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I AM GOING TO WATCH MAMA MIA NEXT MONDAY!!!! ITS FREE , WEEEEEEE!!!!!!



THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIEND FOR THE PAIR OF TIXS, you knw who u r , if u r readin this.

*BiG hUgs*

Other than MaMa mia, there was this new movie i have been hopin to catch, THE DAYS i saw the trailer on tvmobile, and it looks quite interesting. I wa watchin the movie reviews by given by this gal name Melanie Oliveiro from 93.8fm on tvmobile when i was on my way to work in the movie, her reviews are really funny, i actually burst out laughin a few times on the bus.

Ignoring the weird stares by the passengers ard me, i continue smiling and listen to her movie reviews.I can't rem much, but she say somethin like, THE DAYS is ur typical ah beng ah seng story...the character uses the typical old ah beng words like 'xiao didi' and 'ar ber than' , and even a rice bowl could turn into a weapon(with 1 eyebrow lifted up).

I totally love Melanie's movie reviews, listening to her movie reviews is becoming a daily must watch for me on my way to work, it actually stops me from taking cabs. She talks in this british accent that is very much alike the way Michelle did on Channel 5 The Noose. And gives a really straight face when she gave crude, direct but also very true reviews. Cabbies shld install tvmobile too, i seriously think they should, lookin at the fact that cab companies are increasing cab fares even faster than the country's inflation.

Friday Night

Gonna do just a short update, haven't had a good rest since thur night. (*weep)

Dunno if there is something wrong with me, my life or my luck, was supposed to go clubbin with Miss P on fri night,but in the end i manage to go and yet no go at the same time. NO! i did not fly her aeroplane,but i manage to go through the motions of going clubbin.

Had wanted to spend a good evening with R on friday nite, but receive an invitation from Miss P, well, cannot neglect friends over guys rite, im still a beginner in this sentence, but as ive said before, I AM TRYING.

Well, managed to convince R to have dinner with me, before i headed down to Boat Quay to meet Miss P. I miss R so much, can see that he is sad n disappointed with me, as ive said before, there are jus too many stuff i wanted to do, too many friends i wanted to treasure, it is drivin me crazy too sometimes.

Anyway,

I HAD NO IDEA WAT HAPPEN TO MY BRAIN!!! Miss P and I wanted to head to butter factory which is at a far end of clarke quay, BUT we meet each other at BOAT QUAY instead! So, end up walking for an hour plus, gotten lost once or twice, and then finally found the place.

Due to unforeseen circumstances, we chatted outside butter factory for an hour i thonk and in the end decided it was to late to actually enter butter factory, so we WALK AGAIN back to this Thai club named NANA at Central Mall where her friend is.

Went in NANA for 5 mins, and then its time for me to go. R has reached n is waitin to pick his princess. It was 2a.m. in the morning.

Feel guilty leavin Miss P alone with her friends,feel guilty for not stayin to drink n be merry with her at NANA the way she wld like it to be, but i knew if i had really stayed 3 more hours till 5a.m, i wld not be happy coz the mood to club was already gone for the night.

As it started rainin, i ended up taking a cab home, poor R had to ride home alone in the heavy rain. As i sit inside the cab, i can't help but curse myself, thinkin abt how the entire night seems somehow ruin, with everythin not accordin to plan.

The rain was extremely heavy, the road turn white n grey, visibility was extremely hard, i feel like cryin as i imagine how dangerous it is out there for R to be out there alone fightin the rain, n all becoz of me.I fear for his safety, as the minutes gone by, my heart became really dull n heavy, i started breathing properly only when i receive his sms. If only i had left earlier, none of us wld be caught in the rain. If only...too much if only...

Busy Week

Had a pretty busy week,have been meeting friends for dinner almost every day, 2 more days to weekend, look forward to spending time with Dear Dear. I so so wish i can have a day whereby i can devote my whole day to watching HK drama on the bed with Dear Dear, but there are simply so much things that need to be done, so many places that need to go.

My entire September Saturdays is jammed, totally jammed.

My colleagues had planned a BBQ last Sat, followed by church and movie watching on Sunday with Dear Dear's family. More activity is awaiting me, though its not those exciting wah wah kind, but it still jammed my calendar. Im attending Dear Dear's friend birthday chalet this Saturday, attending his friend's wedding next Saturday, and attending my colleague's wedding on the last Saturday of the month.

I am complaining, yes i am complaining, i so so wanna attend all the event as mentioned above, but i so so wanna spend quality and non-quality time with Dear Dear also. Quality time as in, going East Coast for a run or walk walk, watch VCD, go shoppping, etc etc.

