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Bye Bye Baby, Bonjour Paris

2012-01-06T20:25:00.001+08:00

Counting down to the last one hour with my baby. I'm heading off to Barcelona and Paris for my much belated honeymoon with R. Oh Gosh, feeling heavy hearted already. Though I knew he will be in good hands with my MIL but every now and than I still feel that HE is gonna miss me.

With advice from R, I had to stop breastfeeding Baby in the morning (I breastfeed only twice a day, the rest though express) and I can feel that baby is not used to it. Ooo If Baby reject my nipples when I'm bck than I'm gonna so hate myself.

Gonna go hug baby somemore now.

Bye Baby. Mummy n Daddy will miss you

Well Bonjour Paris, here we come. Can't wait to visit Palace of Versailles , the castle I've always dream to visit.

Meeting needs

2011-11-14T23:15:00.001+08:00

Well well, jus when R and I are happily convinced that we are the super blessed super lucky parents with a good cooperative baby. Our baby slps soundly for 5-6 hrs straight after his last feeding which is usually at 12 plus or 1am. Well if u ask all parents, dat's a routine everyone prays for. (*beaming smile)

And than God decided we need to face some reality check.

Last night Zyan refuses to slp, falling asleep for a few mins and wakes up crying for neh neh though his last feeding was less than 2 hrs ago. I change his diaper which seems to work, making him sleep in my arms for 5mins, on the bed for another 10mins. Only.

I gave in, and made him 1/3 of his usual feed. Cuz he is practically digging his head into my chest searching for milk. Ok, spell correct, it's Frantically searching for milk.

Than the tussle begins, feed him, burp him. Cry for more. Repeat. Eventually in total I gave him his full intake of 120ml. And his lips still quiver n seems to want more.

I rock him, pet him, sayang him, using all efforts.

After 3 hours of tussle, I finally gave in and make milk for him cuz it's time for his next neh neh anyway, than after drinking 10ml out of the 120ml prepared, *BoM* he fell asleep like well...a baby. Time-check, 5:30am

My mind starts thinking 'Aiyo, so wat it takes is jus 10ml to drunk u, y u no say earlier' And there goes my sleep, all becuz of 10ml of neh neh.

Days of a Mummy

2011-11-09T00:09:00.001+08:00

Finally Baby is asleep. Think that's what most mum would say after a long day. Days seem to run short n long ever since my bundle came along.

Every morning, I prick my ears to hear any sound that came out of that tiny mouth. Followed the finger test, once he starts nippling at my finger joints, It would be the signal for me to complete my 3m dash and concoct the most delicious milk shake for my little one before he starts his fierce cry that wakes R up.

It's a daily challenge for me, and it's not the only challenge but all these challenges always gave me that great satisfaction that outweighs job, food cravings and even sex, yes I mean sex. It's a challenge to burp him successfully, a challenge to bathe n clothe him without him crying, a challenge to be able to be an octopus. A challenge to be able to read n decipher his cries. A challenge to pat him to sleep, and when he slps, it's another challenge to plc him oh so gingerly on the bed without waking him. It may sounds easy but we are talking abt a 4kg fragile softie.

I'm blessed cuz my rest comes once R comes home even though he is equally tired after a long day. I know of some that simply throws everything to the wife. But R is such a great man, a great hubby, a great Daddy.

Confinement over. Hurray.

2011-11-02T13:22:00.001+08:00

Finally finish my confinement at my Mum's plc. For now, confinement is like a dirty word to me. Being confined is yes the same as going prison but I think my life is tougher. Yeah i get to eat nutritious food, but you think 老娘 care. At least I believe prisoners are allowed to touch water, move ard freely, go toilet in peace, bathe n wash hair daily plus doesn't hv eyes dat constantly stare at u half naked breastfeeding baby.

Having a baby inside me for 10mths is actually pretty chicken feet when compared to the sufferings by both mum n dad after delivering baby.

Its a whole new learning journey, a chapter that school never impart you. But yet its also a new chapter, a new subject in fact that most mothers would dilligently read up, observe, work hard to reach the Masters. Apart from confinement, breastfeeding was something I thought would be easy too, to me it's all abt perseverance. But NO, I was so wrong, there was so much to learn, so much we need to know, I ended up trying my very best to squeeze in time to google up using my IPhone (Thank you oh Great Lord for smartphone n the Internet) and texting my friends with qns. All that i had'nt expected. Bleeding nipple, blister aerola, boosting breast milk production thru demand n supply, importance of swaddling etc etc.

Taking care of baby seriously give me more satisfaction than any job that I ever had. Compare to our parent days, things are actually much easier for us today. I really salute my Mum man.

Blessed Preggie Days

2011-10-26T00:29:00.001+08:00

Finally gotten a chance to blog.

I'm a mummy now, comparing now and during preggie days, I wld say now is than the real challenge. The 10mths was actually my honeymoon. Haha.

I'm blessed, really really blessed. Every day I'm thinking, seriously thanking God for all that I've been blessed for. With all these blessings it even makes me feel fearful sometimes, fearful of losing God's favor.

Around me, I've seen a couple of friends n close ones whom have difficulty conceiving n even miscarriages. Yet I'm blessed to have been able to carry mine for full term.

While others are having morning sickness, unstoppable craving for food, prenatal depression, water retention, high blood pressure, gestational diabetes. I'm truly enjoying my 10 mths, I gain a perfect 10kg which was within the ideal range of 10-12kg for healthy pregnancy. I didnt develop much cravings for food actually, though cravings for chocs n tidbits came in during my third trimester but it doesn't affect us cuz I gt a great hubby to keep me in control : )

Took the peak hour train to work daily, though it was jam packed every morning but hubby protected me every day. In fact 9 out of times, I'm offered a seat in train. Who says people are ungracious these days. But Whenever I came across someone pretending to be aslp or simply doesn't intend to give up their seat, I simply tell myself 'nobody is perfect' I always thank the person that offers cuz I knw dat being given a seat is blessing.

So glad that hubby workplace is in town too therefore he can accompany me to and fro work every single day. It really helps a lot.

Emotion wise the only changes are I tear more while watching my downloaded hkg dramas. I'm also more needy towards hubby, like I need him to be ard all the time.

Baby was gd to me too, he didn't press against my bladder or pelvis I guess, cuz I dun really experience frequent night urination or severe backache. Therefore I was quite well-rested during preggie days.

Now that it has ended I kinda miss those days but oh well I'm enjoying a different journey now, looking at my cute cute handsome Orh Gaw Bb.

*CL asked us to bathe Bb in Orh Gaw (aka Guinness Stout beer) for 14 days. She say it helps Bb achieve fairer n smoother skin.

Life

2011-03-06T21:18:00.001+08:00

Lying on the bed, hoping I can dong until my hubby comes home. Which most likely is not.

Reflecting Time. I'm scared of being alone sometimes, dun we all, being alone, my mind tends to wander n starts thinking, thinking abt past, present, future.

Being married at 26, I learnt that it's more important to get contented than to dream dreams. Of course, when it comes to work, it's different. Work is abt having self expectation, if u r nt getting wat u think u deserve, maybe it's time to reflect n start thinking have u increase ur expectation towards ur own work. Maybe u r nt as good as u think, Jessica.

As for life after marriage, I prefer to call it a bed of roses, cuz I really have a wonderful husband that takes good care of me all these while, I spend, he saves. Thank God for him, I usually spent jus enough to make his heart skip a beat : )

Though I didn't have a magical magazine pictures worthy wedding decor at my wedding venue, a truly professional photographer, or memorable video montage that depicts our love story in cute cartoons, posh wedding cars that WOW all my relatives, exciting and torturing door games for the groom, romantic Europe honeymoon, and a dream loft that we could call our own whereby we could walk around in our best lingerie n lounge in sofas with grapes dangling from our fingertips. A room reserved for the baby, with Disney wall papers and loads of baby toys and alphabets mats.
Though all these may not be destined in my life. Having a super in love first year of marriage before we start planning and getting excited for a baby instead of the sudden surprise here.

but I remain contented cuz I knew that in this world there are mothers that have no roof over their head, that are working their heads off to pay off debts of gambling husband, there are couples that have to live on bread every day for months jus so they could pay off their wedding debts. Couples that spent years yearning for a baby.

Contended becuz I have You. You. You. (translate as God, Hubby, Baby)

Well this post does seem to be a little negative, but can't blame me cuz the Daddy of my child chose Lion King over Mummy.

- Posted from Me to You

It's a Baby!

2011-03-06T19:39:00.004+08:00

Counting down every week towards the Big 3.

No Im not talking abt the magic 3-0. With my baby face, im not worried abt getting old. yet.

Its 9 weeks 3 days now in approximate. My God, can't wait for my 12 weeks to be over.

I feel like a game character, a weak game character. Energy level and Health level depletes whenever end day comes. I had to rush home as soon as possible for a recharge, if not a half zombie half human character would be seen in my office the following day. Appetite gets cranky as every meal needs to first go through a detailed brain scan before i could figure what should be ordered.

All symptoms seems to be showing signs of wearing out, whew am super glad.

Thank God my pregnancy sickness occurs only in the evening, which allows me to be able to carry on with my job in the day. But as my motion sickness gets worse during these period, I really dread taking any kind of transport, cause they are like a catalyst in decreasing my energy level. Regardless, mrt rides, car rides, taxi rides or bus rides, all leaves me feeling half alive at the end of the journey. Car rides is the worse it seem.

Sleeping is a tiresome affair man, i dun recall a single night whereby i dun wake up at least twice to wee-wee. So the earlier i fall asleep, the more times i would have went to the toilet.

My gynae is recommending me to eat like a cockroach now, stuffing whatever i feel like eating, be it chocolates, ice cream, chips and whatever. Even when it comes to milk, its full cream baby, no low fat. My 6th-7th week was really bad, i have no interest for any kind of food, even tidbits. The green light for snacks and junks therefore doesn't really helps, cuz i have no appetite for anything. But the hunger keeps me feeling even more tired, even more emo, even more cranky and even more stress as the fear of having threaten miscarriage during this 'dangerous' first trimester sets in.

My boobs are already getting fuller it seems, but nt gonna be heading down any Wacoal soon cuz I'm having a buy baby clothes mindset now, dun buy until u r sure what size. Will I have a E cup or F cup eventually? Hmm.. If yes I'm definitely gonna go take those pregnancy photoshoot, those arty farty kind with one hand covering half my boobs and revealing my smooth round tummy. Even the thoughts excites me, Woo~

My beloved hubby helps neutralise my cranky mood with a special belated Xmas Gift.

Have been craving, drooling over this baby since poly days, I remember those days, i would pore over Yahoo Auctions daily, clicking thru the pages looking for well-maintained 2nd hand LV speedy. But i would never bid for any of them cuz the price than, even for a 2nd hand, is just not within my budget, in fact I did not even set a budget for myself. So its just a keep dreaming thing.

So imagine my joy, when I finally gotten my dream Louis Vuitton Speedy 25, its like wah beyond explanation. My first experience in buying a LV from the boutique was simply fantastic, met this extremely nice and friendly sales person at Takashimaya LV whom shows full enthu in serving us.

Back to baby topic, hope my energy level can quickly resume back to normal, i pity my hubby sometimes. To have a boring wife thats only eats liitle, give tired and sian face, and spent her every moment with him being half asleep and half dead.

Merry December

2010-12-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

Feeling super pissed rite now, had no idea what happen to my latest blog entry which I wrote last nite. Maybe I wrote it in my dreams.

Haha

December was an equally eventful month, a busy but happy month cause it's Xmas!!

Bought the most Xmas presents but spent the least time buying them this yr. Cuz I think of the gift that I wanna buy first instead of wasting time roaming ard overly crowded shopping malls.

A recap of my Xmas month, i can't believe so much has been done.

Ran my first marathon. Saw these 'motivation' quotes that people pinned on themselves. Regretted not writing one too.

The weather was super hot. But with R running beside me, it really motivates me to keep going. But I realise one thing too, it is impossible to run while holding hands with ur partner.

IMPOSSIBLE for me that is.

Think most people already know except for goondu me.

Been to 6 Xmas celebrations

Serve in church nursery (love seeing the toddlers)

Been to 2 Babies shower, the food was really good, they truly taste as good as it looks. Caterer from Neo Garden I think.

Eden is so cute lar, u grow up liao, next time Ah Yi confirm bring u go play.

Gotten First prize at a singing contest. Haha. Sing Hokkien song, Won a 32". TV somemore.
YEAH!!~~

Am glad that my 'performance' has brought much entertainment to everyone. A sign of a good start towards the new year at my company.

Drank Collagen drink for the first time, have research online and they seem to contain so much goodies in them. Gonna invest & drink them for a month. Watch me Glow~~

Haha my sleepwear is damn 'chwui' I know. Housewife wannabe. Ok Gonna be monitoring my face.

- Posted from Me to You

Eventful Nov

2010-12-08T09:25:00.001+08:00

Eventful November.

After procrastinating for months, thinking about it for years, I finally join a church ministry. Since 3 weeks ago, I start serving in the nursery in my church. It's fun but it's really tiring for me, following the young kids everywhere.

I think cuz I'm new so I intend to try to have something to do all the time, like starting a new job. Cuz when I look ard the room, all the rest looks relax n sometimes bored (maybe sleepy) although a cute kid is playing in front of them.

Being in a nursery gives me mixed feelings about having a child of my own. For a moment when a really really cute baby is playing in front of me, It makes me yearn to have one too but the next moment I wld see an irritating fella snatching other babies toys or crying out loud jus cuz they dun wanna share their toy.Which breaks my thought totally.

HaHa.

And of cuz, old news. My baby nephew is out. Heard he is capable of doing many many cute expression AND also cry fiercely when unprovoked.

Handsome Boy. It's really hard To play with babies. Cuz I came to realize, the key seems to lies in how good u r in distracting them, getting their attention, cuz at infant stage they r nt gonna play peek-a-boo with u definitely.

The sad thing is that a pity Eiden can never see or be carried in the arms by PoPo. Cuz my Ah Ma passed away on Sat. Died of old age at a respectful age of 93. She died while being surrounded by most of her children. Am so glad & truly thank God for the blessing, allowing her to not died alone. My aunts told me dat my Ah Ma had often ask, when is she leaving, she wish to leave, cuz all her friends are gone. I dunno but jus feel sad. It's like a let in on how she felt inside. Really lonely.

On weekdays, as she is wheelchair bound, her only entertainment would be tv watching & talking to the maid. Her Indonesian maid understands English, Chinese and Dialect. But still the sucky feelin of nothin much to look forward in life, to jus live ur life day by day. I jus couldn't imagine.

Jus finish funeral procession of Ah Ma last 9 days ago. Took almost 8 hrs. My tears came only when Ah Ma was gonna be push into the furnace, any human being would wept buckets when u see and hear ur mum & relatives crying out loud, calling out.

Though I never really got a chance to get to know her better or let her have a chance to know me better cuz she was already close to 70 when I learnt to speak.

It really makes me wanna have a kid fast. My mum is already coming to 65. I want my kid To be able to chit chat with both my parents, know them with their heart. To have a grandparents bonding.

- Posted from Me to You

Baby Eden

2010-11-12T15:45:00.001+08:00

I'm an Auntie!!

I'm an Auntie!

I'm an Auntie!

My nephew is finally out, been secretly waiting for this day. As the hospital is right behind my office building, I'm manage to have first hand peek at the small bundle of joy.

I like his date of birth! 12/11/10 like countdown. So cute~

Now presenting

Baby Eden Ee Rong Le!

Yawn!

Nudge~ Nudge~

Ready, 1,2,3

CRY~~

Crying for joy as he jus had his first poo~

Jessica Ah Yi play with Eden his first game of scissor paper stone!

Haha.

There is really nothin much I can play with him, cuz newborn are so fragile. I dun even dare to carry him. But it's so interesting to see that tiny chap making small sound and a shiver every now & than.

Gonna visit Sis again after work, can't wait for the day to be over!

Note: Rem, Babies are only cute n fun to play with IF THEY ARE NOT YOURS!

An opportunity is knocking, decisions need to be made. Need to think things.

- Posted from Me to You

Happy Deepavali

2010-11-08T17:01:00.001+08:00

Had a wonderful weekend well-spent with 老公 :)

Went for a nice buffet lunch at MBS, there isn't much variety, Shangri-la The Line is still much much better.

But I still love buffet. Who don't. With endless supply of salmon, nice air-conditioned environment,nice background music and company of yandao guy, it makes anyone a happy gal.

That's the size of my strawberry, see so BIG! My grape looks puny sitting beside.

They even got Mango Sago with mango cubes! Wah this was the best man, somemore the taste got Crystal Jade standard.

I would have place more food pics if they have better variety, but that's really abt all they have. They do have plenty of desserts but to me, choc fondue is all dat matters.

We walk back to Singapore Flyer where R park his car. Walking to n fro was tiring, and with the good food in our tummy , we went home straight n spent the rest of the afternoon sleeping till dinner time.

Eat Sleep Eat. Arrhh BLISS~~

Second day of Holiday, went cycling at East Coast Park early in the morning with R and friends. It's been so long since I've cycled day, went to my favorite friend's son birthday party where candy floss, candy treats and very very nice curry chicken awaits us.

Went home and sleep all the way till dinner time. Super Shiok lol!

Final day of Holiday. Went Church and than to ROBINSON EXPO Sale!!

Baby R so sweet la, paid for my steve madden shoes and two more pair of sandals. I love Robinson Sale lar, there is really alot more stuff there than lousy Metro sale. Robinson Sale usually has lotsa good brands. Imagine Steve Madden shoes, Nine West, Aldo and umm haha Espirit.

Went for lunch n than... LoL

Head straight home to sleep all the way till Dinner Time. In overall, I was truly well-rested during this holiday break. Hahaha.

