang nose-digging. Coz my index nail is too big to enter without enlargin my nostrils! But i found one new method,usin my blue shiny pinky, it is of the correct size to totally stick it in n it wil like scoop out whatever shit there is like a dream catcher.But still..the shiokness is different(haha *giggle*) :)

New Nails

Did nail extension durin the weekend,feel so pretty immediatedly after that. My movement was very much restricted though, im practically usin my nails to type out every single alphabet.

I was buyin tomyum beehoon at the food court when the auntie commented
Auntie: Wah Xiao Mei, ni de zhi jia hen mei hor(Small gal, your nails very nice hor).

Me: (Smile) Thanks.

Auntie: Shi bu shi yao jie hun(u gettin married izzit)

Me: Embarrassed smile~~~

Wah lao~~pretty nails are only for brides meh, haiz...no matter what i will still love it coz its somethin new n i find it pretty.

My Pride



My Baby looking happy and satisfied beside my nails. He had to be at least satisfied knowin the fact dat it cost him $138!!!

Birthday Dinner

When for a sumptuous early birthday celebration at white dog cafe on friday nite, a nice cosy place with good music that are slow romantic n nice, the waitress r all pleasant and sweet, would have been a highly recommended place for all dating couples if not for the fact that THE PLACE IS BLaRDDY CROWDED!!!The slow romantic music can hardly be heard over the loud chatterin, nt to mention a birthday song was played like every 15 mins, its like everyone is there to celebrate someone's birthday!

We were directed to this nice seat which was infront of this full length clear glass that faces the nice calm river(or issit the sea? Heck i suck at Geography, its beside Vivocity, go figure), but atlas the precious view was blocked by this wide deckboard which has a few sets of lovey dovey, huggin couples standin on the deckboard right in front of us. Super distractin! But it gets entertainin to look at how borin or hw passionate each couple are.

The food was good,(for baby's at least)portions was juz rite n the pork dat Baby had has this really crispy on the outside,tender n juicy on the inside kinda texture. their mangolicious drink was great too(thumbs up) Gimme a mango drink anyday.
Pixs of the day

Juicy Finger Lickin Good POrk(Cost almost $20)



My Pathetic, look Almost No 'Liao' Crabmeat Penne(Cost $15.90)The crabmeat are sliced so thinly i think the chef probably mistook them as abalones.



Baby lookin extremely pleased at his meal, im nt takin pic of myself coz i AM NOT pleased with my pathetic penne

Baby Jervis 1 st mth

When to a friend's baby 1st month bash a few days back, its kinda inetrestin to see those cute tiny things. Chat with the mum for awhile (my friend is the father), her labour pain lasted for almost 15 hours!!! She opted for epidural halfway thru, and after injectin she actually got to pause the pushin process n sleep for a few hours before she woke up for another round of invigorating final push.

Everythin sounds exciting to me, i can juz imagine, when its my turn i am definately gonna opt for epidural right from the start, and im gonna remind the doctor every 5 mins that im optin for epidural. Im not gonna try and 'test' my threshold of pain man,wat if i can't stand the pain and my baby got stuck halfway in my down there n it suffocate, so i rather reserve my energy in gettin it out.

Some interestin pictures dat day.

Baby Jervis sleepin sweetly, lookin very shuang shuang


Awake n lookin sightly disturbed



Looking super BU SHUANG already, i had no idea babies can learnt that kinda expression at such a young age, potential ah beng man tis young chap.



Let me go big fellow, or im gonna cry n make u public enemy!!


Robert: WT...
Baby: WAHHH~~~!!! get a women to carry me, i wan no stinky man....


Robert: Omigod, nothin is worse than a cryin baby!!!!