As for work, Mr 808 fly us aeroplane again. Book timeslot for discussion on latest outstanding issues but also no use, flights in front of our time slot was seriously delayed causing many flights to be cancelled at the end of the day. But ok lar, not so bad, im not the only staff affected.

Received belated birthday goodie bag from company yesterday. Total Shiok, Love free stuff. My mum was really happy with the Ginvera Green Tea Shower Scrub and
Bio-essence Face Lift Cream. My marvel gel just finished its last drop on me, so the exfoliator in the goodie bag came at the perfect time. Thank God for friends, as i have just purchased my Eye serum, i have no use for the exact same eye serum that was in the goodie bag, but as Sidney was interested to try the eye serum, so i managed to sell it to her at staff price.

Met up with my friend to collect my another long-awaited belated birthday gift last week. It was a MAC limited eye shawdow palette. I have 3 palettes in total!!! 1 for warm colours, 1 for cool colours and the last one is a palette for lipgloss. I am really slow in make up, need to apply more in future. My Lancome blusher and eye shadow palette from last year birthday, i have not even finish half yet lor.Will have to like smear 2-3 eye colours on my eyes everyday man. Wasting of expensive cosmetics is like a cardinal sin, its a waste to leave my chubby face clean and dry when i have such good stuff lying idle at home.

Ferrari & Maserati crash

Was havin dinner with R and Mr Leroy, when we start chattin abt this recent news recently about the N-S Highway terror ,about how Singapore Ferrari Club members were hit by thugs in Merc.

The main summary of the story goes like this, as many would have known by now.
A fleet of Singapore registered Ferraris and Maseratis were out for a fun drive up to Genting Highlands.

Despite the safety measures of keeping together and the use of walkie talkies, three attempted robberies occured. A black mercedes benz C-class with 2 men, tried to flagged one of the car down. But after seeing all the other cars stopped too, the merc men pretended there was some kind of misunderstanding and they simply drove up.

Story Learnt: When travelling to malaysia in Singapore-registered car, driving with a group does work in protecting each other.

continues...

The stupid 2 drivers of the black Merc tried targeting on another black Maserati, they probably thought since it is not a Ferrari, they are not link to the bunch of Ferrari drivers. Boy they r so wrong.

After stopping 1 Maserati, they realised 2 other Maseratis start appearing and had even stopped to back up, the two thugs were probably like 'uh-oh, outnumbered', and they made off with their Black Merc.

And there was the third guy, the super suay one, drive his lone Ferrari Spyder up to malaysia together with his wife,tryin to catch up with the 2 groups mentioned. In the end, kena chased by the same 2 thugs in Mercedes Benz, but he being suay, lose control of the vehicle and crashed into the railings and another car.

Though i do sympathise with their plight but there r still areas that left me pondering

#1 Why the Driver so kan cheong, haiyo, drive Ferrari still can lose control so easily. Another driver reportedly drive 200kmh in heavy rain too, but still manage to avoid the thugs in Merc. A bit buay zai lor....

#2 I am super brainless in cars, but to my knowledge, shouldn't Ferrari be faster than a Mercedes Benz any day? It shouldn't have take much effort for an experienced driver to overtake a Mercedes Benz right?

Another Ferrari owner has even commented that driving Ferrari's cars to malaysia is an 'open ticket for any robber', I totally disagree with this sentence though, i feel, people should be free to choose which car to drive, coz quite sad already, Singapore has no long stretch of road, and also i dun believe Malaysia itself doesn't sells Ferrari lor, than lidat Malaysian ppl also cannot drive their Ferrari out lar, open ticket mah.

Anyway i simply feel its another case of Malaysian hittin on Singaporeans again.

Sea-Shells

Really enjoyed today's service by Pastor Tan, find it super meaningful, perhaps i shall share a small part. Its a nice short short story.

Father & son were walking down the beach one fine day, the waves were washing up the shores gently and when it rolled back into the sea, gleaming sea-shells were left behind on the shores.

The sea-shells were not the kinds that were beautiful n perfect, but merely broken pieces, but to the young son, they were the most beautiful thing in the world, and he started picking them up eagerly, carefully picking them up one after the other.

Suddenly, he spotted a starfish that has been washed upshore, excitedly he shouted out.
Son: Look Dad, Look! Its a starfish! (And he dashed towards the glistening starfish lyin on the smooth white sand far ahead)

Dad: Take it Son, Go ahead. Thats a good boy.