R cooked laksa for us again, last week attempt failed as the soup was a little diluted. This week BESt!

See! Got LotSa ingredients, LotSa Mee and Delicious Thick Gravy!

So proud of 老公, mus 疼 him more.

- Posted from Me to You

Brush with Death

2010-10-31T23:55:00.001+08:00

Saw this weak housefly while shopping for ingredients for our homemade laksa. As we r in the frozen food dept, R deduced the fly is close to freezing, i guess as much as well. Poor chap.

Anyway, It's the first time I ever gotten so close to one, they usually fly away before u r even 5cm close.

Trust me, my iPhone was like really really close to it, I even tried killing it by pressing a pkt of tau pok on it. (what! 早登极乐， no need be housefly ma) But guess it's a housefly with backbone, it hardly flinch at my attack, so i decide to let it off.

Dun think I Christian dunno what is 放下屠刀，立地成佛ok.

Tried washing the toilet at my 'new' home again. Yes :) it's AGAIN. I tried washing it last week, brush n brush, scrub n scrub, end up nearly dieded due to over inhale of the fumes that comes out from the toilet bleach which I had happily spray around generously thinking that more means toilet will be cleaner n whiter.

What's worse, I accidentally push the door close so the fumes was all around me. It was really bad, my 眼泪鼻涕直流leh，just can't stop them. Cough and cough like mad. I really really thought im gonna die in the small bathroom cause the fumes were choking and I couldn't breathe, cuz every breath would just result in inhaling more of the toxifying bleach, coughing causes me to breathe in more fumes too, I had to use my every remaining strength to push open the door, open tap n quickly rinse the bleach away.

Never knew how much danger a cleaner is exposing herself too everyday.

Anyway, this time round, I dilute my toilet bleach with detergent cuz my mum say that helps to remove stains :) The dilution helps reduce the smell of bleach n I'm more careful in the amt of bleach I used. Haha, R is gonna be so proud of me! Cuz I'm closer n closer in being the 进得了厨房，出得了厅堂的女人

- Posted from Me to You

Unnecessary 3D

2010-10-27T10:16:00.003+08:00

It's hard to start once you've stopped. But I also believe it's hard to stop once you've start. Wish to get back the momentum of blogging. Miss the fun in penning down moments of my life. Love to read my own back entries, laughing at memories.

Finally had a chance to go dating with new hubby, haha! Rarely had a chance to spent whole day with hubby. Watched 'The Child's Eye' in 3D at Plaza Sing. Title sounds interesting but at the end of it, there is jus a weak linkage of the plot to the title. Trailers seem so good, but it's plot n thrills pales in comparison with other horror movies. Had expected more from the Pang brothers really.

There were a few moments where I really did cringe in fear but the scare factor seems to be a duplicate from Thai\HKG horror movies.

What's worse of all, is that it's available only in 3D! It's like 'what the...'

It's not like there is lots of gory, blood and action. Is it really necessary for us to watch Rainie walk around an empty hotel in 3D. Imagine watching Paranormal in 3D. And this is only available in 3D. So the directors is like forcing us to watch it in 3D even though it's completely unnecessary.

Bo Liao rite!

I doubt filming it in 3D is for cinema patrons to have better movie experience, it's jus their way to charge more expensive tickets lor. And they blame people for illegal downloads.

Well I did ended up watching the show anyway but it's becoz I thot since there's a need to film it in 3D, i assume the plot, sound effects, visuals mus be super good lor. Wrong!

Bo Liao Part 1: Dog bark to empty space. Empty chair 7-8 metres in front start shifting TOWARDS them. All actors remain rooted, staring at empty chair. Turn to run only when 'something' hurls the chair at you.

Bo Liao Part 2: Show takes a sudden twist and becomes Resident Evil. Main actress friends who are supposed to be safe and sound in hospital ends up being captured by ghost, and returns as zombie to harm Main Actress. Main Actress whom is in the haunted hotel herself has nothin happen to her, can even bare-fist fight, punch and kill her zombie friend, twice.

To give it credit, the plot is funny lar at some part, cuz it doesn't makes sense ma.

Wasted $14! 2 tickets $28 leh! Wa Liao~~ I dun mind watching movie, dun mind paying extra for 3D movies but it mus actually be good and worth it rite.

Married life is good, but the feeling is still pretty fresh alright. Everytime I'm out with R, I feel like we were still back in our dating stage, its like the getting married part is just another activity we have done. As if I'm still gonna be heading home later after a day out, home as in my own home in sunny east side. Maybe it's due to the fact I'm stayin with his family members, so need a longer time to feel the belonging of being a part of another family. Hee, thats a good thing actually for now.

Home doesn't feel so relax, so comfortable YET, but I know it jus takes time. I sometimes wonder if that's how my sis-in-law felt when she's staying with us.

Some unhappiness has happen in the household, hope she will not disappoint the people who care for her again. 人长大了，该为自己前途想想了。

Married Women

2010-10-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

Yes, Yes, Im a married woman now. Taking my first step into the first instalment of my ever after fairytale. So many happy things has happen unil I don't really know where should I start blogging about.

There are so many people to thank, which I'm gonna have to spend some time meeting them over dim-sum to thank.

Now first some pics from my most wonderful, most amazing Hen's night. I have never ever imagine that my Hen's night would be so much fun. Friends specially prepared a deck of polker cards which has a number of challenge cards which me and my fellow jie-mei (we are having our hennies together!!) has to pick and choose, we ended our night with lotsa games and dares, it is simply indescribable fun.

I had never thought that I would actually be having a Hen's Nite cuz Im not really a fun fun kinda person. So was everything was really really a very very pleasant surprise.

I had never knew how much stress the wedding preparation was giving until the day before the wedding and after. Though I did not suffer from insomnia cuz I only get to catch 1.5 hrsof sleep, my heart was palpitating pretty hard alright, it was super scary. The night before is like some kind of dooms day. My mind keep thinking what have I not done yet, and there are really much things not done.

Well what people said do makes a lot of sense, really. That its expected that not all things will run perfectly smooth on your wedding, you gotta expect the unexpected. True, yes, I can now say its really true. But really, these words should only be mention after the wedding and not before. Cuz when a bride is lost in thoughts, nothing you say will really gets in, cuz we will always think that YOU DUN UNDERSTAND. It's like giving advice to a friend that has just been ditched.

Well, so in short, not all things run well as expected, actually majority did not went well, but as everything just happen in a rush and before I knew it, everything was over and I am Mrs Lee already. I manage to grasp the meaning of 'to expect the unexpected'. But that is as I've said, after the wedding.

Now pictures :)

I'm so so happy that I opt for a natural Korean bride kind of make-up and hair-style. I lurve my look and fell in love with my reflections several times. Haha.

Ok, my hubby is asking me to bed, continue tmr. hee.

Lost

2010-08-28T02:53:00.001+08:00

It's been so long since I blog, lost the touch to connect myself online.

Getting married in a few weeks time. Finally. Tried my best, my very very best to reach home earlier, to feel what it feels like to be 'at home' foe the last few weeks.

Gonna miss alot alot of things. Knew no matter what, it will always be diff next time.

It's getting harder to breathe at work lately, think there must be an inner monster in me. Am having too many thoughts in my head.

Tea event tmr again. Hahahaha.

Always a small insignificant fry. All the events you handle are small events. So what if you have been in the company for a year and has handle more than 10 events so far, they are all SMALL events.

Thanks E. Now I knew even more surely where I stand.

Everytime I came across a good superior, why must you always take it away from me'. God if you are trying to tell me' something or prove to me' something, 可以go straight to the point 吗？.

Tried applying for another job recently, when I came across the qns, what's the greatest achievement I have done in current job. Realized my past 1 year has been a blank, my past 3 years has been a blank, my past 7 years since graduation has been a blank.

Feel so sick n tired, so unjustified. If 面壁思过 is a solution, oh lord jus let me' be stuck in an earthquake than.

In recent months, I'm a happy girl when it comes to friendship. So treasure the friends I have.

But 一想到一些假情假义的sisters, 我就想笑。
日久见人心. So glad so glad I made the comments that night. Or else I won't know how much more time and money I would have wasted on 你们这些千金小姐.

Hey 26yr old

2010-07-01T00:48:00.001+08:00

I hate dieting.

I hate the fact that I actually have a very valid reason for going on a diet.

Don't u jus hate it when all junk food starts becoming super cravelicious, once u start makin up ur mind u r gonna be on diet.

Got only 2 months left. Am gaining weight instead of losin them. My arms r already looking really housewife lookin.

Suddenly I start noticing how karma has finally hit me. It's like overnight, I look into the mirror n realise, 'oh man, I look really 26' the consequence of late nite sleeping is finally takin it's toil on my crumbling face.

I'm not exaggerating. I used to look into the mirror n gush at how cute n young I look, my features r like, like, like ayumi, like 伊能静, always youthful n fresh lookin regardless how old I become. But now... Man, i look like a 26 yr old.

It's sad man.

- Signed off with iLove Phone

Reebonz Time

2010-06-06T18:14:00.001+08:00

Enjoy 99% off your favourite Luxury brands. Came across this when I was reading Her World a year back. I have always been logging in to this private site by Reebonz (pronounce as ribbonz), and I mus say they have very pretty stuff, imagine Prada, Miu Miu at 40% off!!

Their sale on a brand usually last jus one or two days, and most of the time, 2-3 hours after it's launch, the good ones would already be snapped up. Which explains why I've never bought anything from them (and of course save myself from gettin myself into a quarrel with R)

And now they r having a special private event coming. I jus can't wait. 99% off, have no idea wat brands will be in but who cares, I'm not going to miss it this time.

Go to the link below to RSVP if u r interested too!!

http://www.reebonz.com/s/6G7

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Boliao dài zhi

2010-06-06T17:46:00.001+08:00

Supporting R at a basketball match rite now. Jus like the good ole times.

I really really need to exercise, but the lazy bum in me is ..well still lazy.

Came across a Sale by Joop, dun really fancy their clothes but I was tryin on a nice denim dress when I start having a good look at myself in the mirror. My thigh looks really...um.. Lumpy. Yea dats the word. Lumpy. My calf is omg, looking forever bloated.

难道喜欢萝卜头就因该有萝卜腿吗？不要，不要，不要啦！！

So I agreed without a second though to go cycling at pulau ubin with my friends.

Really got lotsa mosquitos, big one somemore. Insect repellent doesn't seem to work on these strong fellas.

The island still looks great, very clean in fact. All thanks to the various cleaning excursion held by schools. I remember going for once in my schooling days too. (beam proudly)

Came across a quote at this door, dun remember it fully but it's something like this

The considerate man changes himself to suit things in the world, the inconsiderate man changes things in the world to suit himself. There are many changes in this world and it's all because of the INCONSIDERATE man.

Well, the morale seems pretty straight to me. Would u rather be a history maker or a world changer?

Hahaha. Ok kidding. I'm jus 断章取意。

Well, from the recent media Hoo ha by the media n public backlash on my church, it jus shows me how much the world prefers to listen to news that r negative, untruth, news that r twisted, news dat r wat I called 断章取意。

If u read forums or even facebook which allows u to leave a comment on words/pictures u post. U will realise that man r given the freewill to post negative or positive comments. All's fair.

But to block off positive comments n blowing up jus the few negative comments. That's jus PATHETIC.

Hmm... If church members r really unhappy at the way the money is being used, than why is the church still having high attendance at every service every week? Where's the unhappy people?

Hmm...

U can never please everyone at the same time. Even in a family, there will be squibbles about how money is to be used. Church is my family, so I'm wondering sometimes, why r the media dabbling into our family affairs?

It's like the A.W.A.R.E bah, an organisation that has always been so low key is suddenly becoming everyone's 茶余饭后的笑话。and it's all thanks to who?

Ok pictures sharing time.

Taken at Pulau ubin

Wanted to take more pictures of the monkey, but within a minute, we saw almost 10 monkeys or even more making their way down the hill n moving towards US!!

Than. We make a dash on our bikes la. We yellow skin leh, later they think we r banana how.

the eclipse coming soon. Oh gosh. Edward~~

Hey, my so called best girl friend has stil not called me to watch SATC 2 with her lor. Eh why lidat~~~

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GSS

2010-06-05T00:58:00.001+08:00

Working in Orchard is frustrating.

When you see this everywhere.

Hugo Boss is having discount of up to 40%. Come grab em'

What's more, MaxMara is having discount up to 60%!

Love Chanel's window display this week.

Isn't that every girl's dream? To be surrounded by lovely Chanel even when you sleep.

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No more good food

2010-06-02T00:16:00.001+08:00

Haha. Missed being cashier.

Less stress and good food. Haha. Share with you my final two free meals at Boss Selection.

Beri nice chicken fried rice with lotsa egg :D

Phat Thai :)

Took my replacement off yesterday, have to take man. I got tonnes of washing to do, and my body so tired. Ate instant mee for lunch, and my dinner is...

菜饭!!

Haha, I think work as cashier I get to eat better meals leh. 苦命啊!

Met up with my wedding caterer jus now, am feeling happy cuz my colleague who was accompanying me in the discussion say my choice of food was very very good and she can't wait to eat them.

Wah~~ hahaha. Hope every one of my guest feels that way too on that day. Am very 满意with my food selections too.

开心~ 开心~~

Sometimes, dun really understand my job scope. Things directly related to marketing, other people want to take control n do. Than non-marketing or not direct marketing related things, people throw to me and say is marketing do. Why lidat?

But than, isn't that always the case all ard the world. Haiz..

Positive! Positive! Positive!

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I'm a cashier

2010-05-30T01:42:00.001+08:00

Finally finish my third day of OT, one more day to go!! Jiayou Jessie, Ganbatte!!

Legs aching mad. Stand for 11 over hours doin cashiering, lunch n dinner break was jus abt 15-20mins each. Like machiam army days. Really 佩服 my full timers retail staff.

Do felt 怪怪 in my heart , cuz can feel like they dun respect us office staff sometimes, maybe I think too much, but I kinda have the vibes that they feel that we office ppl earn more than them , sit down whole day , no stress, not like them, and unfairness in their heart starts setting in somehow little by little.

I have worked as retail staff before too so can totally understand how they feel, well dats the reason y I quited n look for office job.

They wldn't know of course of the fact that.

-certain office staff get lowly paid. (me)
- OT cannot claim money (me)
-one person do many people job yet no one will remember or say thanks (me)
-no uniforms and have to spent own money to buy decent clothes. U work in fashion line, try wear ugly ugly to work lor, not only some evil eyes will give u the um.. Evil look or worse ur boss will put ur name at the very back of the promotion list aka 被公司冷藏. Haha

My clothes nt very pretty la, but humans ma, got our on and off days but sometimes certain ones not so bad ley haha.so my point is, see, got uniform so much better.

I dunno when I will get to have clothing allowance too lor. Mmm... Envy... Mmm...sob sob.

There's many more to tell of course, someone shld come out with a book for that.

Read from somewhere , a good blog shld have pictures, oh well ok, here's one. My free company provide dinner today!!

Im only sharing this becoz the previous bento meals were um... Really not that great.

And of course there r pros n cons in everything in life. Take for e.g, my pros in working during this during this long weekend would be the extra cash earned n free meals (lunch n dinner provided :) ) so worthwhile :$

Cons of working OT wld be the fact that I have missed the chance to buy a new cheap n good camera ($149 for a Canon Powershot lor, DSLR at $349!!Can u imagine!!) License to Play exhibition at Suntec AND the big 70% off sale on Kate Spade, Coach and GUCCI which is held at M Hotel today! Now I know why everyone else can afford Gucci except for me, I dun go overseas so I missed the good deals AND everytime such fantastic deals comes abt Im either broke or working.

My cons is longer than my pros?go figure k.

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It's not abt me, or you

2010-05-26T01:51:00.001+08:00

Am I too unpretty? Am I too uninteresting? Too talkative? Am I too boring? Am I too fat? Too short? Too plain? Or perhaps it's jus everything.

Why else is ur eyes always not on me? I can stop spending, but wld u look at me more if I dun dress nice? Wld u look at me MORE if I'm not in make-up?

I knew the answer. It makes no difference n u wld love me jus as much. Ur heart say yes but ur eyes say otherwise.

It's amazing the effect u hv on me. I smile when u smile, Im angry when u r angry, I'm even more upset whenever I knew dat. I hv made u upset.

Sometimes wat I wan is jus a brief glance that tells me u rather be with me than at else where. Words r cheap.

Wld u rather be with someone that is willing to spent 24 hrs with u but treats u like a fixture or spent 10 mins with someone that makes u feel that u r the most precious, most beautiful thing in their eyes.

Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder. Who's my beholder? There is actually a difference between a companion and a lover. I actually happen to prefer being both.

I thot PMS comes only before ur period, apparently this time round it comes n forgets to leave.

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Nails

2010-05-25T01:04:00.001+08:00

Soak off my gel nails this afternoon. Though I love the look but dun think I'm gonna do it often.

1. It doesn't last. My nail bed grows out after two weeks n though I pretend n ignore it, the harden gel will still crack as water n frequent washing of hands weakens the gel. So to spend more than twice the amt of a manicure is simply unjustifiable IMO.

2. It's super harmful to ur nails. Much buffing is done in order for the gel to be removed. The acetone from the soak dries up ur nail cuticle too. My nails has once again became ultra thin, n nw I could easily cut my face while doing facial cleansing as the edges gets pretty sharp with it being thin.

3. It takes a longer time to soak off. I had to waste one hour of my time jus to remove them.

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Taiwan PhotoShoot

2010-05-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

Was just thinking perhaps its time to write a little abt my wedding photoshoot in Taiwan.

