Whew...its been a long while since i start typing. Nt that im busy but sometimes u juz feel lazy and the rain is making my muscles so.....Hee.. i would definately like to give myself a pat on the shoulders coz i have been making the effort to contact a couple of friends, trying to go out with them. It may seems normal to someone else but to me its a big step forward.
Me extrovert on the outside, introvert inside. I dun really have the habit of asking friends out or even go out with friends, everything is kinda depends on my mood at the particular day and particular time. I have began to realise that it is quite unhealthy to give priorities to ur bf all the time. So im gonna start lookin for all the friends that i have once said to them' will call u' 'ask u out one day' 'lets go out 1 day' etc..but never really fulfil. My new year resolution, to spare a thought for others in all things i do and to enjoy time with my friends.
Many people are getting married, its like every other month i will bound to receive a 'red bomb' Its great attending people's wedding, u see their face glowing with pride and joy, every bride became a princess that night. But when u attend too much wedding, u start to wonder...why do all weddings looks the same? The Holy matrimony, walk down aisle, combine candlelight, say the long long verse of through sickness & in health thingy, yam seng that is getting more and more boring unless its well prepared with lotsa spontaneous brothers & sisters, rushing to take photos at every table....maybe its just my luck, but of the many weddings i attend, gone are the days u see friends sabotaging the groom, newly-wed saying touching thank you verse. Friends grabbin mike to make a fool of themselves...It makes mi think....what does it takes to be a wedding planner??
Life has been good, through all the ups & downs with me & R, we have gotten closer and closer each other heart. But at the same time i seem to have drawn further & further away from someone else...New Year Resolution 2, to draw closer to him.
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