The yound boy ran happily towards it, but as he came nearer n nearer, he stopped in his tracks, turn ard n run back.
Dad: Whats wrong? Go ahead Take the starfish, u like it don't ya, take it.

The son noddin his little head, starts runs towards the starfish again, but as he comes nearer, he stopped again in his tracks n turn ard.
Dad: Why did u not take it? its just a starfish, if you like it, take it.

And this happens for a few times, the father walks to his son n stare into his eyes which by now was wet with tears.

Dad: Son, why won't you take that starfish?

Son: I can't, my hands are full.


Story learnt, many a times in our life, we have tried to do many many things but more often than not, we have missed out the best because of the good things in our life. I like the phrase used by Pastor, Good is the enemy of the Best.

It brings me thinking, how many times have i settle myself for somethin good but miss out the best that was waiting for me. Be it work, relationship or friends/family, what u think is ur best may actually have been just good.

Confidence Vs Stupidity

Went to Tampines Mall for some moon-cakes buying. I have been dying to buy those heavenly-testing Snow-skin Durian Mooncakes for ages,i waited for them every year. I hated moon-cakes actually, but snow skin durian moon-cakes are like the best!! And i am referrin to the ones that are stuffed with fresh D24 durian, it tasted almost like mochi on the outside but its squishy n sweet with the thick flesh of durian on the inside.

Went to Kia Hiang booth, took their price list n went over to the other booths in the center atrium, saw many people testing the durian moon-cakes at 717 Trading Booth, the signage stated they were the durian specialty shop, and i totally believe them. The sweet fresh durian smell that comes from the booth is simply irrisistable, but as a well-trained future auntie, i squeeze in for some good real testin, to check out if its real solid stuff. Its good, rating it AA++

R suggested me going back to Kia Hiang to try out their durian moon-cakes before makin my decision n i agreed. Reachin the booth, i asked the gal tending the booth

Me: Do u offer any durian moon-cakes for tasting?

Gal: Sorry we don't have durian moon-cakes.

Me(thinkin its weird as the price list stated they did n its also displayed right in front of me in their refrigerated counter, i asked again): U mean u don't have or u have run out?

Gal: Um...we have but its still soft(smiling with big toothy smile)

Me: ??!!?? Sorry???

Gal: Um 他还软软的.

Me(i dun think i look retarded but i sure feel like one now).
Me: Um..its ok, i dun mind 他还软软的.软软的就不能试吃吗？

Gal: Um..Becoz the durian mooncakes just arrived, so still soft so cannot test now.

R n I begin to understand what she means, and as we notice that it is offering 20% discount, it was a much better deal than 717 Trading,we start deciding to buy either the 9 mini ones or the 6 mini ones.
Curious about the outlook presentation of the 6 mini ones, i ask the gal.

Me: Can i take a look at how ur box for the 6 mini mooncakes looks like?

Gal: Um..(lookin at me funnily)sorry we dun have 6 mini ones.
I turn n look at R, we confirmed saw the word 6 minis on the price list lor, so i ask again.
Me: u dun have or sold out?

Gal: They are for the customers who have paid for them.

Me: Sorry what do u mean?

Gal: Um..i can't show you becoz they are only for customers who have paid money for them.

Me(gettin irritated as the seconds goes by): So if i pay for them now, than i can look at your box is it?

Gal: Lookin lost n a little scared, she ask for help from her fellow colleagues.

Gal to colleagues: Um..she ask if she pay for them now, can she reserve them?

Me findin the gal bein ridiculous, i interrupted her n ask the colleague.
Me: I asked her, does it means if i pay for them how, than i can look at ur box is it!

The colleague turn to this young man in white business shirt, this young man which turns out to be their manager i think, ask me nicely how can he help.

Me: Ur staff here said i have to pay money for them in order to see how the box for the 6 mini looks like, is that so?

Man(takin from underneath the counter, emerge with an empty moon-cake box with has 6 plastic cover on it): This is our box for our 6 mini moon-cakes, we have many years of history, n we have 9 minis too, if u buy 9 minis there is higher discount....(n he drones on n on)

Final conclusion, R n I bought 2 boxes of Durian mooncakes on the spot,we have initially thought that perhaps the gal meant that durian moon cakes requires pre-ordering, but no, we gotten ours right on the spot. Till now i have no i idea what goes in that little head of that gal. I have heard from somewhere, there is a small thin line between confidence and stupid.

In this case, i am confident that she is stupid.