Trip was great in overall actually, though there were some small areas like the photoshoot part which kinda breaks me down a little on the inside but hey this trip really gives us quality time together. I'm like super look forward to my honeymoon already, haha.

On our way there, its 10mins walk from our Hotel.

Outside the ZhongZheng Memorial Hall

Me having a quick 5-min mask using cosmetic lotion aka moistursing toner. Guess my weekly mask regime is still not enough. Oops :(

Me feeling alone and lost of directions.

And my hubby to be getting ready

Our make-up artist whom actually looks really pretty herself

Done with first look!

And here we go, there isn't a lot of pics as we were too busy getting pictures taken ourselves. Haha duh~

Wa~ hao Shuai~~ hahaha

Can u see its drizzling?

My Fav OutFit!

And dats all i have, supposedly there's more if not for the fact that they turn their words on giving me the behind the scene images. I dun really wanna explain further, its just something dat I will always remember, regret and never forgets.

And now, some of my Taiwan memories~

Their pork floss egg crepes taste absolutely yummy and is nothin like the horrible ones sold at Shihlin Taiwan food here. It's chewy and sweet and has huge chunks of meat and eggs of the right consistency.

Taiwan peole really adores keeping doggie as pets, everywhere i go, its like i see cute doggies in 1 out of 10 shops, and for every one 100 metres i wld definately see someone with a doggie.

Fearless cat

Apart from non-stop shopping, its non-stop eating

Taiwan stuff are actually not as cheap as I had expected, but walking so many places i would still say yeah they do have quite a lot of cute and cool stuff. For all who have not been to Taiwan and is planning to go soon, my advice, check with the weather man and forum for advise on weather so u'll be preparing the right outfit (i nearly freeze). And one IMPORTANT thing,

ALWAYS EXCHANGE UR CURRENCY BEFORE U STEP OUT OF THE AIRPORT.

We were so strapped for Taiwan dollar, we had to borrowed from the bridal shop staff several times.

Time to Vent

2010-05-12T00:39:00.001+08:00

Eventful day I guess.

Step out of the house in my super high heels tis morning. After walking to jus the elevator i cannot take it liao, skip bck hone to change into a shorter heels. Feels so good n confident after that :)

When I was in cab I suddenly decided that leggings simply doesn't match my black dress. So like superman, I remove my leggings discreetly at the back of my cab.

Met up with gfs after wrk.
Omigod it always feel so good after chatting with girl friend, feels good to vent out to girl friends. And dunno y I simply love listening to their work woes too.

Not that I wanna gloat abt it but jus dat when they share it u dun feel so alone in this weary world. Hahaha.

Drop by R's friend cafe shop opening today, opening ur own biz is really not easy these days.

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Unbalanced Happy Girl

2010-05-04T00:13:00.001+08:00

Am feeling unbalanced towards somethin in life recently. Well juz have to wait a few more days, or maybe a few weeks, hopefully I can get more motivation in other areas & this unbalanced feeling will go away.

Finished taking the most important photoshoot of my life. The disappointment it brings makes me kinda wake up to certain facts in life. 'When it comes to ur most important things in life, never & I really mean NeVer trust anyone other than urself to make things right.

Finally had my first major fashion show. Though there's no team work goin on there but oh well company' s culture i guess. But still IT WAS SO EXCITING. It's the first (n probably my last) time I will ever get to be drenched in expensive sparkling wine. The feeling is OH SO GOOd~~ hahaha.

Everythin was great & I even get to clubbed with DSquared2 designer!! Am feelin very proud of my company for a moment there. DSquared2 is really an incredible brand & have some of the most amazing pieces. Envy our VIPs, & all the ones dat can afford them. Even with staff discount, their items r still way above my budget. Well, i'll jus have to drool n settle for Forever 21.

It was so crowded at the cocktail, I literally 'rubbed shoulders' with the rich & famous. One person dat really stands out in my memory is definately the chance to meet Dr Georgia Lee in person. She is so pretty & elegant. Used to think her face looks fake but in person she glows like Fann Wong And gives a natural non-pretentious smile to us staff. Is there a fan club for her in Sg?

Work has been very very hectic, can't wait for my new manager to comes in. Do get worried sometimes. Will he/she be as nice as Gillian? Or will it be the beginning of yet another nightmare? Keepin my fingers very crossed.

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Countdown to Taiwan

2010-04-07T01:08:00.001+08:00

Counting down 3 more days. I ought to, I really ought to be feeling exciting n looking really forward to it but ....

Had been lookin thru my own pics in facebook. (dun we all do dat) n was reminded of how pretty my smile was in the past, ok at least it's sweet. But lookin into the mirror now... I really mo Yan tai. I look simply horrid in all pictures ever since I had braces.

Nothin is perfect. Yeah. Tell me abt it. Really NOTHING has been perfect.

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Busy March

2010-04-07T01:03:00.001+08:00

Am getting overloaded with work. Am getting overloaded with work. Am getting overloaded with work.Am getting overloaded with work. Am getting overloaded with work. Am getting overloaded with work. Am getting overloaded with work. Am getting overloaded with work. Am getting overloaded with work.

I can practically feel my stomach juices bubbling with steam, n the imaginary red bulb beeping noisily at the back of my head.

I can't wait to go away for my wedding shoot yet I can't help but drat that's coming.

Friends have wonder why I'm not showin more enthusiast towards my wedding preparation, the planning n the amazing Taiwan photoshoot that makes 4 out of 5 go WOW when I tell ppl abt it.

Those that know me well, even those that may not knw me very well knew that me being such a dramatically expressive person would definately be all hype up every single second of the day from now till sept.

But nope. Circumstance simply doesn't allow baby. The nearer it gets to my wedding shoot date, the greater my workload.

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Bye Gill Bye

2010-03-28T23:53:00.001+08:00

Not sure if I've got the time to blog tonite but I jus gotta 'document' tis down.

Gonna feel lonely at work from tml onwards. Manager left on Friday. I'm gonna miss her terribly. One of the nicest manager I've came across.
Though I didn't get to really work with her for a long time, but it was enough to knw dat we will definately gel well n be a great team.

But well... Happy for her dat she had such a better opportunity open for her. She deserves it.

Haiz dunno wat to say.

Jessica, my manager Gillian and myself.

Good luck in your future endeavors Gillian.

Work has been crazily busy for the past 6 weeks or was it 7?
I'm kinda wondering if my cpy select their event dates base on some kind 黄道吉日 or something.

They like to choose them to be held on the same day! In their eyes, I think i muz be either a super women or someone jing wu eng need to cram my schedule tight.

2 events gonna clash on my date of departure for my Taiwan wedding shoot. No choice, hope nothin screws up. Fingers cross X.

Long week ahead. Jia You!!!

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It's coming. I'm coming

2010-03-14T00:20:00.001+08:00

Counting down 27 days to my wedding shoot in Taiwan.

Am feeling moody day after day, cuz I knew I dread wat I shld have been looking forward for.

Have total no control on the food I'm eating, in fact, my dinner earlier consist of chicken rice, hokkien prawn mee AND BBQ chicken wings. My diet plans jus never see the chance to set off.

Been working late, sleeping even later. My dark circles hv reach the stage, when in light make up my friend ask if my eye shadow had smudge terribly.

My swollen lips is seein slow progress, all thanks to the fact I am still drinking very very very little water every day.

Wat can I do! The hours n minutes passes so fast I jus had no chance to remember to drink.

Ok so I'm gonna be chubby, braces, have dry chap lips, droopy eye bags n dark eye circles in my wedding shoot.

Good also lar, save money. My photos most likely gonna look jus alrite. Nothin impressive, so I'm nt gonna hv the urge to top up n buy more wedding photos.

Babes n Food

2010-03-08T00:44:00.001+08:00

Once again, the weekend jus seem to breeze past jus lidat. Felt totally unrested. Well, looking forward to having my replacement off on tuesday :)

2 customers event done n with jus 2 more to settle before work starts resuming its normal pace. Saturday afternoon was crazy, had to run 2 events concurrently. I muz hv walk (to be exact, brisk walk) to & fro Isetan Scotts and ION Orchard 5 times in the entire afternoon.

Stupid model dat disappear for 2 hours for BREAKFAST when she shld be here for hair n make up.
Lousy Caterer dat has the nerve to use empty ice cream tub as props for my canapes display table.
And expect myself to prepare ice cubes to chill the champagne. Oh well!! I learnt my lesson, and boy all these nitty gritty stuff dat goes wrong jus makes me more enthu abt my job.

It really makes me look forward to my next customer event. Cuz I can see myself gettin better n I look forward to handling these events a breeze to me in the near future.

Some pictures to share

And food!! I manage to grab a few bite while I was there. Thank God I did, though they look kinda plain but they were tasty!! Another fav part me doin customer events is actually the free access to canapes and champagne. Hee.

All canapes were snapped up by my customers within minutes. Had to keep running ard n urgin the butlers to speed up on the replenishment.

There r actually alot more but i didn't get the chance to get their pictures taken.

At the second event, I was so busy that zero pictures were taken but but There's this gorgeous brazil model dat I really wanna share.

Check her out!! Mind u, she is without any make-up when this picture was taken during the fittings.

And she is one of those dat had great attitude great smile n fashion sense. Saw her in t-shirt, pants n cap n she still looks amazingly hot.

Well. Time to sleep. Hope I can look jus as hot. In my dreams. :D
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Teeth n lips

2010-03-05T00:04:00.001+08:00

Been so terribly busy, tweeting is just so much more convenient . 2 more events this year, can't wait, really hope this year event gonna be smoother than the last. I've learnt to have more n yet less expectations.

It's been like 3 mths since I had my braces on? I already felt like it's part of me, keep looking in the mirror everyday hoping to see some kinda magic movement. Do pregnant ladies look at their tummy the same way?

My two front tooth start separating recently, wah make me panic man. As if being a braces bride is nt bad enough,i still hv to be a disgusting one with big gap between my 2 front teeth. YuCks!

Thank heavens, my dentist glued them up and even replace my ceramic braces metal wires with WHITE Wires~ now it's perfectly chio lor.

Nice?? My braces is barely seen. LurVvees!!

Haha.my eye bag very jialat. haha.

Had a bad case of eczema recently, too tired to type out full story but basically 2 months ago, my lip contours n the skin near my brow bone starts to peel n became red n swollen overnight.

Well my facial therapist n my instincts told me that it's my lack of sleep, lack of water, too much pent-up stress which is causing it. Waited for a month before i took a visit to the doctor.
Was attended by this fat n auntie looking replacement doctor.Stupid stupid lor, gave me some steroids cream n dats all. Another 1 mth past liao still no recover lor. Kan cheong man. I went back to my doctor, n finally some good advice，doc say I shld avoid prawns ( wah liao I CNY dunno eat hw many liao lor). , than avoid chilli (lagi worse, I eat chilli on daily basis). I shld cut food in small pcs n avoid touching n further irritate the lips area. All in All, the stupid auntie doctor was too busy smsing using her iPhone and so did not remind me to avoid all these stuff day will aggrevate my condition. Now doctor say I need min 1 month to recover fully, arghhh. 都是她的错!!

My manager pass me her skin care doc name card today n say see her doctor may cost a little more but the recovery time will much much faster, maybe like 3 days. Than I can take my wedding photos in peace liao. YeAH~~ see hw la. I give myself one week.

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Im Disfigured.ArGH

2010-01-25T19:57:00.001+08:00

My face has been on protest recently, argh...and i can do nothin about it except stare in the mirror and weep on the inside.

Accidentally made a deep cut on my double eyelid while using my H&M eye shadow pencil, i have no idea the pencil was so sharp at certain angle. Now one side of my double eyelid appears swollen.

Form the past 2 weeks, a small red blister have also started forming around the contours of my lips making my already thick lips look ridiculous. And as if that isn't enough, 2 small red blisters the size of a 5-cent coin starts appearing at the tip of my barely there cheekbone, on both cheeks somemore!!

All these occurs before i went to Leonard & Drake actually, so please dun misunderstood. Well, the facial therapist is saying that its eczema which almost everyone whom has seen my face agrees.

Im disfigured......Argh.......

Well, though eczema was never in my genes but everything points out to me that the culprit lies in my lack of self-discipline in maintaining the daily 2 litres H2O intake and choosing of a good mositurizer for my Sahara-dry skin.

Now, im even more guai, I have no choice. Have to put in even more effort in my daily water consumption, i have since raise my daily H2O intake from 300-400ml to 900-1200ml!! I know i will still need to push even harder, i wish i can be like everyone, every day drink gallons and gallons of water, but..but....its a habit. And just like quitting smoking, i need time.

Hope my skin is willing to give me one last chance, i guess my good genes can only bring me so far and now its up to my own effort.

As for mositurizer, i discovered that Laneige Sleeping Mask is super good. My sister bought it from Korea and gave it to us. I used it last night and my eczema seems to have healed 75%!!!

Praise the Lord!!! Wa Ha Ha Ha~~~ My sis must have said some prayers over it before passing it to us. Something like...God please use this to make my family members beautiful. Wa Ha Ha Ha~~.

But i will be monitoring it over the next 2-3 days. Gonna smear this good stuff every night.

My First Facial

2010-01-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

Woo hoo~
Went for my first facial today!!!
With my wedding drawing near, 9 mths!! And my photoshoot drawing even nearer, 3mths!!! Baby n I decided it's time we seek early treatment in order to ensure we look our best.

I've been skeptical abt goin to spa my entire life, nt forgetting I've actually work in one before n knw how blood sucker they can be. Therefore I'm super duper glad I chosen the right one. Leonard & Drake skin care centre. Went there with R on Sun, the consultant was really friendly n though we express our interest in gettin a package as we were gettin married, they do not just push us into signing one, but rather she encourage us to go for a discounted trial first. As there was a DBS promo for a facial at jus $100, we decided to go fir that first.

Well in summary, they did a skin analysis, scan our face n during the hour long facial, the full focus was on the treatment, other than tellin me the names of the treatment she is puttin on my face n occasionally checking if I'm ok, she remain silent throughout. I really appreciate the silence. I have often heard from friends that most spa therapist wld keep talkin abt how ur face here no good there no good, need to upgrade n upgrade n upgrade. Our therapist recommended us a basic package which can be used till the day of our marriage. I'm so glad they r nt the kind that will exploit n make full use of the chance to squeeze us of our money.

My first happiness!!!

2010-01-10T23:31:00.003+08:00

GOTTEN MY 1ST SUB CARD FROM R TODAY. !!!!!! (>.<)

It's a UOB sub card, I'm so so so incredibly happy!!! It's like there is an even stronger sense of belonging to R yet again. Arhhhh!!! And my first card is in PURPLE!! My FAV colour.

Yippee!!!!

The card was happily 'kai zhang' immediately today at a hair salon in Paragon. Check out Baby's new look.

Went to a Hong Kong Cafe for dinner at Katong, its confirm le lar, i dun like food at HONG KONG CAFE, i used to think that only places like Xin Wang Cha Chan Teng will disappoint me, others shldn't be so bad, but NO~~~ Having given a try at like 4-5different HK cafe, the answer is final. THE FOOD SUCKS. Yes, the price is alrite alrite, but i think i rather splurge on food court food than, Thank u.

The curse of the iPhone

2010-01-09T23:04:00.005+08:00

I can't believe it's been 10 days since the start of a new year. The days jus seem to be shorter n shorter each day. Have been really busy with life lately, think it's startin to take a toil on my lithe soul.

The emerge of iPhone has brings in extreme joy, superb entertainment, and of course another common thing for me and R to share in common :) Sweet.

Been getting much fewer winks in the past 2 weeks n it's makin me grouchy. *rOAr*

There r jus too many 'temptations' out there.

Everyday, I jus feel like having more time to complete more things at home. To get to finish my last Twilight novel: Breaking Dawn. I'm like stuck at the first page n this has never happen in my life before. Great books like this r always always devour of their every page, deeply absorb into the most inner of my complex emotional soul. But the iPhone has cause a stir in my whole internal n external body system.

I go work: starts watchin Taiwanese variety shows on my iPhone (I can to watch 31 different top Taiwan variety for e.g kang xi Lai le. Guess Guess Guess, Entertainment 100% n more)

At work: I refresh my tweet n facebook on a hourly basis.

In toilet, I start catchin on my e-books downloaded in my iPhone. (nt at wrk of course)

with friends: I tried to refresh my tweet, fb ,read online newspaper discreetly.

While jogging: listen to online variety show again.

The draw to use it is jus too strong, the attachment towards it jus grows stronger each day. It's like a very very trusty best friend that makes me feel half complete whenever I stop usin it. Brrr....tis is scary.but wat can I do, wat can I do.

Oh well, back to normal. Past week was great! I had TWO running session with R, I'm so proud of myself, i want my firm butt back so badly. (haha so nt shy)

Oh Yes. And I NEED SLEEP!! My eyes had been workin so much harder now and i seriously think my eyes r gettin smaller each day. NEED MORE SLEEP NEED MORE SLEEP.

If this goes on, im gonna have to change the theme for my wedding shoots to

"Life of a Drug Addict: Me"

XMAS CELEBRATIONS

2009-12-30T16:48:00.010+08:00

LOVE CHRISTMAS!

LOVE BABY R

I couldn't really remember when's the last time i really celebrated something with my church mates. We seem to have drifted apart in the year 08, 2009 was wayyy better. Really enjoyed spending time there, though there was no games, music, gift exchange, no bright xmas decorations, not even a sight of Xmas hats anyway. But warms the heart was the casual chit chat, the joy of seeing their kids running ard us, eating together like some kind of old school reunion.

This is probably the first time, an 'outing' was held without the 'key' people ard. At yet, i still say, the party was a blast.

Well, at times, we still manage to sneak in some fun by entertaining ourselves with cam-whoring.

