a lonely life

I lead a lonely life once more, 3 and 1/2 years ago, i took a chance and step into a new relationship, hoping dat it will help erase the hurt and cover the old scar , 3 and 1/2 yrs later i learnt dat every relationship have its own path and tracks, neither will be able to cover each tracks. Nw i have place a halt again in my journey, stepping down from a train dat is smooth riding but goes to the wrong direction. i have no idea wat i want in my life therefore i need to settle dat qns first before embarking on a new journney.