More time, less Time

Hee the weekend came n past again! So fast, so fast. Once again, no time for clothes washin, no time for room packing, n no time for my peh-e,bu. Feel so bad, like so useless, go work, come home sleep. Will have to come up with some time management plan, need to spend more time with family.

So many thing to do, so little time...

Wish to spend more time with peh-e bu, they gettin older, dun wan them to feel that their kids rather spend time outside than stay at home. I have always enjoyed stayin home last time, when i have lesser commitments, eat lunch at Tampines Central, would watch VCD with my father, sing karaoke with him, go walk walk, shoppin with him, than wait at night fetch my mum than go for dinner before headin home for the day to watch 普威之夜.

There are so many things that i wish to do.

Wish to spend more time with Miss P, friendship does not comes easily, it is as precious as it is fragile. I treasure this friendship too, not easy to find people whom u can really express urself freely as who u r and what u am.

Wish to spend more time with Mr Leroy n gang, our bond was never steady to begin with, we celebrate each other's birthday yearly but it turns out year after year, we are simply going through the motions. Attendance at each gathering are dropping as one by one, everyone starts to get caught up in his/her own world. Friends meant little to each other. This needs to be change, im nt sure if there is much i can do, but i will try.

Wish to spend time with Miss Jo. My best friend in poly days. She has been the pillar behind me when i was a grumpy n bossy bitch, i know she is one of the ones whom wil never speak ill of me. Met up with her a few days back for dinner. Haven't seen her for at least 6 months, but in these 6 months much seems to have change, we can't seem to speak freely to each other anymore, it is not the table that is separating us but our communication channels seems to fall on different path now, our ways of thoughts keep repelling us n it makes the whole conversation turns a little heaty somehow, at certain points.

It feels that i have salvage one friendship but lose another. Haha a little tooo sensitive n emotional right now. Well the good thing was, at the end of our dinner, all ends well, though we do not emerge out of Blk 85 being the bestest of friends, we have re-spark our friendship, with this spark i hope we can re-start all over again. Meetin again in the next few days for steam boat, hope it does not get cancelled.

Wish to spend more time with R, but i know he is battling with more time too, n glad that at this moment n at this stage, we no longer needs to be by each other side all the time. I fully trust his love for him n vice versa. I musn't be a burden to him.

BBQ BBQ

Had a wonderful time at Canny's place today. Our company BBQ ended well, not that much food was wasted, guess its all thanks to the wonderful partners of the IBD gals. CHEERS!

Though there was rain, it came at the perfect timing, coz we were nearly done with all the BBGing n many of us were feelin hot n stuffy, a cool breeze from the rain is definately what we needed.

Nearly fight with 1 dog and kena overpowered by another. First time in my life, hugged by a golden retriever which was almost as tall as me. Shall post the pics soon.

Alone.

Walking back home alone on a rainy day..its quite depressing sometimes...
I walk to Tampines Mall, suddenly feel so alone,
walk through a crowded pasar malam...alone..



Reach home, light bulb outside my place still spoil, DaMn... makes me feel even more alone. Totally like walkin through some haunted flat.

My lonely journey back to my'Eeerie' tampines flat.
Dark spot awaiting me...


U can totally feel the aura...wo...hahaahaha


Hearing a sound/ I looked back abruptly


Nothing was there..........



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I slammed my door shut, safely hidden from the dark shadows lurking in my corridors.


I ate my dinner alone, watch TV alone, waited by the phone watchin the minutes goes by...the hours goes by....10pm..call R...still at work ...wait somemore.....wait wait wait...I smile for all who wants me to smile, I work for all who instructs me to work, I type for all the kind souls who r willin to read...alone.

My New New Stuff

Started using my birthday present today!!!

Thanks again Pearly. Muack**

My laneige water bank cream has finally dieded on me, and i have scoop it down to its last drop.

i stare at the brand new blue bottle dubiously, it look super creamy and im gotten a teeny bit worried coz my face dun really suit rich creams. They are far too moisturising and makes my face 'sweat' when i start walking outdoors. They also tends to over clog my pores n gives me these small small bumps around my nose area.

Was quite disappointed when i look at the bottom on my Clarins jar, i was like, WAH!! bottle so big, content so little!!!

My Clarins HydraQuench Cooling Cream-Gel.


But no i was wrong, the bottle is filled to the brim :) Its gonna take me at least 6 months before i finish this full 50ml bottle. It took me almost 3 mths to finish my 20ml laneige.


See, just the amount on this lid can last my tiny face(haha im shameless) for 3 days.