Actually, i detest this pic coz my teeth looks awfully yellow. The rubber bands banded to my braces had turn yellow and its making me look like some sort of dirty fellow that dun brush her tootsie. Yucks. Im posting this pic here so as to serve a reminder to myself n others. Chio face and yellow teeth DO NOT MATCH, so everyone do remember to take care of ur teeth.

Anyway, i had the bands changed during my dentist appt 2 days ago, so my teeth are bright n white again now. YEAH!

Went to ViVocity Brotzeit to had a hearty Xmas dinner with R's friends. Pork Knuckles and German suasage are really juicylicious at Brotzeit. Poor R, gorged himself silly and then had to suffer the fate of a bursting doink doink tummy. We went to 2 dinner session that night, one to Brotzeit and then rush over a few doors down to meet my Family members for Xmas dinner again. Im so lucky to have both dinners being held at the same place. Coz i really didn't want to miss any of them. I miss my sister.

Xmas celebration with my ex-colleagues from Bio-essence. Listening to them narrate the latest happenings in my ex-office gotten me really nostalgic. Really miss them all, having work there was one of the best and yet worst thing that happen in my life.

Yeah, finally. A gathering with my Poly mates with 100% attendance. And Omigod, u know how much God loves me. He put both group of friends together for me once again. Both group celebration coincidentally falls on the same day at the same place. Love God so much. Muacks.

Anyway, i was really glad everyone could make it. Its really rare. Its so so hard to get everyone together. Played Taboo and eating potluck with them. I really can't to have my own place one day, so that we can a proper roof for such gathering.

And of course, my Xmas celebration with Secondary sch friends at Waraku.

Ok, im running short on time, meeting Joyce and Winnie like NOW. Here are the pics taken during my KL trip with Baby R.

Genting Skytrain

I wonder which restaurant was approved by the not-so strict Halal Body. Hmm.. Maybe this body they require their food to be prayed and meditate for even longer hours??

KL Train

These animals were spotted at the control station of i think every train station. Each station has a different animal. Find it so interesting.

Ok, i get it. U r a fan of Obama.

KL Times Square
I spent an awfully lotsa time on shopping. Therefore i must really credit Baby R for this. He is the best man. We shopped many many malls, and not even a word of complaint. Not forgetting, he happily fish out his wallet everytime something really really nice caught my eye.

We went to Sungei Wang Plaza, Times Square, Mid Valley Mega Mall and of course not forgetting Jalan Petaling. We even went to this new shopping mall which has a retail mix that is exactly the same like Singapore, forgot its name. Starts with P.

Anyway, R is the best companion. Though i complaint alot along the way there and when we were there, but strangely enough R seems to have in-built some sponge into his body or something. Every comment i made was suck in and just disberse out to dunno where.

TP ALumni Xmas Celebration 2009

KL here I come

2009-12-15T00:22:00.003+08:00

Met up with Alyssa for dinner,my goodness, I'm so glad to still have a friend like her. Someone that is more like me. Confusing? Haha.whatever. Think she will always be the only friend whom I can shared my love for dance related stuff and jpop/kpop.

Made my first invitation in asking her to be my bridesmaid aka as sister. Will be inviting the rest one after the other personally.

Excited!!

I'm going KL on Wednesday!! Now this is even more exciting, I may nt be going to the most exotic places but to be able to have a getaway with jus me and R is jus incredible. It's been almost a year since we had went for an overseas trip together.

A good shortaway with the man I love is the best remedy to shake off the PMS feeling I've been having recently.

Baby blurted out that KL is having sale!!! Omigod, Jessica u need to get a grip. Firstly, we shld help boost up the economy in OUR country not Others. And Only the necessary should be bought really, getting married soon, need to save up girl. And necessity means clothes, food and shelter. Shelter hmm... Im totally nt interested on staying there, no thank u. But clothes and food!! Necessity baby.

Ok. I'm gonna buy only the necessity. Lotsa lotsa necessity.

Braces part three

2009-12-11T09:37:00.002+08:00

Woo hoo~making my first blog entry using my IPhone. Yeah !!! Baby & I were part of the 1500 at paragon to welcome the birth of m1 iPhone. In fact, we were the fourth or fifth in the queue. It feels great to look back at the thousands that were queuing BEHIND us. "Haha suckers! Happy waiting" I was thinkin in my heart when baby and I stepped out of the bloody hot M1 store 20 mins after midnight.

Anyway I need to blog on my braces. Am still goin thru the phrase of gettin used to my ugly Betty look. Eating is now a not so tiresome affair, food still gets stuck but I'm kinda used to it already. It was kinda funny at first actually, it's like in every meal I felt that only 50 - 70% of the food truly gets in to my stomach coz the rest always gets to hide behind the many white walls. My food plays hide n seek with me 3 times a day. It is pretty convenient for busy executives that r on the go, coz the lack of brushin after ever meal will guarantee u a surprise treat later, jus stick ur tongue ard there, goreng a bit and there u r, the small morsel of teriyaki chicken which u have been leavin for tea break.

I was drinkin my mango smoothie with IQ balls after lunch yesterday and as I've already brush my teeth , I thot jus a rinse after my drink will do. Alas, I was enjoyin my Kway Chap dinner when I felt somethin hard n round inside my mouth. I spit it out and there, the bright red IQ ball stare back at me like it was a joke. Placing it gingerly between my upper n lower molar teeth, I crushed it nicely, ensuring that's the end of it.

Dun Force Me

2009-12-04T00:13:00.007+08:00

My guess is that half the Singaporeans here are guilty of the charge of smuggling snacks or drinks into the cinema at some point in life.

When i saw this Theatre Ban popping up on my msn homepage,my eyeballs roll up so high my colleagues probably thot im having an epilepsy or something.

Pot calling the kettle black eh.

IMHO, a movie theatre is for movies, just like a swimming pool is for swimming. In this era, where piracy is everywhere, where online downloads sites are being created by the minute, by the second every day. Instead of trying their best to encourage us movie-goers to continue be their die-hard fans. Instead of trying to make movie-going a more value-adding experience, a more enjoyable form of entertainment.

Cinema owners are killing it by wasting their time on stupid things like banning snacks in cinema, confiscating outside food & drinks.

Its like. HELLO~~ u screen ur movies, i watch what u screen, what the fuck u bother where my food & drinks comes from. U mean u rather i stay at home, rent a video of the latest blockbuster and drink myself drunk with all the NTUC bought Coke & Twisties.

Oh God. No wonder cinemas are not raking in big money these days.

Their effort in stopping piracy. Playing stupid cartoony videos that makes u sneer and laugh and than.put the message at the very back of your mind. In fact, i would purposely go home & download yet another movie just so to prove that i do not respond to such 'commands'

Ur popcorn set eventually cost even higher than ur movie tickets, and fuck, u realise ur movie ticket price is escalating year after year too. So while cinema owners are pushing the blame to piracy for causing a drop in profit due to lesser movie-goers. The high prices is everything is not exactly helping.

I would never understands how they justify their food & beverage prices. Other than 'GREED', there seem no other reasons. Yes. Convenience comes at a price. But shouldn't that be for people whom are too busy or too lazy to get their snacks from elsewhere, and therefore u r charging people for convenience. But if outside food & drinks are banned, so isn't that forcing hungry patrons to buy from u.

Oh yes, pasta at $5.90, not expensive u say, baked rice at $5.90 not expensive too. So, in ur bid to expand the food varieties on ur menu, we as patrons have to bear the overpowering smell of pasta and pizzas, and 'stingy' patrons like me will have to meditate and focus on what's in front of me in order to not be affected by the wavering smell and at the same time control my own tummy from protesting too loudly.

Fantastic movie experience eh.

I definately would stick to my stands on smuggling snacks when necessary. Oh God, why can't cinema be more retro and stick to their roots of selling kacang putih at $1 a packet.

My Mum

2009-12-01T22:56:00.004+08:00

Conversation with my mum

Mum: The whitening cream tester u pass me not bad.

Mum:.........

Mum: Go buy hor.

Me: Expensive leh.

Mum: Is it.......? Go buy ar, tester too small.

Me: I buy for u for Xmas.

Mum: Anything. So tml u buy ar?

Me: Xmas.

IM BaptiZEd

2009-11-29T19:37:00.009+08:00

Weee!!!

Baby & I bought the most important package in our life today!!

Our Taiwan wedding package. Can't wait to go Taiwan next year, it will not only be a bridal shoot, it will be a mini honeymoon too.

Our Choice

As there weren't much people, Baby & I were immediately surrounded by eager staff from different bridal studio. Thank God, we had already made our choice, so we wrestle through the smiling staff and go straight with my sister to the booth of our choice. BlueBay Dream Wedding.

Look at the many Freebies I gotten!!

Look at this hand gifts from Blue Bay, its super cute, hmm...wonder if we should have this as wedding favors. But it kinda resemble the typical boxes given by Hotels & Restaurants.I wan somethin even cuter.

We went to Mandarin Gallery to view my company's latest fashion label Y-3. Saw a super stylo-mylo black with red belt but R disagree in buying, haiz...

I gotten my first A/X top!!

Simply love love love Baby!! I love this top, it seem casual and yet formal enough to be worn to the office :)

LV. LV!!! The Brand that never fails to bring a smile on any average girl.

After 5 years of being in Christ. Im finally Baptized. Am really happy to go through this special moment with my fiance.

Never expected to see my sister, my ex-cell leader and 2 of my cell members to be there to support me!! My church is situated at Jurong West, and am really thankful to them for taking their time off and making the trip all the way down from Expo down here.

Im really happy to see my sister actually, i had not informed any other family members so it came as a surprise to really see her there. Can see that she is proud of me, and that makes me feel proud of myself too. Hiak Hiak.

Look At That. Look At That. My Big Macho Man. My own Greek 'God'.

Im able to bite small small pcs of meat liao lor. Weee~~~

Needs better memory

2009-11-28T12:59:00.007+08:00

I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone.I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone.I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone.I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone.I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone I wanna have an iPhone. I wanna have an iPhone.I wanna have an iPhone.Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry.Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry.Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry.Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry.Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry.Or maybe a Blackberry.Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry.Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry. Or maybe a Blackberry.

Baby R wants a iPhone becoz most of his friends own one and he likes the fact that it can store hundreds or thousands of games depending on your memory card capacity. But all members of the Kong family owns a blackberry now (excludin my papa mama). Having a blackberry means i get higher chance to grew closer with my siblings, to belong to the same um....BB clan.

I just want a phone that allows me to twit, to fb and to surf net anytime anywhere. I wanna be able to check out the latest movie screenings, check out the latest launch on my favourite blog shops, and of course, blog when i feel like blogging.Both phones can do that and though many other phones can do that too like Nokia, but...lets not confuse myself any further.

So. iPhone or Blackberry??

Hmm....

Baby has made reservation for M1's iphone, i am still procrastinating.

Hmm.....

The braces seems so much more comfortable now. I guess im weaning off the dental wax. No ulcers seen yet. Fingers kept cross.

Im such a lousy ass in time management.Totally forgotten about Ariel's bday celebration at Esplanade 6pm and had agreed to meet my family for dinner at 8pm.

I seriously suspect something wrong with my internal memory, it seems to be failing me very often nowadays.

Anyway. Its Mad Dash. Thank God for boyfriend. If not, i would never been able to make it to both in time.

But still, i felt really really bad for not being able to stayed longer. Yesterday was one of the rare occasions where almost everyone could make it. I wanted so much to stayed behind and catch up with all of them, plan for our Xmas celebration with all of them or at the very least cut the birthday cake with Ariel.

But. Family comes first. Sorry Girlfriend.

With the Birthday Girl.
My braces is barely seen, YiPPee!!!

Had Taiwan porridge at Goodwood Park Hotel with family straight after.
I can't believe people are paying good money to eat THIS at a hotel!!!

But the tasty dishes that comes after shut my mouth straight.
Though i couldn't chew on solid stuff yet, but the sambal kangkong & chilled beancurd with Japanese miso sauce and pork floss was enough to keep me a really Happy Girl.

Ok need to stop blogging now, Baby's is throwing silly tantrums and saying he feel 'Kong Xu' now.

TEE KEE Gal

2009-11-27T14:06:00.005+08:00

IN TEE KEE mode now. Its pretty difficult to smile much right now. Lips get dried up every 5 minutes, have to drink much more water now.

Blessing in disguise? Perhaps.

Am working doubly hard in cutting up my food into smaller pieces, getting used to fellow colleagues giving me a ' u r paranoid' look.

Well, i guess people ard me may think its too 'kua zhang', but i really dun give a damn. Coz smaller pieces means no pressure on my teeth AND most importantly food gets rinse off easier after my meals. AND AND my food gets digested easier, so without the need to survivive on pathetic porridge, i get to eat oily, greasy good food like Hokkien Mee and Char Kway Teow and lose a few pounds along the way.

My sister just commented that i look thinner already. Good Signs man.

Before all this happens

Kinda missed my ole smile.....

Though smiling is difficult, its not stopping me from cam whoring, u can hardly see them coz i opt for the ceramics kind.

In TEE KEE mode

Happy Tee Kee Gal!!

Trying to be Sex Kee

My Best Attempt in being Tee Cute

The Best Attempt in being Tee Disgusting

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Bye Bye Teeth

2009-11-18T20:06:00.004+08:00

Manage to catch up with an old friend over FB a few days ago.
Has it been 9 years? Time passes so fast.

Feel sad for you that your 4 years of relationship seems to have finally sing its swan song. 4 years seem to be the maximum period before people decide u its now & forever or its time to say goodbye.

If a girl is feeling insecure, alarm bells should start ringing.

We feel insecure when our partner doesn't have a vision. A plan. It doesn't matter whether his career brings him a million bucks or simply just peanuts. What's important is we wanna see VISION in your mind.

We feel insecure when you rather spent time with friends than with us. We girls think long-term. If u can't be here today, we dun believe you would be there for us in future when we face stress in work, YOUR kids and household matters.

And im glad & proud to say, ive been with my guy for almost 4 years now, and he gives me the highest level of security than no other agent could offer and of course that explains why the diamond's ring on my finger :)

Friends out there, dun immed blame your partner for being materialistic or slutty coz he/she has a change of heart. But rather, ask yourself how much security you have giveb them towards the relationship.

R and i didn't really do much over the past 2 weekends, we simply chill by ourselves at his place or mine, but the word 'bored' was never personal. I like weekends like this doing nothing and simply enjoying each other's company. Perhaps its an age thingy, im getting old. Ha Ha.

Had 2 new colleagues in this month. Sweet young things. At the age of 20 & 21, they are simply over-enthu in every single thing, always Ooo and Aahh at all the small things. Another Hello Kitty fanatic, with Kitty stuff everywhere, pasting polaroid pics of their past weekend clubbing all over their cubicle. Maybe its the gap between Y Generation and the Millennium babies(Or am i suppose to be X-Generation). Heck, cannot be bothered. But around them, i felt old. Haha. Even my haha doesn't sounds as energetic as their loud chirpy HA~Ha~HA~Ha~HA~Ha~

Christmas coming, not much parties ahead for me, good on the pockets, yeah!!!

Tomorrow's the day for BRACES!!!

IM EXCITED!!!

Its gonna be another 2-3 days of liquid food/minced food days. Whoopee!!!

Watched <2012> and . Both are great shows, and now i can't waiting to for more good shows to be out. December is the time when lotsa blockbusters are out. Oh Goody~~

i Bo Gay liao

2009-11-12T19:15:00.005+08:00

Day 2 of placing Molar Bands.

Haha i skip blogging my subsequent days of having separators as life gets better day by day. Baby was right, you will get used to the 'food stuck in between teeth' feeling. And by the 4th & 5th day i'm able to chew on noodles already, but of course, can only chew slowly.

Went back to Lee & Ong Dental to have the separators removed,not painful at all, they used a sharp pointed thingy, poke and pop goes the baby blue separator. Gonna miss those little stuff, find them quite cool actually. BABY BLUE LEH~~

So i had 2 tooth extracted, and i'm officially BO GAY liao~~ My toothy smile seems a bit lopsided right now as there is a black hole staring back at you. Maybe i will post pictures, maybe i won't.

Im getting worried now, will i really not be able to smile naturally for my wedding photo shoot?? My colleagues are warning me that after placing the brackets on my teeth next, im gonna have to force my smile from now on.

ARGH~~~ NO NO NO~~~~

Felt like making a last attempt at taking Makeover pictures with Baby, coz from now till 23 Nov will be the last few days of possessing this set of teeth that has been with me throughout my prime. But Baby and I so busy right now...hmm....

COUNTING DOWN 11 days

I think i may actually lose a few pounds in the next few months to come, if the uncomfortable feeling is gonna persists. Lunch was painfully slow today. I had clam chowder for dinner yesterday & soya beancurd for Breakfast today, so the test finally comes during lunch. Had Fish mee sua but the 4 sets of Metal molar band in my mouth is making it very very hard for me to swallow my food.

Haiz...

Oh, Finally managed to watch the Korean flick 'My girlfriend is an agent' with June, wah i thought Singaporeans should have been sick of Korean shows by now but NO. Yesterday was a weekday but yet the theatre was full!! Completely FULL CAPACITY!! And my theatre was the big one somemore. But anyway, that show was AWESOME~~

Urge all u man & ladies out there to go catch this movie, its super funny, incredulous funny, fantastic show to watch when u r feeling bored, work stress, going thru break-up, or just wanna have some entertainment there. Its good. Thumbs up.

I fucking love the part, where the lead male actor thrust his head into the Russia girl's boobies and his fiesty girlfriend walks in. its like HOO~HOO~

Haha.