Journey to the Center of Singapore

Woke up in the morning with aching calf muscles and um....slightly swollen calfs(im nt exaggerating)haiz...i jus knew it, after all the walking yesterday my poor legs are protesting. I bought my company's Ebene knee guard as soon as i reach my office, well it relly does help relieve the ache after just one hour! Just love it, i have already recommend this to my dad and my bf and no complaints heard. And the thing abt guys is that, no news is good news :)

This week cell group was change to a dinner outing, another one of those encourage fellowship n bonding thingy. Went to meet up with them at Robertson quay sketches restaurant last night. I walk all the way from city hall down to clarke quay and up to Novotel Hotel and over to Robertson Quay, the whole journey took mi about 45mins, my legs are like ready to collapse when i reach the rstnt. But the irony thing was that not a drop of sweat was dropped from all that walking, i guess my body was already severly dehydrated dats y no sweat to come out already (haha nonsense gal)

being late (i reach at 10pm) i was 'kindly' given the seat at the end of a long table. And as the group talk happily abt their adult camp trip, myself along with jeff n chanlee remain hapily forgotten n deserted by the whole cell group at the end of the table. Well dats fine actually coz jeff n chanlee is actually one of the ones whom i find non-fake. Though there are 13 people present at the table, the coldness i felt feels like there is only 3. Ate plain penne tomato sauce pasta($20!!!) as i forgotten to tick on that small teeny box that stated what toppings i wanted, haiz...i was already almost to the point of starvation so plain pasta is better than nothin.

Went with them to a chocolate cafe which is nearby rite after dinner, its a pretty decent cafe that is suppose to be some kind of a chocolate specialty cafe but the menu kinds of disappoints me as there aren't much choices. The group was like split into two like it always do, with the talkative ones chattin away excitedly abt God knows what, while the other group remain contended with the cliche topic of How are you? How's ur work?) Me, i preferred to remain a low profile, opening my unmascared eyes widely n smiling nicely to all who ask me the same qns. (Common qns: Where's robert? or How's everything). I glued my eyes to my phone the whole time, smsin my robert, as i find that far more entertainin than tryin to pretend to be interested in whatever mingming is talkin abt. I wun bother talkin, as whatever i(or anyone)speaks abt anythin she definately intercept. Little Miss Know it All.

Didn't managed to actually drink my $10 hot chocolate, i barely tasted it and the whole group decided to head home as its late.So nice of Victor to actually ask me if im gonna continue drinking while EVERYONE(includin himself)is already walkin away.As if my reply of 'yes im still drinki' is enough to make the whole group stop n wait.
Dun see how diff it is between goin to cell group and going for a cell group outing, i already had enough of tryin to blend in and trying to be friendly,

Overall rating of the outing: -*

*=wun bother going, -*=kinda regret going

Waiting at work

Hee finish my product info kit, quite impressed by my own work. It is what i call creating something from almost nothin. Hahaha yeah.

Staying behind at work right now, waiting for my colleague to finish her emails than we will leave the office together, im gonna be really late for my dinner with my cell group but hey i can see Cindy really needs some company ard here, the roads here can get really dark and scary and lonely over here, I NEED THE COMPANY TOO!!!

Met up with some agent from Nepal, well though its pretty obvious they are seriously doubting my ability to assist them in future,but i wun blame these old folks as my outer appearance does look pretty young. Overall they are pretty nice people.

Gotta go my colleague is done.

Gals Nite Out

Michelle is leavin soon :(, will only get to see her 2 years later when she is back from her masters. Though i seldom meet up with this dear friend but i do wish i have spent more time with her previously. Had a great time hanging around with old friends,time really pass. Miss the good ole days, it feels really nostalgic and warm to have a group of friends to reminisce the past with.
A million thanks to June & Fabian for loaning the apartment out for our gals nite together. Most friends are goin overseas or comin back from overseas studies, friends are gettin married, gettin attached for very long n NT gettin married, havin babies etc etc...look forward to seein myself goin into another phrase too, heehee. A pity Pearl not ard. Well i start to agree that a picture speaks a thousand words so i shall let them tell the story : )



The gals


Romance Romance

Lovers




Finally we have our chilli!!

Waitin for mich





we are really not drunk

YuTing's Birthday Chalet

Happily Drunk Baby


Me & Yuting


The BirthDay Gal


In the room


Vic & Ariel


Had a wonderful weekend tis week, everythin simply flash past so fast!!:)

Went to changi chalet to celebrate ting's birthday, had a wonderful n enjoyable time as most of them was able to make it. Though we played simple games but its their company and of course my baby's presence that make the whole night memorable. Hee Though i muz say sorry to Lide for rejectin the intake of more alcohol (i really can't stand any more dat night)Kudos to Yuting for her mini dance with Lewis, and of course her impersonation of the jessica's stint.