Bought a new pillow at NTUC!!! Hahaha it look so cute, has a white sheep on its cover. The price states $9.90, but the NTUC cashier scanned out the price at $9, so i am super pleased with my purchase. Hopefully this new pillow can help give my poor sore noded neck some better support.

Pink Dolphin!

Actually, though i was sick during the weekend i still manage to came upon some interestin things along the way. So finally have the energy to post them up.
Was at Bugis Junction on saturday afternoon, saw a mini event held by Pink Dolphin in collaboration with Amore Fitness for some raising awareness for Breat Cancer thingy. They were sellin a pink dolphin goodie bag for $15, all proceeds goes to the breast cancer foundation(im nt sure if its 100% though...)

i saw a number of poly students looking promoters eargerly tryin to sell the bags but to no avail, shoppers were avoiding them and givn them the 'speak to my hand' response. I tried to psycho R in allowin mi to buy one, im a sucker for goodie bag, but he response me with a 'ur intelligence is very much in doubt' attitude. Fine!

Due to the big rain, there was only a small crowd watchin the performance on-stage. Which was a pity cause the Amore Fitness's instructors were doin a pretty good belly dancing performance.

Manage to take pic of mr Pink Dolphin.




Was waiting for R to change out after his BB, when i saw this, this is a pretty obvious 此地无银三百两lor!

I was a victim too twice. My coin was like wasted on this vending machine when i was eager to buy drinks for thirsty R. I witness my poor friend's coin being eaten up too, the problem lies with its dumb lever. Certain lever dun work, so its like if u press D5, than the automated lever will go D5 but the drink lever will refuse to release the clutch on the drink..but not so when u press for D7 drink, so its a trial n error machine. Coca-cola finally doin somethin to settle this, now i can buy my drinks in peace...


Saw this irony sight, had wanted to send them to Stomp! but in the end decided to keep it to my blog.


The bicycle muz have belong to some foreign workers that simply doesn't knows how to read English or worse doesn't know how to read!!But there is also a high chance its jus some bloody Singaporeans who lurves to fake ignorance.

Dance

I miss dancing. Really miss dancing.

U know when u r sick, and u r left alone and ur mind starts takin a playback of the past. Watch 罗志祥 - 残酷舞台 concert vcd jus now. Saw how he 尽心尽力把舞跳好, really adore him, admire him, ok simply lup him. It kinda reflames my passion towards dancing.

I learnt dancing since 5 years old, Already forgotten the actual reason i start learning dance then, but i can only say its 50% becoz i love attention and 50% becoz i was too much of a tomboy n my father wants me to be more girly.

In my primary sch, bein the shortest, 主角永远不是我，老师的注意力永远都在别人身上。其实我当时也没期盼过可以出位，毕竟大家年纪都还小，我也心知肚明所跳的华族舞能有几两重，这又不是中国。。。。In sec sch,chinese dance was the least popular CCA,in my batch only 2 enrolment.Haha pathetic. Very very very simple basic steps were taught then, as my juniors were all giggly cute ah lians wannabe with little background. My seniors were ard for only 1 year than they graduated. Me and the other nerdy gal reign as the SENIOR for 3 years, 学妹进来时都会干姐、干姐的叫着你，shiok。

The best feeling that one could have, is to flow with the music. I have always enjoyed that feeling, but that feeling will only comes when u have been through rigorous practice. When u have practice a dance for N times, u will no longer need to count 1,2..u will simply be waitin for the music, ur body will simply flow with the rhythm, the beat, and than u can do ur best in presenting ur best self.

Have stop dancing ever since gotten to know R, did dance for just one week though last year, for this Women's day at Indochine but thats totally low standard, i totally look like f***,R definately not impressed. Though my colleagues were like WAH~~but i knw they r bein polite.... lose touch totally now, i surprise myself that day, when i realise i can no longer reach my toes, haha~~ Really wish to go back to dancing, if only its not so ex...

Blood test

Took blood test in the morning jus now, have to wait for result which shld be out by tonight. haiya quite waste money actually to take dat blood test coz i feel much better already. The method of takin the medi 30 mins after my food works, no stomach churn no puke, fever also gone(i tink), the blood test cost $83 u knw!!!Super ex!!Company only subsidising $40 so i had to paid up the remaining balance myself. Would have been very willing to pay that money but the thot of how 'extra' that blood test is, jus heart pain.

Feelin feverish

Running a fever while typin this blog rite now, dun ask mi y im so pia in writing this blog, can only think of 2 reasons to answer anyone who is interested to know.