Went Dragonfly with Sephy & June on Tuesday,(i can't believe in the span of two months i had actually went there so often, its breaking my very own Heineken Book of Records) surprisingly, its not as boring as i had expected it to be. Think my tolerance for beer is getting better, hahahahaha. I like their Dragonfly's performances actually, like the dancers, the singers, the old chinese love songs they played and of course i like the fact that my FIANCE is waiting outside to send me home though its late already and the next day is a working day.

LOVE YOU TO BITS BABY~~

Day 3

2009-11-04T22:48:00.005+08:00

Day 3 of having separators.

Woke up to running nose and aching teeth which is giving me slight headache. Took 1 day mc today.

Surprisingly, both subside by afternoon. Think Baby is right, one can really get used to having separator in your mouth. I dun really feel they r inside my mouth anymore.

I learn something new today, haha. hope this will really work when i gotten my braces.
Ive been worrying about my future inability to eat other food apart from porridge and rice gruel.

And all i need is

SCISSORS!!

I have so far tried it on instant noodles, and hokkien mee. And with just some furious snipping, i get to enjoy my favourite food while not using any teeth.

I AM SO HAPPY!!

Can't say the same for Baby though, think he maybe looking forward to me having to eat porridge and reducing my food intake so that i can be a slimmer bride.
HaHa, actually thats what I was looking forward to lar, nt him. HaHa. But...
cannot lar. A hungry women makes me an angry women.

Invisalign.Invisble kindness

2009-11-03T16:41:00.004+08:00

Day 2 of having separators.

I can feel the tension inside, the feeling of food stuck in between your teeth and you can take it out. I don’t know if this feeling will ever go away. This separator is gonna be in there for a week. After which more things are gonna be in there I guess.

My colleagues recommended me Invisalign, which is a clear aligner that is removable at any point of time. It is a small clear film that wraps up your teeth and works like braces and straighten teeth in just 1 year! So I can simply remove it and go take my wedding photos, take finish already than just pop it back into my mouth.  It’s applicable only for those whom has small to moderate crowding (that’s me!).

But alas, the price and availability is a major major boo boo.

A check on the net shows that it cost approx 10K, and is available at selected dental clinic whom has certied and trained orthodontist in Invisalign to do it for you. Dr Lee’s name is not in the list and to spent 10K on my moderate teeth is simply suicide to my pockets.

Its getting harder to give people big smiles right now with the blue separators in me, oh gosh, what’s a friendly gal like me gotta do, now that I’m slowly being deprived of my means to smile. Heh~~

With all the stories that I’ve heard about Ugly Singaporeans, I think it’s time I share my two cents about this. But I shall call it the Ugly Human Behaviour. Because since I didn’t get to see the pink I/C of the inconsiderate people I’ve met, it’s totally unfair to simply mark them as Ugly Singaporeans just because they look like Singaporean.

UGLY HUMAN BEHAVIOUR

A simple kindness act like pressing the lift door open for people, pushing out glass doors bigger to allow people walking close behind me to enter, standing on the left hand side while taking the escalators, giving up seats to old folks and pregnant ladies but overtime, these are small acts that I’ve no qualms in doing.

But on many occasions, I’ve seen that such small kindness extended to people is not being appreciated. How many of us have come across the following scenarios;

1) Press Lift door open for other people. RESULT: People just stroll in slowly, with no words of thanks. Some even gave you a hard stare that tells u ‘You Are Lucky You Do Not DARE to Close the door on Me.” Of course, there are the minority that gave u truly appreciative smile and perhaps shy thanks. BUT as I said, those are the minority.

2) Pushing out glass door bigger to allow people walking close behind to enter. RESULT: These rudees simply do not slow down in their pace and end up knocking into your back and giving you a loud ‘tsk’ as if its your fault for taking that 0.1 second more to push that door bigger.

3) Stand on left hand side of escalators. So far no problem. THANK GOD.

4) Giving up seats to old folks and pregnant ladies. RESULT: I’ve so far been rejected by old folks more than 4 times for giving up seats to them. Some were nice and signal to me there are alighting soon but most just wave me away and stare blankly in front of them. As for pregnant ladies, they took your offered seat without a word of thanks and not even a look in your eye. But thank God, these are the minority. Majority of them still gave thanks.

5) Even the dethrone queen Ris Low feels that credit card fraud is no biggie. I have no comments on her spoken lanuguage coz i think that is no biggie compare to her lack of remorse over the crime she committed. We read in news about how people commented that she needs to be forgiven, humans do err. But hey, an error is an error, if someone that commits a crime and still happily go join Miss Singapore World, than i can also go Ang Mo Kio rob 20 old man lor. If i no get caught, heng lar, if get caught than i will say im really really depressed, humans do err.....
For a person that shows a clear lack of remorse, they shouldn't be let off that easily.

Im sure many others has their share of facing Ugly Human Behaviour but still these are the people that makes our good behaviour stand out. Haha, sometimes i think my blog is really boring, but hey it makes other people's blog stands out isn't it. Haha.

UGLY PEOPLE MAKES ME LOOK PRETTY. Though i may look uglier with braces in the new future, but removing it after 2 yrs will definately makes my original plain look seem prettier in comparison.

YEAH~~

Smile please

2009-11-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

Teeth feeling uncomfortable rite now, but looking at the blue separator inside gives me a good feeling. 23 months wait, oh gosh, i hope it shall quickly pass.

Im gonna be a ceramic smile bride. Never ever thought that my procrastination in putting on braces since young due to my vanity has resulted in becoming a ceramic smile bride. But its ok, im just gonna face the mirror and repeat 100 times to myself saying 'its okay' and im sure its gonna be really ok. In fact, with the assurance from Mr R, im already feeling much much better.

My tooth extraction at Lee & Ong dental is simply amazing. If anyone has fear of extracting tooth, they should really come here, my extraction was totally painless, and my tooth was out in 30 SECONDS!!! Just 30 SECONDS. My previous exp many years back was pretty frightful. The big big silver 'kelp', how the dentist fist nearly go all the way into my mouth, the twist and turn, the awful slow crack, just thinking back gives me the goosebumps.

Dr Victor Lee was really nice & give clear review on my teeth & jaw conditions, even the nurses here are friendly and helpful.

Not only that, Boy was i lucky. Dr Lee extracted the tooth that happens to be on the verge of decay, so its super heng for me, if i had procrastinated further, im definately gonna suffer from the cold sharp pain from the decay tooth. Seeing my decay tooth simply reinforce my decision to place braces.

Braces gonna not only straighten my teeth, giving me a smaller gentle smile, it also tags along better dental benefit. You get to brush all sides of your teeth better, as even a slight overlapping of your teeth can result in plague hidding in small corners and before u know it, decay sets in.

Highly recommended place.

Celebrated my Halloween at Night Safari and Chijmes, though the rain spoils much fun, but the rain stops at 8pm, so it was just right, as my Halloween Tram ride was at 9pm :)

All the Night Safari staff dressed up in different costumes, but it was still a tad disappointing as the Fear factor is enough to scare off just kids. I grew up too fast man...haiz...

But im still glad i get to have a much much closer look at the animals in Night Safari, i dun mind going there again in future as the animals are all so cute~~.
The previous time i was there, i took the walking trail, but taking the tram ride is really worth it, its not as tiring and u get to be like 2 metres away from the animals.

Watched Fulham vs Liverpool at Chijmes after that, haha, it was simply a joker match. But perhaps my enjoyment in watching them being a joker with all the red cards, the tactless replacement keeps me entertained throughout the match.
When it comes to Man U Vs Blackburn, the obvious end result makes me start yawning, and we left during half-time.

Hmm...i do like soccer, love the tension-filled atmosphere. Can't wait to watch soccer with friends and Baby R again.

Wedding Bells r ringing Pt 2

2009-10-29T10:26:00.003+08:00

Yes, Im getting married soon. Yes, Im official engaged. Yes. The wedding should be end of next year.
Ive been replying to many people asking the same question, over Facebook, over MSN, text msgs. But I’ve to repeat my answers a hundred times, even a thousand times.

I DON”T MIND AT ALL.

Simply because, It’s an answer I’ve been waiting to tell people, and to receive their well-wishes is 10 times, 100times more shiok than receiving a birthday wish on your birthday.

Baby so sweet lar, brought me to Raffles Marina Club for our engagement dinner on Sunday. It was super romantic can, we were brought into this room about the size of my bedroom, and we could dine while watching the sunset, just the two of us.

The dinner had a hefty price tag, but the memory and impact it had on me was simply priceless.

Since that memorable day, 512 roses had accompanied me to sleep everyday, felt like a Flower Maiden for the past few days. We had place them nicely in a big plastic case and we care for them tenderly everyday by placing ice-cubes and water. But alas, yesterday someone of them still died. I had no choice but to let R packed them up and throw them away as they are starting to give off a strong dead leaves odour. Feel sad to see them go…they are only treasured and pretty in their full bloom, but without the TLC , without the fresh water, they will still die.

Moral of story: I NEED TO DRINK MORE WATER.

Im definitely growing fat these days, if it’s not shown on my body, its showing on my fingers. My ring has suddenly become pretty tight, and it hurts a lot whenever I tried to remove it during my bath and before I sleep. It was just right previously, perhaps it’s the timing and the weather that is causing contraction and expansion/

Boo~Hoo~Hoo~ Need to leave it over at LHJ for re-sizing, gonna miss it when its gone.

Anyway, I was extremely disappointed la with the service of Lee Hwa Jewellery Diamond Promenade at Orchard ION. I went in to ask for a re-size from 7.5 to 8, and the staff told me there’s no difference. Told Me that they do not have rings that are of size 8 or 8.5, ask me which finger do I use to wear my solitare, after I told her it was my engagement ring and she still laugh and tell me , oh she do not know what ring people wear for wedding. (*ROLL EYES) oh my goodness, if she doesn’t know, why bother working in a Jewellery boutique.

Keep telling me change of size need to pay money, though I repeated twice to her im aware of the charges, she just keeps repeating it like a parrot. Super irritating.

Anyway, end up, another colleague that came over to help also told me also they do not have ring size 8 or 8.5 for me to try, and keep asking me to simply resize it to size 8.5 to be on the safe side. Its only after i insisted that I should try the sizes to have a good gauge on my correct sizing, than they bring out from their storeroom, a WHOLE BUNDLE of plain rings that has all the sizes. WHAT THE HELL WAS WRONG WITH THEM. There was no other customers in the store at that moment, do they have to be that poor in servicing.

I just don’t get it, so is it a communication problem, or are they just too lazy to bring out the sizes for me to try.

Wedding Bells r Ringing

2009-10-25T01:13:00.001+08:00

I do!

More pics ahead, going recee for suitable wedding venue tomorrow. Nitez.

Moving Back~~

2009-10-18T00:54:00.005+08:00

So Tired~~~ Finally its almost over.

Im back in Tampines. Back to my Home.I can finally meet-up more often with friends from the East.

Finally get to see my new room. Purple & Pink. Sweet.

Well, the most tiring part of moving hse is definately not the physical but the emotional.
I had to 'sacrifice' so many clothes so as to squeeze all my posession into a slim tiny wardrobe. Though i do agree, lesser wardrobe makes my room more spacious and neat, but seeing so many clothes gone is almost always heartbreaking.

Packing these clothes brings me to one important lesson ive learnt.

Marriage is not just between 2 people.

Its not even just between 2 family.

Marriage is the union of 2 people + 20 bags of clothes + 10 bags of personal posession.

Getting married is a dream. Getting Married to Bert is waking up and realizing that the dream has turn into a reality. But getting Married without new wardrobe ready for the bride is waking up from a dream and realizing that you are still in the nightmare!!!

I can't imagine having to ever share a wardrobe with anyone. Its like an abuse to Women's right.

Hmm...think my proposal would one day end up like this.

Bert: Can i have the honour of waking up and getting to see your lovely face every morning every single day till the day i age and get my CPF??

Me: Would you be giving me a big wardrobe?

Bert: You can take all of me, in exchange of all of you.

Me: ........

Bert: Would you marry me?

Me: Would you provide me with a BIG WARDROBE, let's say a personal walk-in one with a full-length mirror attached?

Bert: I can't give one to you now, but once we have our own flat, you can have all the wardrobe u want.

Me: Well..say only, no guarantee leh...

Bert:...........

Me: Well, no risk no gain. Ok i marry you. but u must promise to love me and to love the credit card bills i'll help to chalk, and my 20 bags of clothes k. Promise to multiply my bags of clothes like the stars in the sky and.......

Bert:.... (whip out phone)

Bert: Hello. XXXX Jewellery?? Is the diamond ring refundable??

---THE END----
Hahaha, No lar, won't happen one lar. BABY I LOVE YOU.
Anyway, my mood is getting low these days, my skin is looking super irritated right now, developing lotsa bumps that looks like millia seeds all over my forehead & T-zone. Shucks. Think its the dust from all these shifting & moving. Haiz...gotta wait and monitor liao lor, no choice.

To P,
I'm disappointed. What am i in your eyes? Who am i in your eyes?

Thank you for teaching me this lesson in life.

Birthday wishes actually meant alot to people. Even if its just a simple text 'Happy Birthday' it tells u u r REMEMBERED and of course, double-edge sword it is too, it tells me whom have forgotten totally about me. Thanks for letting me see this. I have ever since learnt to sent more birthday wishes to people ard me.

What you give is not necessarily what you get. Yup. understood.

Contact me when you r free, when u r who u wanna be (if u still rem me), as always, Jessica will always be there for u, even if the world has forsaken you, she will still be there for u. Yup. What to do...Bimbo mah...

Perhaps this post won't even be read, haha, who read this blog anyway. Hahaha. Its gets so boring, i seldom even post entries much these days.

Alexander McQueen Plato Atlantis

2009-10-15T11:58:00.005+08:00

ALEXANDER MCQUEEN PLATO ATLANTIS

Saw these pics online at http://www.msn.com/

My goodness, its painful just watching these models walk. My heart goes out for them.

*Shudder*~~

What goes on Alexander McQueen mind when he create these horrible life-threatening heels.

Perhaps he is trying to re-create the pain that Mermaid Ariel goes through when her legs are transformed, if thats the case. Good Job! I can really illusion the great pain right now. Ouch.

This definately define the terms 'killer heels'

A visit to the dentist

2009-10-08T00:44:00.005+08:00

I went to visit an orthodontist on Monday. Yup, finally made that move, that small yet big move into getting myself that perfect smile.

Grinz*

Dental clinic are looking much cooler these days, mine looks like a spa.

Though i didn't had a good first impression with the nurses, but the overall experience after that was not bad. Dr Victor Lee explained to me that they will be doing a study of my teeth before starting on anything.

A plasticine thingy was cramp into my upper and lower set of teeth to get the mould of my oriiginal teeth. Afterwhich, the nurse actually took out a digicam to take close-up shots of the inner sides of my teeth. Think she used a DSLR actually, how cool is that!!

I had a X-ray of my entire set of teeth and my skull, i took a quick look on the computer screen and i was like 'WAH' my jaw look hideous. My goodness, i can't to see my new teeth already.

Past and Present

2009-10-07T01:10:00.007+08:00

I finally login to my old and almost forgotten Friendster account, in fact the last time i login was during Valentine Day. I love looking at past pics of myself with friends and with my Baby. Those sweet memories....

Though i didn't notice much difference in my appearance, but it seems my pics tell otherwise. Hmm...i did kinda change a little i guess. Its quite funny to see myself losing weight, gaining weight than losing weight again. haha the stage that all female went through.

2007
Baby's slimmer days. (haha~)

2008 Chinese New Year, My Slimmer days

2009 Chinese New Year

Today, Look how fat my cheeks is right now. Grrr....

Aigner Fashion Show

2009-10-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

Pics taken at Aigner Fashion show in Paragon.

The whole feel is really different from the ones ive seen at my company ones, there is so much more that i saw i can improve on for future events.

Unforgettable Weekend

2009-10-05T23:58:00.011+08:00

Gettin too lazy to blog nowadays, lacking motivation. But sometimes its the fact that there are too many things i wanna blog abt that makes me feel lazy to start the entry.

Lotsa Lotsa pics to share.

Went to the F1 concert 2 weeks back with friends, my goodness, Beyonce is amazing, her body, her moves, her voice, its really worth the hour long wait.

Well, i started my F1 weekend with a limousine ride around town with my friends, frankly speaking, its actually pretty narrow inside, i can't imagine how the celebrities, top models can actually stand, squeezing their long legs into this limousine. Perhaps other models are more spacious?? I dunno, but i would think so, but still, its really cool to be inside one. And the best part is to watch the passer-by, the drivers of mercedes, BMW, all throwing us envy glances. We are like stars, whenever we stop at a traffic light,some passer-by would even stop and take pictures of our limousine. Its super shiok really.

I wanna get married in a limousine too~~ Haha.Thank i can fit in all my jie mei and brothers and have a great bonding session while travelling from my place to my darling place. Haha.

After which, a sumptuous buffet dinner at Shangri-La, The Link awaits us. Priced at $88 per pax, the spread was amazing and the wonderful company truly help make the dinner a unforgettable one. I love the company more than the food actually, but the food was delightful,if not becoz Baby is down by flum im sure he would had endless of his favourite oysters and sashimi. There are prawn mee, laksa,wanton mee, roast meat rice (haha yes, if u wan u can have endless of char siew),sashimi, pasta, veggies, dim sum, chocolate fondue, prawns, mussels, sushi, and not forgetting CREME BULEE~~~ it takes a lot of my determination to hold back myself from touching those tantalizing dessert.

AND FINALLY MY PICS taken at F1 concert

There r more pics but my eyes r closing already, gonna continue upload more tml.

Yawn.

2009-09-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

Waiting for Baby to reach home...

Yawn....

Post random pics ba, so bored.