Ariel is just so amazing, shockin every single one of us with her surprise appearance. Actually im equally glad that she is finally back from Denmark, one more member in our group. Thanks for the nice chocs u have brought back n the oh so sweet ice-cream lip balm!!!

It has been so many years since we last had a overnight chalet, though not all could stay but im so glad cheeyong, andy n sidney stayed throughout the nite though they had to work early the next day. Haiz...sidni ar sidni...told u already shldn't force urself drink anymore what...see! end up pukin the whole morning while workin. 'Her Bi Ner~~ Her Bi Ner~~~'

p/t studies finally comin to an end soon i can finally have some good catchin with all my fav people...Friends Here I Come~~~~

Busy Busy Busy

Going for company event later, GiGi Lai is comin, hehehe luckily baby is willin to be my photographer or else i guess it would be really awkward for me to be snappin pictures with all my colleagues starin at me. Today is gonna be a busy day. Company event follow by eric's baby boy first month celebrations and then ting's birthday chalet, whew....sweat man..

Congratulations to my Baby for the Job promotion & INCREMENT!!!!!!!So happy i got such a capable guy, apple candy in everyone's eyes.:)Now just let me get prepared on how im gonna convince him to bring me for a holiday trip.

Ribena~enriched with Vitamin C

Just drank the packet Ribena, while drinking i notice a 'halal' logo at the bottom. I was bewildered really, i mean im not islam but i think i know what halal means, so its kinda hard for me to imagine how could a harmless blackcurrant drink be HaLal, i can just imagine....they probably prayed before plucking every single blackcurrant.
Feel so good drinkin it after that, its what u called, sugared drink that has been blessed.

Bought dinner for baby & in his brother last night, i think he is very happy coz he thank me many times. His brother leg gotten scorched by hot water steam during work, i saw his whole leg was all bandaged up,n he was limpin painfully when he walk, oh God i can hardly imagine the pain, luckily it wasn't some kind of acid, thank god.

Im practically glue to my computer screen this days, spend 9-10 hours lookin at the tiny screen durin work n lookin at the screen again after work coz im recently so caught up with the XX & DY thingy. Im startin to think DY muz be havin some kind of split personality.Im becoming a XX fan, readin her blogs everyday : p

Baby's feelin low these days, really hope he can get his first successful deal soon, really love n appreciate him for puttin effort in earning more money for our marriage. Haiz...i muz continue to support him in every thing he does, emotionally & physically.

Submissionj

Finally handed in my dissertation, im pretty sure im gonna fail this, feels terrible inside but what to do, at least i am willing to put in that much of my effort by trying my best to piece up a decent piece of work to hand in, ignore the fact that its just abt 6000 words.

Kena suan by the admin Malay gal juz now, simply detest her for her kaypohness, Quote'oh dear this is less than 10,000 words you know are you sure you wanna hand tis?' As if i have a choice!! the deadline is today for goodness sake. Trying to be a nice kind soul, he even offered to 'give' me time to do more by allowing me to use the comp at the library to wrote till i meet the 10,000 words mark. But HELLO~~~in dat case there is still a need to re-write my content page, re-print the entire papers(2 sets somemore) and bind them in staple binding, not forgettin i need the school's cover page which she dun have extra. Finish another 4,000 words in an hour, she muz be kidding, she is definately kiddin coz i heard her say to this gal after me, no late submission and there is no place for printing(she mention to me can print at this bookshop nearby)Grr...Blur SotoNg!!