#1. I can't sleep coz my headache is pretty happening rite now, feel a warm warm feelin when i close my eyes for a second jus now. I dun wanna waste time tossin and turning in bed like last night. Slept at 4.30am last night coz the stupid extra strength the doc gave mi is too strong, makes my stomach churn n makes me puke water. Damn! i shouldn't have waited till sleep time than eat medicine, coz my 10pm dinner probably has already been digested half, which explains the puking(perhaps).

#2. I just force more food down my stomach, waitin for them to get into my system so that i can eat my powerful medicine later.

Oh and of course 1 more reason

#3 I HAVE REMOVE MY NAILS EXTENSIONS!!!!! My nails are feelin light and nimbly now, so though im feverish, they can simply dance and run through the keyboards in a breeeze, think my joints have been dying for some movement for very very long.

My hands do feel very very dry, so im applyin hand cream as much as i can, thank god my pretty mum has bought this cuticle oil last week, they came at the perfect timing, coz my cuticles really need that nourishment and moisture. They r from O.P.I too, wheee simply lup my mother for buyin and stockin good stuff.


Anyway, turns out my nails were actually not the ordinary nails extension, i actually had acrylic nails and i didn't know it. Wah lao i somemore go ard tell ppl, 'no no these are nt acrylic, just fake nails' Xia suay...others muz be thinkin i bimbo lor, only know how to spend money dun even know what others are puttin on my hands.

But the difference between acrylic and fake nails is actually only in 1 step. The whole procedure of placing the fake plastic nails is the same just that they put an extra coat of acrylic powder than it becomes THE ACRYLIC NAILS. My nail bed is a little damage lookin rite now,haiz....



My neck have become worse, the ache simply spread to the shoulder, feel super terok when sittin on R's bike and when it go over any small bump i will be like ouch ouch ouch. He went over those speed reducing hump jus now, u know those multiple white lines that are pretty bumpy, i was like ARGHHHHH!!!!!!

anyway somethin lame to share, seventh month just past and my neck has been achin since 2 weeks ago, i was smsin this colleague tellin her i am lookin into any reflection or mirror every now & than to check if...anyone is sittin on my neck.....
Hur hur hur, lame rite, anyway she suggest i took a picture n see gt or not, if got i muz share on this blog, but...HAHA im not fallin for the trick lor, eh...i now no put make up, gt fever, suffer whole day, face confirm lookin super terok super buang, if i take picture, confirm scary one. hahaha i goin eat medicine le, nitez..

The accident

I AM FINALLY BACK BLOGGIN!!!!!!

Was feeling quite sick for the past 1 week actually and finally finish my last exam papers yesterday, WHEW!!! My life back to normal again now, Weee!!!

Just came back from Changi General Hospital, Had a great shock just now, receive a phonecall from my father tellin me that my mum had met up with an accident and is in Changi Hospital. I was in a NTUC selectin for tidbits to eat while watchin R played basketball later. After puttin down the phone i rushed to the court and we zoom down to the hospital immediatedly.

Thank God! It was not a serious serious kind of accident. Turns out the taxi my mum took had skidded and resulted in my mum knockin her chin and leg shin onto some unidentified object(both the driver n her has no idea wat she knocked into). Had a couple of stitches, 1 week MC for chin and 2 weeks MC for her leg. Thank God she was in seatbelt, or else the injuries would definately had been magnified to somethin even more serious.

So to all back seat passengers, PLS WEAR SEATBELT IF POSSIBLE, i personally have always wear seatbelt when im seatin in some friend's car or taxi, unless the seatbelt is faulty or somethin, or when my friend insist and i have to reject wearin seat belt out of courtesy. But if circumstances allowed, i would really encourage all to latched on their seatbelts cause u wld never known when an accident would happen. It may be uncomfortable, but it could really save lives.


Went to re-visit the doctor this morning for my lymph nodes, well well well, turns out my nodes had magnified to thrice its original size. That explains the excruciating pain that i had for the past few days, my neck pains when i sneeze, pains when i turn, pains when i shiver in air-conditioned places, pains when i raise my head from the pillow in the morning, pains when i lie my head on anythin(bus, cushion,pillow). I had not tried checkin out if it pains when i lie my head on R, simply because we have not been meetin durin the week due to my exam preparations. Anyway its just pain followed by more pain.