Haha, simply too bored & sleepy liao. I've been using eye mask consecutively for three days already, the box say can use everyday, so im trying to see if there's any improvement. Old liao, face & body cui easily....haiz...

BRACES

2009-09-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

Missing my Baby right now~~

He is still working in office right now, OMG can u believe it! Its close to midnight already but he is still slogging his guts out for the company that look high upon him. Too high man. High until
most work shit or no shit ends up on his shoulders.

Poor Baby. So worried for him. I OT at least i can take cab home, but Baby still have to ride bike home in the lonesome dark cold night all the way from TUAS. TUAS leh. Haiz...pray for his smooth journey home every day.

Anyway, ironically I am back home early for the past few days.

Ok lar, not really early early like 5 or 6pm, but im home by 9plus, so glad i made it back in time to catch the HKG drama "Heart of Greed", though i have seen it before, i just feel like watching it again and again coz its really a good show.

Bought lotsa stuff from Compass point, think i must have look like a heartland auntie, with a black or-pin on my hair, my ta-bao dinner plastic bag and cold storage bags in my hands. Luckily i am one that heck care about my appearances most of the time.

Checked out prices for braces from 2 dental surgeon on prices. My heart almost drop out of my big gapping jaw when i heard the price.

The prestige looking clinic charges from 4,000 onwards!!! I braced my heart and ask the price from this dingy looking dental clinic which is situated at the corner of the MRT station. The dentist that answered my qns was so polite and sweet looking, i like!! Anyway, ya the price. It cost from 3,800 onwards!!

My goodness.

I had just finish paying up my degree sch bills, and i really dun wanna let myself get stuck in another long instalment again, somemore church building fund coming.

God, is this ur way of asking me to withdraw the thought of putting braces?

But my lower jaw teeth seems to protrude out day after day, maybe its not that bad. But i certainly do not wish to look like this on my wedding day. And i really really wanna get married by end 2010, the whole world is waiting for it to happen, just like me.

I have the problem of a pouting lip since the day i start looking in the mirror, i used to think its my bugs bunny front teeth that is giving the problem, but as the years go by, i realise my front teeth gives me my nice smile but its my lower teeth that is making my lower lip give a natural pout look that makes me look kiddish and blur and lost and confused and whatsover thing that pops in ur mind when u look at me.

The though of having to save & pay up $4,000 dollars was so depressing that i bought economic rice for dinner. Cause its the cheapest i can find in the food court. But when i look down on the many plastic bags in my hand and the amount of money ive spent, my heart just sinks lower.

JESSICA~~ Is this a need or a want?? Get it clear please!!!

2009-09-22T23:52:00.010+08:00

Been a busy week, though its a long weekend, it passes so fast. This entry gonna cover quite a number of food.

So much things have happen, and i had no choice but to squeeze everythin in one entry.

Been to Orchard Central, nothin much there but i found the most delicious and gorgeous looking fruit flan. Its every penny worth of your money, i wun mind going there again as its as tasty as it looks.

I had their mango fruit flan, the fresh cold light cream combine with light-sweet mango gives a refreshing taste that sweetens your taste bud but doesn't leaves you with an icky sinful creamy taste.

A full fruit tart cost $78 and above, but you can order just 1 slice at just $7.80.
The restaurant doesn't allow photo-taking, pics credit to anncoo.blogspot.com

The fruit flan really looks like this in real life, these are real, not fake plastic, enhanced image samples, they are REAL!!

Pics with thanks to anncoo's hobby

Went Cineleisure to watch Coco Chanel. Hee..first time had such a combination, i watched it together with my friends, colleague and boyfriend.Quite a good show i mus say, Afterwhich We went East Coast for to fill up our tummy, and the most important thing i mus mention.

I ordered the most regretful bowl of

BAK KUT TEH!!!

I paid $5 farking dollars and the uncle gave me a teeny bowl that is the size of a rice bowl. I place my tissue paper beside it, so that you can see it for urself.

Ridiculous man...After taking the miserable bak kut away, the soup remaining is probably slightly more than 5 spoonful.

BLAH**

Went AH Yat Seafood restaurant at Shaw Tower with Baby & his friends yet again!! Think this is the second time we are there in less than 2 months.

Its really a bargain, u get a wholesome lot of seafood to eat at incredible prices, all seafood items are at 40% off. Didn't took lotsa photos as its pretty embarrasing to take so much pics while they r eating, heheh.

Lastly, the day ive been waiting for. My first event held in ION Orchard. The second event was in Taka. Though the caterer gotten into some small problems with their beef & drinks breakage everything was pretty smooth. Yeah. Check out my pretty models for my Taka event. I learnt quite a lot i must say,i'm still learning, still trying to digest the truth & reality of life.

People dun care how much u know or how much u have done, they just wanna see results & they just wanna see what U have done being credit to people they like. As a human living in this miserable world, i just have to take it. The world is not perfect, its full of shallow people, i just have to tell myself whether i wanna be like them or pretend that i am like them.

I dyed my own hair, its fun & really easy. I bought the new Liese BuBble Hair Colour. Wun say if i did a good job, but basically miao & june has seen it and no bad comments from them mus have mean its good, coz they usually do not hesitate to tell me the truth.

My Choice

30 mins....

Ta-Da!

Notice my new hair now, i gotten a new hair cut at Orchard Central, and i simply love this new look. Now i just gotta be more dilligent in taking care of my locks. You gotta really see me in person to see the difference.

Boyfriend, Friends, what r ya waiting for, Dial now!!!

Fashion Show

2009-09-12T10:31:00.003+08:00

Friday nite was incredible.

First time attended a big show by my company. MaxMara Fall/Winter 2009/10 Fashion preview Its my first time to be involved in a full fashion show and everything about it simply fascinates me.

I simply love the set-up, super professional lor, the theme was to simulate the streets of Paris, and i truly think it looks marvellous.

18 models strut 54 outfits down the walkway in 20 minutes, and the fact that we had full attendance helps make the show a success too. So envy lar, while i was at the reception, i saw how all the well-heeled customers carrys only the latest branded bags, and their Hermes, Chanel, Limited edition LV are jus so beautiful, its jus amazing.

So much preparations, so much time, so much money was spent for the sake of this 1 hour show. Its like how dance was like, behind every performance lies many months of hardship practice.

Went to Wisma Indochine to have my dinner and chill with R and my colleagues, didn't really appreciate the live band, as the speakers was blaring so loud into my ears, my throat was sore after my dinner as i had to shout throughout every conversation.

A pity Miao not here lar, so so sorry for her. If you r reading this entry, Miao sorry, really sorry leh have to let u work so hard for me and yet have to wait ard for me for so long. Thank you Thank you. Love u lar, Muacks~

Mus have ate too many macarons last nite, coz i think it adds up why my throat is so sore rite now.

Will upload a few more photos of the models once i gotten them from my colleague.

Cloudy Day

2009-09-10T21:04:00.003+08:00

Haiz.....

HAIZ~~~~

Didn't get to watch CoCo before Chanel lar~~

FULL HSE!! WaH~~ This show has been screening for more than 2 weeks liao ba, and yet its still full hse on a weekday. WAH~~~

We didn't want to make online booking beforehand as online booking is more expensive and we can't enjoy credit card discount. There are 6 of us watching, so its really good savings if we pay using Baby's UOB card.

Such a pity.

We gonna watch it this coming Sunday instead. Will be meeting Miao & June after my church service, hope the guys can make it, or else Baby confirm wun feel like coming one. My colleague may be joining us too, hee i'm so happy, coz it seems to prove one thing. Positivity do attracts people to wanna be with you.

So glad that i'm not alone.So glad for having loved ones. So glad for having friends.

Things happen in office today, which kinda puts me in a low mood. I have not been putting down my best, i've been placing assumptions into my work again, assumption without confirmation is a really really bad habit. Mus kick it far far away.

But i'm thankful for this talk, cause it makes my directions in work much clearer again. I gotta start reminding myself everyday. I AM NOT A JUNIOR EXECUTIVE.

I have been bounded by this transaparent cloud that restricts me in my actions, as i keeping thinking i gotta report my actions to someone, i gotta wait for instructions, i gotta clear away this cloud and tell myself. I have to start acting like an eagle so that people will look at me as an eagle.

Getai

2009-09-08T23:17:00.003+08:00

The good days are coming.

With lotsa lotsa help from my manager, my reports and my CRM is finally on track. Though there are still several knotty issues pending solutions, but things are definately looking good.

Even my working hours are slowly resuming to normal hours. I have been able to knock off before 9pm almost everyday now. :)

No more supper, yeah~~

Watched 2 Getais in the past few days, haha,its Singapore Culture, mus support support. The first getai at Ang Mo Kio Ave 3 really sucks, no young singers, no funny jokes, no upbeat songs, its all old old songs that sound like they were churn right out of a Buddhist tape. :(

But the second one was simply fantastic. It was held at Bedok North St 3, beside Upper Changi Hospital. Li PeiFen was the emcee, and with this little dynamite on stage, standing for 2hours straight was totally worth it.

If not for my low blood count which causes me to have dizzy spells, i would have stayed till midnight. (Lucky i didn't, coz poor Baby will have to suffer with me)

My complexion is really not looking good these days, i can feel it while applying make-up. Need to really rest more and drink more water. But talk is cheap, its realy hard to actually stop for a drink or to even pee, when u have so much things urgent on-hand.

Gonna be watching CoCo before Chanel with June & Miao and our boyfriends tml, its gonna be a triple date. Weee~~Can't wait. (legs kicking wildly in air)

Shopping Shopping

2009-09-05T23:46:00.008+08:00

Had a great day today!! Went shopping at JB City Plaza again. Bought lotsa stuff, and at fantastic prices too. Bought new pair of white jeans and top from Sub-zero, Tampines mall had this brand too. And due to the 70% off (unbelievable discount!!) My purchases cost under $40!!!

Went to Etude House and replenish my foam cleanser, i bought the Bubble O2 Cleanser at just RM39.90 (same bottle in SG cost S$39.90!)Thought i could finally buy their Eye Patch mask but too bad, its OOS.

Had a shiok-bulous~ sports massage at Thai Odyssey with Baby R, the massage is soo good, im gonna go back there next month man. I top up my snacks, so excited, more food for my OT days. YEAH~~

My sister bought me a new dress during her holiday trip in HKG, didn't expect her to have such Ah Lian taste. Translucent Leopard print top with Neon green inner top. It screams attention alright. I'm thinking....my sis probably also has some hidden ah lianess in her.
Hiak Hiak.

Went shopping with Alyssa at Takashimaya and came across Aldo's Fall winter mini fashion show. The models r so amazing! Not that their looks are amazing, but their feet are amazing. Every Aldo heels that were showcase must have been about 10inches tall. Aldo $20 voucher was distributed to all viewers, but useless to me, i'll probably fall n kill myself halfway out of my OWN doorstep in their heels.

Wondering why there are no pics of aLDO hEELS? Of course there aren't. I'm not interested in looking at feet, i believe u aren't too. Anyway, from the pics, my comments are, the clothes are really very forgettable. None of the dresses on the model has trigger even a tinge of desire in me. For the 10 inch shoes, oh God, i'm really not interested to die in a final destination inspired freak accident while rushing to work in those heels.

On a lighter note, thanks to Alyssa, i gotten a new juicylicious green apple hand cream & a Chomel clutch bag!! Can't wait to use it soon, but no dinners or night dates recently, so no choice, the bag will have to take a backseat to my Burberry. :D

I'm on a mission right now actually, on a mission to stop my father from abusing his ever-growing tummy. My sis had bought delicious wife pastry for us from her HKG trip and for his health sake, i gotta do something quick, to stop him from gobbling the whole box at a go. Should i hide the pastries in my room? Kitchen cabinet? Microwave? Underneath sofa? Hmmm......

Chill Out

2009-09-02T23:24:00.003+08:00

Waiting for colleague while typing this blog entry right now, its close to midnight and i'm still in office. Just finish my work. WAHAHAHA~~

Enjoyed blasting old-time favourite songs earlier, wahahaha.

Dine out at East Coast Waraku with Baby R last night. We did the unthinkable after that.

Chill out in town after dinner, chilling out on a tuesday night, wahaha, HOW COOL IS THAT!!

We went Dempsey Road initially at around 11am, walk ard like kuku bird, after 10mins or so, we were finally convince there isn't any good clubs/pubs that r still operating. Can't go down to clarke quay as i hadn't my IC with me, so could only pop into those that dun check identity.

Luckily my kuku brain suddenly remember a place, and there i go, bringing him to Hard Rock Cafe. Its a nice cool place, with the right company, you can actually have a jolly good time there alright.

Well, hmm...would love to spend such night like that again. But i must definately bring my IC.

new job

2009-08-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

Im still in office right now while typing this post, i dun care liao i really miss blogging. Dunno y also, its like an outlet to write things i wanna write about, but its been so so long since i really got anything to write.

Started work for 1.5mths already, but with the hours i clock in on most days, i felt that i mus have been here like forever. HahaHa. Actually it really feels quite good. Good to feel busy, its a feeling that ive been hoping for so long.

But i really pray that i can be even more efficient, be even better at what im doing. The environment that i'm in right now is really fast-pace, fast-pace as in the number of workload that comes in is really at fast-pace. Haha. It happens to most people, i know. But i didn't got a chance to feel that way last time ma, so know im still trying to get a good hang of such feeling.

I like the feeling of being busy at work, it makes me feel...um...good. Like i'm really someone that is of value. The only bad thing about all this is that, i'm like the only person to stay in the office on most days, so it does gets kinda bored.

I really really need to get some rest, my face seems to be crumbling, when i look at photos of me being posted on FB, wah really kena shock. my eye like panda.

Birthday Pics

2009-08-25T01:27:00.004+08:00

FinaLLy, my Pics taken during my Birthday celebration in Hotel RE!

The Sweetest Couple

The Gals

The Guys

The Goofy

The Best-Dressed

The Leos

Me looking super shagged as im down with a very very bad flu.

Burberry Bag

2009-08-24T22:38:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY WHITE KNIGHT, MY PRINCE. LOVE MY BABY!!!

YEAH~~ Finally. I gotten my birthday pressie from my Baby.

This year birthday is truly incredible, though there was no memorable events or crazy parties, its the year i gotten my first luxury bag. HaHa. I mus have sound like some kind of kuku bird but its a real fact. I have gotten LV and Gucci wallet before but never a Bag.

Miu Miu shall take a step back for now, its sold out anyway. Yeah~~ I gotten a Burberry T-shirt and now i got the bag & wristlet to match it, haha, its perfect!

:) :p :> :D

Love my Agnes B toiletries bag, Love the Unique funky ice gadget, Love the make-up, Love my M.A.C make-up, Love my Mango top, Love my Fontain dress, Love my Ness top, Love my TaKashimaya vouchers, Love the cakes, dinner, and most importantly the well-wishes.

I felt so so being loved~~ Can't wait to meet Jiaxin, i want more pressie, hahaha. so greedy. No matter what it is, im definately gonna love it coz i love the fact that she thinks abt me even when she is overseas on holiday. So Sweet~~ :D

My long-awaited pressie from My Baby R :D Im gonna hug it to sleep tonight. HaHa.

This is a very normal design, simple, casual, nice with style but not in a overdone way. JUST LIKE ME, and thats y i love it.

Burberry symbol suddenly seems so symbolic to me. It represents not jus the brand but my white prince.

I look forward to the day my prince came riding on a white horse to seek for his princess hand.

Treasure

2009-08-22T16:53:00.006+08:00

Whew its finally Saturday again. The hours & minutes just dun seem to be enough everyday, at work, time simply wheeze by & before u knew it, the day is over. Would have spent even more hours doing OT if nt for the fact that i dun hold the office key & i gotta leave together with the last person in the office. But from monday onwards, my office is going keyless~. And it just seems so fun to have to 'tit' my thumb everytime i wanna enter the office (~v~)

My thumb print together with all the rest of my colleaguess' thumb prints have all been lock in the system. So i guess i should be stocking up more food now, coz i can predict even more hours spent in the office, & my breakfast, lunch, dinner & supper r gonna be all settled in my comfy cubicle. I can handle stress, but not hunger.

Had a wonderful, wonderful dinner session with 3 of my cousins from my mum's side, Food was great, we went to a Chinese rstnt called 'Tang Dian Wang'(Soup King).. Lotsa jokes of our OWN parents, about work, and just about almost anything. Our conversations gotten so intense, we end up being the last ones to leave the restaurant. Really enjoyed it.

It felt so so long since we had a good chit-chat. We used to talk alot when we were young, but as we grew older, our meet-up has been reduce to an annual event where we see each other for a pathetic miserable hours during CNY & than its bye bye. I agree, in comparison with others, our bonding really ain't that strong. Though we are of the same age, if not 2 years older, we didn't see the need to treasure our relationship towards each other.

Just receive news that my sis-in-law's Dad had passed away due to a sudden heart attack. All due to smoking & unhealthy diet, he was just 68 yrs old. As what my bro said, when someone so close to u pass away, it would really jerk u up in watching out for your own loved ones. As a result, i forced my Dad to had Yong Tau Foo with me instead our his inital choice of the gravy filled Nasi Padang for lunch.

Still waiting for the pics taken at Hotel Re from my bro...all the moving and packing has made all of us really tired man...

Oh, im residing at SengKang already. Gonna be stayin here for a month till my tampines home is fully renovated. can't wait.

AuGust Celebrations

2009-08-18T00:03:00.006+08:00

Im suffering from a terrible terrible cough, all attributed by the sudden flu bug i caught last friday. Boo-Hoo, even my voice is gone now...