Disseration~~~Freakin OUT

I am rushing for my dissertation now, can't wait for the next few hours to past, once i print all this stuff out and when tomorrow is over, it will practically be 'HOLIDAY'!! Well did i mention, i only manage to complete like half of what is expected, hahaha, haiya~~well i think im gonna flank this, but thank god my grades allow me to flank this, so im just gonna quickly get this done n over with. Mus keep tellin myself...lower ur expectation jessica...its gettin over soon...dun think abt it....beter than droppin this subject rite....ok....its startin to get in me....(i think)

Nice Game

Yeahhh!!!
AeroBlade finally won 1 match today!! And a good thing too as the rival team is a group of corky BLOODY ANGMOHS, and they r really BLOODY, damn stupid bastard that has no sense of sportsmanship, acting like hooligans and treating our players like som kinda weakling. ROYAL REBELS YOU SUCK BIG TIME!!! Talk about being a sissy, i just wish that f***ing number 99 can run past me, so i can stick out my leg and trip him. How dare he purposely hit our players and even smack my precious baby's chin.

It has been so long since i seen them win, i think everyone is feeling very happy about this. It does gets kinda discouraging to watch them lose in almost all matches, i think the othr players mus be thinking why am i still there to watch them play when they have no results to show. Well, win or lose, i guess i have fallen in love with basketball and watchin Baby play basketball so thats all that matters.

Look forward to going with Chong Ngee's team to Batu Pahat, have decided to forego the adult camp. Not that anyone would miss me at the adult camp, but i knew that i will definately b missed is i were to skip the Batu Pahat trip. Can't wait to eat that Bak Kut Teh, drooling....

Im so glad that Baby Bert is able to make it for yesterday cell group despite the rain. Im equally glad that i leave the office at the correct timing, or else he would have to wait a long time for me.

Don't feel so well, but im glad i still manage to go through cell group. The topic was on 'God is able', pretty much like the sermon. Vic Wong is finally back to lead the cell group, really prefer him leading as teh things he said always leave me thinking deeper n deeper.

Im contemplating now, between going for the adult camp in JB or join Bert for his basketball match in Batu Pahat. I have been anticipating this Batu Pahat trip cause i know this trip will be different from the Muar trip, but Vic has asked me to go to adult camp, and i know if Vic Wong were to ask again i may just give in. I dunno, but when someone like Vic ask mi to do stuff, i kinda feel God's voice behind his in every words he say. So just hope God could speak to me and not to Vic on whether i shld go for the adult camp in JB.

The genocide

Came across some history recently, and i must say, i am truly horrified.

I have heard of wars since young, learn them in history classes, but they have never impacted me so much as they did now. World War I & II, Rwanda Genocide, the Vietnam War, and most significant which being the Holocaust and the Armenian Genocide, all of which reveals the how our beings can be overcome by the Satan, and how defenseless humans are in those times.

I read with enormous interest about The Armenian genocide, the annihilation of the Armenians. An easy search on Google will reveal all there is to know.

Beginning in 1894, the Muslim Turks carried out a policy to eliminate the Christians Armenian minority. Armenians whom are Christians and believe in God, were the highly educated ones, the ones holding professional positions and having high wealth due to the great importance place in having an education. The Turks whom were Islam were mostly peasants and farmers with no education, as their leaders believe in total loyalty and obedience therefore education is never in their minds.

In their attempt to unify the multi-ethnic race and detruct the growth of Christians, all churches, shops, schools, buidlings were destroyed, a series of massacres begin. an entire 3000 old ancient civilaization were totally wipeout. The Turks even leveled up the towns and villages of Armenian that they have destroyed, in their aim to make sure the world will one day never know of the existence of the Armenians. The Armenians people were subjected to deportation, expropriation, abduction, torture, massacre, rape, slavery,and starvation.

In July 1915, in the holy month of Muslim Ramadan, the highest concentration of massacring and murder occurs in every province of Turkey.To prevent them from being killed, some of the lucky young Armenian boys were able to escaped death by being forcefully converted to Islam secretly by their Turks neighbours, and undergo painful circumcision.
Of the entire two million Armenian population, in the period of 1915-1923, in just 8 years, 1.5 million were murdered.

I read in other articles, the Turks never tried to apologise for the genocide, and put it down in history as a civil war, it is only in the 1980s than they were forced to recognised it as a genocide. Now whenever i think of genocide this word, goosebumps wld run all over my body, as my mind will flash of the dispair, the anguish, and the pain nd agony they have faced. But im glad that our God up in Heaven will nurse their wound and return them their justice when the day comes.