Doctor replied me that my body ain't responding to the medication so he would need to prescribe a different kind, doctor had wanted to took my blood test but nurse say cannot, due to the fact that my office was closed on saturday so they are unable to verify my job status(RXXXLES MediCXX said my company has not place my name in their system and though i have been there thrice in the past 6 months n they have seen my I.C n called up my company to verify thrice, they still insist the need to call up my company to verify again).FXXXING System they have. So anyway, unable to verify so the bitchy nurse replied in her bitchy tone 'her company closed today cannot confirmed, if blood test she need to pay lar, if she can pay than ok lar' i was thinkin...WTF.....@#%#*# perhaps this sounds alrite to u but its a u have to be there to understand kinda thing, she is relly damn bitchy, i simply dun like her la. Anyway frankly speakin, i also pretty scared of takin blood test, seems scary. S'pore like to anythin anythin than shuang shuang blood test already. Most of the time, blood test nothin will come out, well i have heard friends tell me this and i personally find it quite truth, take blood test is always the best move used by dotor on patients that did not recover after takin their prescribe medicine, reason, ok i tell u why

#1 U sick no recover will pek chek rite, than doctor take blood test, at least u will feel that doctor is doin somethin, and blood test seems so much more pro than urine test. Anyway urine test seems so passe, most doctor likes to take blood test nowadays.

#2 If test, results show somethin, than the doctor strike jackpot liao coz their little clinic will be honoured among other little clinics in Sg as the one that is GOOD. N the newspaper report may show somethin lidat...Miss X: i have been to many doctors but none could find out what is my ailment, but when i been to XX clinic, the doctor did a blood test on me and thats hw i (some sobbin behind) realise i gt.....

#3 If test, results show nothin, but eventually u suay suay kena somethin serious serious but they have not been able to diagnose. No fault of the doctor coz they have did their part and has done a blood test, and they um...dun have the specialty machine meant to detect that particular illness so its not their fault.

hey i realise i am goin on too long over here, the topic is gettin out of point, hahaha ok lets put a stop nw...temporarily stop. i shall continue tomorrow on somethin else..need to Zzzzz

The deadly Beetle

Yeahh i can't resist anymore too. Check this out, my victory photo.



The 'blood' is actually of a gooey dark pukey green colour, and it dries up pretty fast too, but of coz, there's the chance most of the 'blood' have already been suck in by my 80 cents Sunday Straits Times. That is what i call, a well spent 80 cents.

A night with the creature

I AM TRULY SEVERLY TRAUMATISED!!!!or is dat how u spelt that, ar ney mind. My whole body is blarrdy shakin rite now, im definately gonna have nightmare tonight, oh my god oh my god OH MY GOD!! I had the most eventful night, and anyone who laugh after readin this is gonna get one big knock from me. This is terrible, really terrible.

ok ok here it goes, while typin this blog now, i am riskin my life man. I am looking right n left, up and down every few seconds now...ok ok heres the story.

I was on cozycot just now, (swallowin saliva)happily surfing thru the forums, eatin my sour gummies when ALL OF A SUDDEN,in a split of a second, (trembling fingers...)i heard a buzzing sound at my ears, and felt a hard object restin on my EARS!!!And guess wats worse, when i scream n toss my head, dat bloody 'hard' object fly ard and 'HeAd BuTT' me, it stop on somewhere ard my nose bridge, u have no idea how i scrreaaammmm..i swipe it away furiously, my arms flying all over myself like a crazy women, it then flopped onto my computer desk. That evil culprit. The DEADLY BEETLE. Oh my, my head is throbbin now, mind can't seem to calm down much since the attack.

Anyway, i was blabberin n tryin to explain the attack to my 'stunned' sister who is in the living room with me, when i suddenly turn my head and realise ITS no longer on the table!!!HORROR of HORROR!!The F***ing Creature actUally tried crawling into my packet of sour gummy sweets from The Natural Confectionery Co.!! I pounced onto my sweet n managed to stopped it from crawling even half centimeteres further. Once again it flew ard the ceiling n settle on my curtains while i finally stopped to catch my breathe n calm myself down. My 'stunned' sister, hmph, even more stunning, she has long ago, escaped into the bedroom, close the door after i told her gt beetle. Anyway, i tried using a a big bunch of tissue to 'kelp' it so that i could either crush it to death or perhaps set it free ao as to set a good karma for myslf. But who knows, the creature sliiped out of my 'kelp' n FLeW ard ME. I grab my Giordano umbrella n opened it in its face, it works. It was knocked out. It lies crawling weakly on the floor, and when i thought i had my victory at last, it suddenly flew up and goes straight to the ceiling. No longer feelin intimidated, i used my strong Giordano umbrella and start hittin it, it flew in n out and finally iit succeeded in slippin into the gap in between my ceiling light. U know how moths liketo hide inside ur light boxes on rainy days, yup, i forced that creature into the burning light bulb. Hope it burns n goes to hell. I will not say God bless to it, coz it has traumatised me too much.