Celebrated National Day in the most Auntie way, haha. Gotten tixs thru my mum to National Day diiner at Changkat CC, seated among aunties & uncles. Haha, not bad lar, i get to enjoy getai singer performance somemore. Gotta attend 1 more such dinner next month during Mooncake Festival, coz my mum say there will be even more Getai Singer performances.

My Beloved Mummy & Daddy

I love Getai Singers~

Oh yeah, i guess God answered my prayer, i gotten my room back, whats more, i gonna have my OWN study table for my own Internet usage while watching teevee, Woo-Hoo~~
Im still the most beloved in this household. haha.

My Bro not really that bad lar, hee. He even bought me a Burberry Polo T-Shirt as my birthday present. Simply lurve it. Good stuff really CaNNot Bluff. The polo is really unlike the usual cheap Giordano i have, its feels really soft & comfortable on the skin. Wah, jus trying it on makes my skin glow liao lor.

Spent 3 over hours shopping non-stop in Wisma with my sister, i tried on numerous dresses and tops, all for the sake of finding a suitable work dress as my birthday present. Think my brother was cleverer. He know he Buy me Branded t-shirt, i CONFIRM no complaint one. So HaPPY both sibling attempt to buy me physical item instead of just giving me red packets like previous years. Not that i dislike money, i love money, but presents always touch the soul deeper. Especially if its things bought with you in mind :)

Still waiting for my Miu Miu. Esctatic.

Celebrated my Birthday with friends at Hotel Re, its a boutique hotel hidden in Outram. Jus a mini celebration, but i tried my best to make it complete thru the use of balloons, lotsa lotsa balloons. Really thank the girls that made the effort to be there. Im so so glad that nt a single fly me aeroplane, whew...they r the best.

First time I booked hotel for birthday celebration, kinda like the idea, a pity Miss Miao can't be here, Miss Miao, without u ard, the atmosphere so down leh...limited laughter. Miss u neh...

Overall, i think im a pretty bad planner, next year, im confident i will be able to have a much better one. Next year, i gonna make sure there is games, music, wine and BALLOONS again, haha. I love balloons actually, find that it makes me happy and it gives me a party mood.

Coming up shld be 1 more belated birthday celebration at Sentosa, can't really say im looking forward to it not, cause the date has been postpone twice already. I wun be surprise if it eventually wun be held in Sentosa, looking back at previous year celebration, i guess i shld thank Heaven if it eventually even take place.

As usual, im so touch by all who remembered my birthday, likes to see FB wall all filled up with Birthday greetings, seeing my sms inbox being filled really thrills me inside. Especially when certain msgs come from friends that seldom contact me or friends that i knew are busy with exams, or work themselves.

Thank you ALL~~

Feeling disappointed that i had not received any birthday wishes from a certain friend. I have been there for her when she is at her lowest,when the whole world seem to have forsaken her yet it seems im the last thing on her mind right now. Im sick of listening to excuses.

Pics will be uploaded once my bro extracted them outta his camera.

Renovation woes

2009-08-08T14:19:00.004+08:00

Wow another week pass just like that.

Im celebrating my National day with a big tummy accumulated from the food taken in the past week. hahaha. Went to Fish & Co, Ayam Penyet Ria & a beautiful Italian restuarant at Robertson Quay. Fully sponsored by my company.

Wee~~Im falling in love with creme bulee , think thats suppose to be how u spell it ba. Its this very soft custard pudding which hides under this crispy sweet crust. I still can't get used to the escargot though, dun think i will ever fall in love with that black stuff.

Went Velvet Underground with boss & colleagues, not much comments for VU, but its definately not for my age, the music is definately NOT for me. But i love the champagne, champagne beats red/white wine any day.Sweet Sweet Champagne~

Long weekend ahead, haiz...suppose to be goin happily on a trip to BKK or Genting with Baby, but the H1N1 has ruin all plans, tickets all sold out to these destinations too...

Anyway, theres tonnes of work waiting for me, i deduce i gonna need to spend at least another 5 hrs in front of the cpu for all these work to be finish.

Need to start cleaning & packing my room later, gonna be shifting to SengKang for s short stay for 1 mth, coz my place gonna be undergoing renovations. Im gonna so so miss my room. After renovation, im gonna have just half a rm left.

My bro is gonna takeover my room next time..my room was the master room, and now i gonna pass on this priviledge to my bro & his wife. :(

And as for me, not only will i be sleeping in a common room like many other people out there, half of my room gonna be turn into a study cum work area. For the sake of my bro as well. He's a estate agent and so he works at home most of the time.

My God...in future, im gonna have to sleep and have my bro & his wife working and using their comp in MY room while i sleep. No point raising any opposition to them, coz obviously no one gonna listens. How to u get ur point across ur sibling whom is making it so obvious to you that u r not welcome in the hse.

On some days, i think abt how im gonna miss my family, miss my freedom of having my own room (i waited 23 years for that) once i got married. But now, it seems that my own brother can't wait to see me gone. My room is not my room, its a study room, coz he said i had assured him that i gonna be getting married within these few years. I have a brother that push the blame of him not having any kids to me, reason: im not married yet, so there is not enough room for the baby.

BULLSHIT!! How much space can a baby needs, i live in a 4-room HDB that has more than 100 sqm leh.

My renovated room cannot be too girly or messy, as he need a conducive place when he works. So now, my house is gonna be undergoing renovation, my parents & my brother gonna have their room transform into a beautiful place and for me, who fucking cares, its gonna be a study area with a bed. And mind u, that study area is for them not me.

My wonderful brotther has told me that he has intend to reserve the small area beside my bed for a small small table that is enough to place just my mini laptop. W I told him , SAVE IT, i rather use my lappie in the living room.

Siao, he think what, i at home use comnp still mus have my back facing them and to have them watchin behind my back on what im surfing. Im not longer 12 years old leh.

And becoz my bro doesn't wants to feel claustrophobic, im gonna have a transparent glass door. Reason: He wish to be able to know whose at the doorstep while enjoying aircon behind 'closed' door. To make things slightly better, im gonna have blinds secure on the door to save my modesty while i change in my room.

Home, is it truly the place for you to retreat to at the end of the day???

Weekend

2009-08-03T02:00:00.007+08:00

Went to my cousin's baby first month today. So many babies, so many weddings, Ooohhh i can't wait for mine. haha. still long lar.

Went walk walk ard Bugis today, aw...i hate going to Dorothy Perkins & TopShop during their sale period. I CAN NEVER FIND ANY CLOTHES MY SIZE~~~

BOO-HOO~~ Eat Shit la. Always leh. Super disappointing. But i already guess as much also la. Sale always lidat....

Went to Mustafa Centre with Baby R earlier, i totally can't believe how low they look upon their own lives. Not only do they stand in the middle of the road waiting for u to bang, they rush out right IN FRONT of you for you to bang also.

Baby tried to reverse parking when this big big group of Indians just stand in front of the car and talk like nobody business. When R started reversing,and u know how reverse requires u to turn from a slight 45 degree than in, the car had to somehow cut a little space from the front n the side, so these senseless people had the NERVE to stare and mumble at us angrily, as if we r in the wrong for doing what i feel is a perfect reverse parking. Anyway, our car did not even touch them lor, crzy people, dun wan ppl to hit them yet they stand there for u to hit, i dunno how to describe already, try parkin at little india n u will find out why.

Dumb Ass People.

Well...no choice la, as what Baby say, we r in their territory. Geez...

Overall, i find the range of items sold to be really wide, they have lotsa lotsa lotsa shelves on deodorant & body spray.Hmm..their best-selling must be. Anyway, i found this really really wonderful mirror, my goodness, its like Snow White mirror. Its the kinda mirror that every women adores, it lengthen ur body and elongates ur limbs, making u look oh so slim. If nt for R whom keeps pulling me away, i would definately have grab that mirror home. It cost just $20!!!

SEE, much slimmer legs, LurVES!

Took some pics while waitin for my daddy to come join us go my cousin place.

My Weekend is Over , Boo~~~

Thank u.Love

2009-08-01T13:54:00.003+08:00

Finally found the time to post, gonna do a short one coz i need to go look for my beloved~~

Work has been wonderful, super hectic, really fighting with time every single second. The data that im working on right now just doesn't seems to ever end.
But finally we are seeing the light, there are gonna be several phrases to go through as my work involves some software implementation. First phrase finally seems to be comin to an end. Now i just need to finish the work that ive brought home and Phrase 1 will be thats it, IF NOTHIN ELSE SCREWS UP. *keepin fingers cross*

Im so glad that by introducing a friend to work p/time in my cpy for data entry can bring abt a job opportunity for him, really glad he was short-list for an interview. Lil Foot!!! I'm praying really hard for u too~~~

Theres still a lot to learn, as this industry and this luxury segment consumer group is all somethin i have never came across before in my entire life. I have never ever bought a really expensive bag before, never attended any high-end function or event before, never ever even shake hands with any big-shot. And whats gonna come next in the next few months for my life just makes me extremely excited.

Next up, shall need to juggle between CRM and doing 4 customer events for the 4 brands in my company from Aug till Oct, gonna be busy but im still so so excited. One of the tea party gonna have a mini trunk show & feature the fall/winter collection and its gonna be in our shop in Ion Orchard. OMG!!!! Can u imagine just how unbelievable that is to me~~~

Really hope i can quickly get the hang of all the terms & lingos used.

And with all the long hours ive been clocking in every single day, its not hard to find out whats been keeping me going.

Thank you Baby. You are really the most precious in my life. Having you as my partner is really even more more more unbelievable than having this job. I am serious.

I will never forget u waking up early in the morning just so to bring gf a bouquet of flowers on her first day of work and then rush off to work.

You always try ur best to ensure that i can feel your deepest support during every job transition. Throughout every new job that ive had, you were always giving me a listening ear, giving me advice and support physically & emotionally to ensure that i tide through the insecure n shaky probation period.

In this new job, ive had to work late, really late. Despie havin to wake at 7am the next day, which bf wld still come every single day to fetch gf safely home right to the doorstep. Even when its already 2am.

Though some may think, its really bad for me to ask bf to send me home, & im really inconsiderate, but i know, if i reject its not gonna be any better. I know R wld still can'ty sleep well, knowing im going home alone in the wee hours.

I really really can't wait to get married le la, hahaha

DSQUARED2

2009-07-26T13:00:00.005+08:00

I am so so so proud of my new company~~
Not only do they carry Hugo Boss, they also carry one of the most sought after label in Hollywood. Dsquared!!

My goodness, ive been to their new outlet in Ion Orchard, the whole shop jus oozes fashion & style from every corner. Upon steppin in, be embraced by a warm Canadian wood scent, and the luxurious carpet helps reduce the pressure on your killer heels, and makes your overall shopping experience simply wonderful.

[double-click on the pics to view more Dsquared pics]

DSQUARED
Featuring supermodel Lara Stone in their latest Fall campaign ads.
My goodness, i can't believe she is ard my age.

They even had naomi campbell & linda evangelista for their previous ad campaign.
Their ads are just so cool and forward looking.

This label is a faved amond Hollywood celebrities like Justin Timerlake, Christina Aguilera, Rihanna and even Madonna.

Forget Manolo Blahniks and Christian Louboutin, Baby check out Dsquared heels!!!
I would certainly marry you if you give me this~~ *WinkZ

If not for the extremely high price tag, my happiness would have been so much more complete....

Pics taken from modedevoted, moejackson, trinifashionista, WWD,

Kindness Act

2009-07-25T17:02:00.001+08:00

I admire people whom dare to speak up,people whom are not afraid to speak up.
Though im a gutsy person, but face with such situation i simply do not know how to react.

Was on a train heading to work yesterday. Upon reachin Lavender, i saw an old frail lady, about 80 years of age(she look my grandma), walked in slowly through the door with a middle aged women, without a second thought i stood up and give up my seat for her.

Suddenly, the middle-aged women start pointing at the man that was seating in the 'priority seat' corner opposite me and start bellowing, "Hey How can you be so inconsiderate, u saw her and yet u remain in ur seat. U know ur seat is reserve for old people and yet you are so selfish, your heart is so black" casting a nasty look at the guy. With that, she turn around, gave me a gentle smile and thank me for my seat. I smiled back but lowered my head,felt so shy at the moment, but i can't help it, everyone in the cabin seems to be looking at us, i shifted my eyes and tried to not look at them. The man, oh well, he just turn and look elsewhere n pretended nothin happen. Such Disgusting Behavior.

I salute the lady for having the guts to speak up, her outburst is totally understandable. Becoz when it has to do with ur own love ones, ur sense of protection tends to be really strong.

My seat was right beside the priority seat, but beside me was an aged old malay lady, so it doesn't make sense for her to give up the seat. I alighted 2 stations later at City Hall, and to my surprise, the man alighted too. Now this is really ridiculous, because from his walk, obviously he is a healthy able man, and with just 2 more stations to go, he is really really super selfish for not giving up his seat.

This priority seat thingy really makes the ugly side of Humans stand out. I won't say its Singaporeans, coz i see so many different Nationals not giving up seat too. Ang mohs, Filipinos, PRCs..so its not really a Singapore problem, its a Human flaw.

In the past, the seat nearest to the door is often the most grabbed position, people dash in jus so to grab that 'good' spot. I agree its a good spot too, becoz this spot allows u to rest ur head on the glass panel, and u get squeezed on jus 1 side instead of 2.

But now, with the 'priority seat' sticker pasted there, u see people choosing to seat anywhere BUT that seat. And everyone start heaving a sigh of relief as they have gotten the 'secure' seat. The one sitting in the 'priority seat' would seem to be the only 'chosen' one to give up his/her seat.

I have once overheard the conversation of these 2 female teens whom spoke in a strong China accent.

Gal 1: 那里有位耶，干嘛不坐啊。
Gal 2: 我不要，坐了等会儿又要让位。我才不要。

The gal refused to sit just becoz she knew if someone that needs it walk in, she wld need to give the seat up.

My goodness, what has our education brought us to?

Premium Chocs

2009-07-20T00:08:00.008+08:00

Ok its getting late but im gonna just do a quick entry in case i forgotten all that i wanna blog about.

Im super proud of myself, i hope i'll continue be proud of myself everyday~~ Hahaha. OT til after midnight on fri, as work is still uncompleted, i went back to my office on Sat morning and OT from 9am till almost 5pm!!! Im so proud of myself.

And because of that, i have a replacement off day!! Yeah, its totally unprecendented.

Work first 2 days, got 1 day leave liao, maybe if that continues soon i shall have many more days leave and than Baby & I can go on a holiday in BKK without having to wait till my confirmation!!! Wee~~~ Hahahah

Kiddin la, u think i will take leave during my probation meh, Sha Gua~

La La la~~

Watched 20th century boys with R & his colleagues at Plaza Sing after that, the show was quite nice actually, has an intriguing plot and they really keep u glue onto the screen anticipating for wats gonna happen next, but the downside is that in the end, nothin happens.

They have no ending, just like Wolverine, they simply ask u to catch their Part 3 in August. $#@%$@*%.

But its just seem so interesting to me at a certain pt. In the movie, a character said "In History, only 1 person has risen from the dead and afterwhich people regard him as God"

I can hear many people ard me whispering "Jesus"

So its simply amazing, when u r watchin a movie, non-believers & believers can come together n agreed that Jesus was the ONLY ONE in history that actually really died n resurrected with the power of God. Its jus makes me start thinking, ppl dun go church nt becoz they dun believe in Jesus, but becoz they chose to NOT WANT to believe in Jesus.

Hmm...

Bought some 'premium' chocs from Century Square, wah~~make my heart pain...

Saw this auntie that was very enthu in seekin passerby shoppers to try her chocs, so i thot give it a try lor, in the end i decided to support support her chocs coz her service was really good, she attempt to describe almost every single choc in the showcase.

It stated $5.50 for 50g so i thot ok lar, $5.50 for premium chocs. The auntie took a small bag of chocs place them on the scale, and the machine shown $12.70.
Auntie told me they cheat on the machine abit, the actual weight was much heavier than what's seen on the scale, but they did it becoz they wish to give us 'more value'

I declined and told her to just give me the $5.50 amt, she took out some, and re-place on the scale. $9.60. Than she said, "like this ok, so cheap, u gave $10 still gt change back ley"

I got a little irritated. Replied her, "its ok auntie thanks, just 50g is enough, im on a diet" With the smile still plastered on her face, she re-weigh again, $8.80. "Miss, ok? Its not a lot"

I started frowning slightly and replied, "Auntie, i jus wan $5.50 amt"

With that, she re-weigh, $7.20. Flashing me with a smaller smile. "Ok le ma?"

Me:...........

ARGH!!!!!!

I gave up, in the end i took the $7.20 chocs. When i saw how pathetic the amt for $7.20 is (which is approx 65g), i started realising how stuuupid i was for thinkin $5.50 for 50g is acceptable. I have let the numbers fake me. Common sense wld tell u that 50g is really very little, but i was just too...

Look for urself.
My Almond Dark Chocolate

Saw that. 5pcs $7.20, each piece cost $1.44~

My heart...(*clutch tightly*) ugh....

Hey dun start sniggering n thinkin how stingy i am, im just a normal average gal that feed on M&M chocs that cost $1.20 for a whole packet of 20-30pcs of choc bits.
$7.20 i can buy many packets of M&M u noe.

So precious i dun even bare to just pop them in my mouth.
They HAVE to be savour in small dainty bites.

Thank God

2009-07-14T23:04:00.007+08:00

I have no idea how shld i start this entry really, its just too incredible.
To say its a good news is an understatement.

First & Foremost.

THANK YOU LORD!!!

In the morning, I receive a phonecall that inform me to go for a second interview tml with this renowed Japan MNC that is into FMCG products. I thot i had totally flopped during the first round of interview, but turns out im given a second chance!!
A few hours later, i receive yet another phonecall from another company.

