What a Day

Aiyo it really marvels me at how fast things change. I was thinking about how bored i will be at work yesterday morning, was dreading at how slow the day will be, but suddenly with just one phone call made, i had to wheeze out of the office to meet clients and to rush to another place to collect documents and yet rush to a third place to attend to another restaurant feedback cum complaint.All the while fighting with the time, there is simply no time to sit down to have a break. Lunch was quickly settled with a few mouthful of rice and i had to rush off with a phonecall from my colleagues.
Worse thing to happen is to have ur phone low batt on a day like this, i had to rush home to charge my phone for 5-7 mins so as to contact Jolene and to remain contactable by R. I miss R the whole day, no time to call/msg him, have time also cannot call/msg him coz phone low batt.Was looking forward to seeing him coz he say he not be at home but will be near my poly playing bb.
Stupid phone, it can gives u real convenience and yet left u in great despair when u need it the most. After a nice popiah dinner with Jolene, happily was i skipping to look for my beloved to surprise him. Stupid phone, stupid rain, stupid me. Not knowing of Change of venue of bb session resulted in me left stranded in rain with nowhere to go and low batt phone leave me in a worse state of lost & desperation. Thank God for friends, Jolene was like my light in the dark. Thanks Jo.
With her phone i was saved. Eventually after 30 calls R was contacted. R was unhappy that i came, my coming has resulted in him not being able to enjoy supper with the guys. its so hard to create a balance. So hard.I tried my best but I see the cycle coming back, i see deja vu.
'Because i spent time with you, i have no time for sports & my friends & my family' 6 years ago this sentence nearly took my life away, now....haha maybe its me.Maybe the correct way of handling a relationship is to simply dun spent time.
A perfect gf is when she contacts u at a time 'when im free & my friends & family members r not free than i think i miss u baby so here i am' sort of thing.Its a thing i am still learning and have no idea if i will master it one day. Guys out there may deny it, but frankly speaking no guy will say they dun prefer such 'understanding gf' (All gals say 'Aye')
I may sound bitter but if u were me u will be too.