I am now purposely stationing myself in the living room writin this blog so that i can ensure its nt escapin and is still 'enjoyin' the heat of my living room lights.

HAHAHA...a HAHAHAHAHA!!!!i THINK IM GOING MAD AHAHAHAHA!!!

It finally tried its luck, it actually tried crawlin n tried to ambush me while i was typin this blog. HAH! I really went mad , im really mad, i throw a thick pile of The straitstimes on it and stomp on it like my whole life is bettin on it. Yeah u guess it, i crush it.U know what, i even took a picture of the crushed creature with my samsung camera. Contemplatin now whether i shld upload it here.Shld i? Can anyone cast their votes n let me have some opinion.

Well...im gonna have a good rest now, good night.

Rain Rain and More Rain...will it ever end....

Another weekend passes just like dat, bought home some work to do but eventually only manage to finish 50%, happens all the time. Intends to study for exams but in the end did everythin but study. I have had enough of myself too actually, always think but no action. Feel so heartache seein him all drenched by the rain, i shouldn't have only care abt buyin my stupid shoes, shld have as what he said, straight away cheong n go buy a new shirt for him to change into. He's right, Im always Think think think only, no action. I am SO disappointed in myself, made my bf feel sad as he had expected me to do that for him. I would but...no but actually, ya, the thing has past, never do means never do, anybody can say they at first gt think of. Feel so sick of myself.

Stupid weather! iTS ONLY AUGUST but its raining non-stop for the whole weekend. It seems to only stopped long enough for us to be duped into walking to the carpark,wipe the bike dry, start engine and once u reach the highway, HAH!the rain will come pouring again. Happens to us thrice!!! Pui! Super SuAy!

When visit my cell group member at Thomson Medical today, came here second time already this month. I startin to suspect PM Lee's sources gt wrong or not, Singaporeans not givin birth meh, than y i this month alone gt 3 friends give birth plus somemore i yesterday received news from my auntie, sayin dat my cousin is pregnant with her 2nd child!. Anyway among the 3 august babies, 2 of them were out after Aug 17, so congrats congrats for being one of the early birds entitled to the big BaBy AngPow, HAH! Can't wait to have my own kids, keep wondering will they be tall or short.

Hai~ya the things dat i wan is never endin, saw lotsa dogs at expo today, feel like gettin one too, but bert keeps pretendin to be deaf. There were all kinds of dogs, big, small, hairy, non-hairy, dolled up, messy,and its kinda cute seein them smellin each nose n butts.

Girlicious

Came across this new girl band 'Girlicious' music vidz when i was at DownTown east the other day. My first impression of them was, WOW . They are pretty impressive, the dance moves are sexy, slick and full of feminine power. I did a quick search on youtube and found other vidz of them. Turns out this new batch of up and rising girl band out to take over the PCD's stardom, though they are still a little far from that. But i do like their energy, their confidence, so vibrant and full of life.

Girlicious seems like to me, a mixture of Gwen Stefani's L.A.M.B style and PCD's Sexiness. Check out their Giirlicious logo and u will realise how they have used the typical font that is most often seen in Juicy Couture & L.A.M.B. Their hit music video comes to me as a tad too similar to that of PussyCat Dolls, Buttons,the tousled long hair, tight bods and the dark golden brown stage-like background. Who knows, maybe the director is the same person, i wun be going deeper into them now coz i still need to get my butt down to some preparations. Exams coming. Anyway, Both looks great but PCD's is still the best i will say as Girlicious's music sounds a little too high pitch and um..girly to me. Girlicious, Like Me Official Video
Girlicious

Conversations with Him

Hmm havin been inspired by a friend, let me share some conversation between me and my baby too!!

(Over SMS)
R: Morning baby. I have a nightmare. U was chasing after me with ur long nails.
Me: Morning. Oh izzit, did i manage to kill u in the end?
R: No. I gave a panda kick and u fell into a shit hole. haha
Me:........

(Strolling on one fine day)
Spotted a happy family walkin in front of me.
Me: I can't wait for the day we can be like them, i wear shorts than u walk beside me, carrying our baby.(gazing dreamily)
R: No
Me(bewildered look): Why??!!!
R(givin a smirk face): Coz I WILL WEAR SHORTS and U will CARRY the baby.
Me:.........