I finally got a job offer le, and somemore its from my dream company.

OMG!!! OMG!! ITS AMAZING

OMG, this is just too unbelieveable, i slap myself several times, put on a wet hydrating mask, down myself with a whole can of Seasons ice Lemon tea and force a whole plate of steaming Hokkien Mee down my throat before i can start believing that the good news is REAL, its not a DREAM.

Im starting work on in 2 days time, starting work on Thursday.

My breakthrough is here, Im so glad so glad, all these twist and turn, all these months of waiting is worth it. God has planned this for me, and im truly thankful for it.

When i prayed for espirit, and nothing comes out after the interview, i was really dejected. But actually God has been waiting to give me more, he gave me Hugo Boss.

So now im gonna be praying for an LV Bag now, i believe God will send someone to give me a Miu Miu. :D

Next-up, im gonna get started in taking my driving license and gettin myself a ministry to serve. Im looking at nursery. Hmm...

God is Good.

Thank all that has prayed for me, i love all of ya.
Thank you to all my dear friends that were encouraging me all these while, i love ya all.

Thank you Miss P,
Thank you Jolene,
Thank you Lil Foot,
Thank you Dr3amlicious.
Thank you Mr Lee.

And of course Thank my dear family members, every single one of them.
And last but not least, THANK YOU BABY

THANK YOU FOR BEING BY MY SIDE ALL THIS WHILE. CAN't WAIT TO MARRY YOU~

SANDWICH

2009-07-14T21:39:00.001+08:00

Can't understand why people can get so inconsiderate when travelling on train. I was caught in between 2 yakking commuters twice. Yesterday & Today.

How do you feel, when you have 2 high-volume Filipino yakking away to each other non-stop IN YOUR EARS throughout ur train ride. As they obviously were too 'nice' to ask me for an exchange of seat, i took the initiative instead. Oh God, my ears, finally some peace.

Than today again. 4 ITE colllege east malay boys step up the train, rush to the empty seat on both my sides. Me Suay lor, when they start Talking loudly IN MY EARS i really really Felt Like tearing myself Apart, and to make matter worse, they lean so close to me dat i can smell the awful cigarette stench coming from their mouth & their sweaty uniform, arghhh. And as the remaining 2 didn't want to seat elsewhere, they stood in front of me and start talking, so ALL FOUR of them started talking TOGETHER!!!

WTF. Whoever come out with the sentence, Two's a company, Three's a crowd, Four's a market, definately have the men in mind.

C'mon la, its really really damn irritating man. Once again, i took the initiative, stood up and seat the empty seat right opposite. SEE, DAMN IDIOTIC RITE, got empty seat dun seat, come and sandwich me. NA BEH~

Da Vinci (2)

2009-07-14T02:00:00.009+08:00

A Continuation Blog entry on Visit to the da Vinci

Feeling Bored at Robert's place.

After much thought, the idea of visiting the Da Vinci exhibition came up
Hmm....thats interesting...much better than watchin movie.

Location - Checked (its at Science park)

Price - Checked (his colleague said its ard $16)

Couple - Checked
Outfit

Camera - We dun have camera, so use hp, Checked

Water - Think will be confiscate, so CHECKED

Umbrella - Checked (its indoor, so no need)

Proper - Checked
Footwear

And Off we Go~

Happy as a Bird

Car Park is free at Science Park, so its really the best place to be in SG during weekend.

Im There~~

Happy Me

No photography allowed, so dun expect any pics of Mona Lisa k, dun be a cheapskate, go visit the exhibition urself.

And so There i go

Walking...

WaLking

I explore

And I pondered

Me Goofing Ard with the Moving squares~~

The whole place is full of intellectual stuff and here i came across the futuristic Toilet bowl that can weigh you, analyze ur poo poo and even measure ur BMI

As for BB, he entertained himself with the world's only brainiest Three Little Pigs story. The ang moh gal is so cute, so ok lar, let her be part of the pics

Exhausted...So tired

quite weird to end with this pic suddenly, but this is the result of having no camera. Haiz...i can't take more pics as its quite stupid to hold my hp everywhere. haiz..

Da Vinci

2009-07-11T23:52:00.002+08:00

Had a fulfiling week.

Been to 4 interviews, im so so tired....
Hopefully i can get a reply from the last one.

Watched Transformer with Baby, think we have unique taste, though almost EVERYONE whom i spoke to has gave good reviews after watching, i still give it a

2.5/5

I find it ok only, dun really like the graphics and the colour of the transformers,
when they got into a fight, all i see is metal clanging on metal, and a few punch and slams thats it. Even Optimus fighting skills seems not so fantastic to me.

As for the sex siren Megan Fox, perhaps i had expected too much outta her, her looks and figure is yes va-va-vroom, but with so many other Hollywood hotties sharing that same bombastic figure and deep set eyes, i dun see whats so incredible about her.

I rather look at Wolverine any day.

Look forward to seeing Ice Age 3 next, but Baby says that his friends commented that its not that funny. Think the lengthy trailers has spoil the fun. Oh well.

Sorry Miao, can't wait for u le, Bert & I went ahead to watch Da Vinci exhibition at Science Centre today. Promise to made it up to u k.

Its pretty interesting, i see Mona Lisa, and more Mona Lisa and more more Mona Lisa. I see lotsa exhibits on the use of energy and on the use of pivots to do wonders, i went into the 8 sided mirror, and for the first time in my life, i got a close long look of my side view, back view, 45 degree view, and i realise which side of my face looks prettier :)

I wanna have a 8-sided mirror for my home too!!!

Anyway, the mind of Leonardo Da Vinci is really incredible, in his era, he is really a genius, and its clear that his knowldege comes from his hardwork of never-ending persistence in researching, learning, thinking.

In the past, Mona Lisa, to me its just a painting that happens to be painted by a painter that is dead. And so people treasure it as its the last pc of work by a dead men, but now i realise what a fool i was. How ignorant i was.

Mona Lisa is truly a piece of art, and so is the Last Supper. Leonardo studies anatomy, he cut up bodies and studied their muscles, he observed people's expressions on the streets, and because of all this, his works shown such delicate expressions.

How i wish i knew Art, the world is so interesting.

The tickets cost just $14 as we got passion card discount, without the card, it cost $16. And we get to go to both the Science Centre & The Da Vinci exhibition. If u r watchin just Da Vinci, the tickets should cost about $15 with passion card.

I like going on trips like this with Bert, who says Singapore is boring with just movie, shopping and dining, there's more if we just bother to find out. Next, i hope Bert wld be willing to go watch Ballet under the Stars with me, but dun think the chances r high, coz its next week, and next week he is extremely busy. Haiz....

Blue Bay Taiwan

2009-07-07T14:52:00.006+08:00

Whats the Best Way to retain beautiful memories?

Pictures Pictures & More Pictures, yes!

Been to the opening of Blue Bay Bridal Boutique in Capitol Building on Sat.
The entire shop decor is simply awe-inspiring, with glistening crystals that adorn the black walls, and a stage prepared for the bride-to-be to practice her walk, the entire shop simply smells class and exudes a dreamy prestige charm.

Top models were even engaged to parade evening gowns & wedding gowns, simply love the fashion parade, the dresses were simply extraordinary. Will share the pics after i got them k.

WELCOME!!

I wan this pink gown!!

After having attended numerous wedding and numerous Singapore taken wedding pictures, the results always disappoints me, i just knew that my dream wedding pics is somewhere out there, and finally I FOUND IT.
Here's a sneak peek at my dream wedding pictures.

Can u recognise the white piano!! I took pictures with it just now, just scroll above, scroll above!!!

Love the beach, there is one for the surf babe in u too!!

With Blue Bay, not only do your dreams comes true, but taking wedding photos no longer will be a tiresome event that comprises hot sweaty bodies, uncomfortable heat, boring background and thick make-up.

But it will be a beautiful memory that will make the entire trip totally unforgettable. Staff will not just leave you stranded and alone after they r done with the photoshoot, but rather, they will accompanied you throughout the trip, making your wedding unbelieveably magical.

View more at http://verywed.com/0223568768/wedStreet
Official Website: http://www.bluebaywedding.com/

Dream Man

2009-07-01T17:06:00.010+08:00

Before i start on this entry, i have to emphasize.

Baby I Love you. You are Gorgeous. Handsome. Cute. And of course Sexy.

Ok lets start.

Surfing for video clips on Phantom of the Opera as i suddenly felt like listening to the song 'Think of Me', a simple remarkable piece. By chance i found this video clip of Sarah Brightman and....and...and..MY DREAM MAN!!

I have no idea why, but just looking at this video, it had such a hypnotizing effect on me. My mind is full of his images now, his voice. My goodness, im so in love.

José Antonio Domínguez Banderas or simply known as ANTONIO BANDERAS, even his name sounds so sexy. Looking at the video, my heart simply melted. A Spanish actor and singer. Spanish, ooh sexy. He's 49 this year, but he must surely still be looking equally hot. He's happily married and has a daughter so he's not gay.
*Squeaks in delight*

Prepared to be Mesmorized
Antonio singing live Phantom of The Opera

Hearthrob. I simply love guys that has this kinda look, i called it the mysterious vampire look. With glare that will simply pierce through your eyes and to your heart, *faint* he is just INCREDIBLE.

Oh Baby, I can't wait to see you dressed in similar suit on our wedding day and looking just as splendid. *drools*

And if thats not enough, looking at clips of Phantom of the Opera, im simply obsessed with Gerard Butler . The Phantom of my Dream.
My goodness, the face that was in the dreams of so many girls when the Phantom movie was being screen over many nations.

But frankly speaking, i do feel that the face behind the mask looks far more stunning than the Gerard without the mask. His eyes seem different, but oh well, perhaps age does have their effect.

Gerard Butler. The Phantom Of The Opera

Gerard Butler(Behind The Scenes)

And im simply amazed by the remarkable talent of Emmy Rossum, and she was just 16 when attending the audition!!

Anyway i Simply love this man. Even with just half-feature exposed he still look as stunning, and with his half body exposed in 300, oh man, i am simply defeated.

Who can forgot, the bed scene between him & his wife in 300, so passionate, my god.
*Faint*

So MAN!!! Argh.. i dunno what to say, he simply has the ultimate charismatic look. If i am 14 years old now, i would definately filled up the entire walls of my room with his posters and forsake all my tv shows and goes to bed early every night just to hope to have him in my dreams.

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-28T14:07:00.009+08:00

Father's Day last week. Though its over, i still would like to write an entry about this topic. Just for the sake to remind myself.

It all started from the love of one American lady Sonora Dudd towards her father whom have taken on a dual parental role after her mother died. Its sad to know that should Sonora decided to just take her Daddy out for a simple dinner and not do anything. We would still be celebrating only Mother's Day today.

Since the beginning of the era, men have been a breadwinner in most household, yet the acknowledgement of their love and efforts have always been place many many levels behind that of a mother.

Since young, ive always place equal effort when it comes to selection of mother's day & father's day gifts. And hope that all of you out there would do the same as well. (But of course, subjected to a case-by-case basis)

Back home early on a Sunday afternoon. Its just 2pm.
I can't believe myself either.

Forgotten to bring my mobile out this morning, went home straight after service with R to get it. But when i saw my papa sitting in the living room watching DVD alone, an unbearable guilty feeling overcame me.

Thank God for letting me have the most understanding boyfriend. We agreed that since we have no particular destination to head to, we had a delicious lunch of Big Prawn Mee at Kallang Bahru and than its HOme Sweet Home for me.

Perhaps its because my parents are getting older or perhaps its because my siblings are both married and has their own commitment. I often feel that the responsibility of taking care of parents lies on my own shoulders. In fact, i often felt i have not done enough for my parents to repay them for bringing me into this world.

Though i knew im extremely blessed to have parents that do not depends on me for financial support, but i do knew that they have always desire these one thing from us. TIME.

I feel angry at myself sometimes, because i knew that in the past years i have let my own enjoyment and my worldly life influence my behaviour.

Since secondary school days, my sundays were reserve for my Father. I would stay home on sunday as much as possible, to clean the fish tank with him and my siblings, to clean the house, wash my school shoes and to accompany him for lunch, VCD watchng, karaoke or just be there to help out with anything.

But when i entered poly, things change, and i suddenly decided not to 'waste' my sundays on him. I spent my time with boyfriend instead. Looking back, i truly regret my choice. My father's mood swings throughout these period, whenever i spent more time at home with him, he would be more willing to attend church occasionally, eat proper food, and be in happy mood. But when i start hanging out late outside, he would lock himself in the room to watch VCD alone, refuse to attend church service and start eating heaty and unhealthy food. He would often lure me in spending more time with him by asking what is the latest movie.

Its the same way as to how ive been treating God. Throughout the years, i knew there were many times, i choose to not attend service, to not attend cell group. I gave myself reasons for all these actions, and i always tell myself, "Tonight i will pray and spent time in his word" But when night falls, the sleep demon always become even stronger. I would spent 5 -10 mins and than Zzzzz...

Though i knew, God wants me to spent more time in church, to make more effort in having a stronger prayer life, i have allowed myself to give excuses after excuses. Though i told people i am a person of strong perserverance, towards God and family and many other areas, it simply does not shows.

In church today, a particular verse in the worship song touch my heart.

"Break my heart for what breaks yours"
"Show me how to love like you love me"

My Father in Heaven so much reminds me of my Father on earth.
Looking at myself in this jobless situation, facing disappointment from people whom i have started placing trust in. The various rejections Ive faced. I knew it hurts my Father in Heaven as much as it Hurts my Father
on earth.

I can't stop but ask myself.

Who hurts more? Myself or the father that loves me.

My father asked me yesterday " So, how's your job?"
I answered "Still finding ar"

The silence that follows was the most horrible sound i have ever heard.

Endless Interviews

2009-06-26T18:54:00.004+08:00

Im so Tired~~

Been walking here n ther so much think my legs muz have shorten by a few milicentimetres.

Have been attending so many interviews i'll prob dream of myself repeating my exps.
But the sad thing remains that many are not what they describe.

STRESS~~Need some face mask, ive been neglecting my face recently, and pimples are sprouting, oh no :(

Ive received a phonecall recently from this young gal whom claimed she is from this ulu ulu job agency, Forward Express.
Told me that she obtained my resume from job website and asked me down for a profiling interview before she decides where to sent my resumes too.

HeLLO~ shouldn't I be the one deciding where and what i want to work as? My resume state clearly my past job exp so she should have a clue rite?

I find such agency pretty inefficient, so far out of the many many job agency that ive applied before, NONE has ask for a profiling interview, its usually just phone interview thats it. Buts theres one that ask for a pre-screen interview BEFORE he sent the resume to his client, but a few hours later, i realised, ive actually already BEEN for an interview with his client 2 days back through another agency.
In the end i was called up and asked to go for a 2nd interview that day.

So tell me, which agency has been more efficient?

Anyway, back to Forward Express. This gal called me up and said "Hello, JESSICA KONG? So you will be coming down for interview at 2pm right?"

With that, i gave her an excuse and did not turn up for the interview. I totally H8 it when people called u by ur full name without a salutation, it simply screams outright rude.

Anyway, from our conversation, she does NOT have any company in mind to send my resume too, and they don't even have a cpy website at all. So in times like this, i simply do not wanna waste my time and money on such dubious recruit agency.

Pigs that Fly

2009-06-23T15:59:00.009+08:00

Its finally done. Ta-Da, my new blogskin. Have been procrastinating it for ages.
Simply lurve this new skin, a refreshing soft change. My blogging mood seems better already. Been spending so many hours on this, my butt is aching.

Much has happen in the past few days.
Been injured by my neighbour's cactus plant
Took pic with a human size pig,
Been to some interviews
Been running at East Coast Park
Been to a primary's school gathering, turnout rate wasn't that well, only 7 turn up, oh well better than none,we are used to it anyway.

Went to EastPoint on Sat with Miss P, saw an event run by the Australian Air flown Pig that is sold in NTUC. Didn't know even Pig meat uses events for publicity, modern pig meat sia, but looking at the pics, its kinda obvious the response is a little disappointing. They are selling the meat at $4 for a pkt, about 1kg i think, is that consider cheap?? Hmm..

Gonna poison the cactus one day, stupid cactus, inconsiderate neighbours.
No wonder her daughter is becoming a nutcase day by day.

Every day is a busy day!! Tml is another interview, can't wait.
Been receiving calls from financial company on a regular basis.
Will all these financial company stop calling!!

I'M NOT INTERESTED TO BE A FINANCIAL AGENT!!!STOP CALLING!!!

Sad commercial

2009-06-18T17:34:00.005+08:00

Came across this ad whlle surfing Blankanvas blog, if the Beautifully Imperfect ad got your nose swelling, this should make u truly tear. It make me tear, makes me think twice again about God, myself and people around me.

Thai Life Insurance TVCs

These ads just amazingly beautiful.

The One

2009-06-18T13:57:00.009+08:00

I had forgotten to blog about the most important piece of news this week.
Went to the PC Show 2009 on sunday. And

I HAVE A NEW LAPPIE~~~

Fully sponsored by my Baby. Love you so much~~

MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS~~~ u r so worthy to be loved honey.

Its not a laptop actually, to be exact, its a netbook.

I gotten myself a ACER ASPIRE ONE D250!!

Mine was a cool stunning passionate red. Finally, a computer that i can call my own.
We gotten it at a great deal too, $588, with freebie of optical mouse thrown in.

Its so slim and thin and light. With a screen size of just 10.1" and weighing just 1.1kg, its super handy. The most incredible thing about this cutie is definately its long lasting battery power. It can last up to 7.5 hrs, and ive already tried and tested this at home.

No more scrambling and fighting with students and China kids at macDonalds or Starbucks for the nearest power outlet. Now as for me, I can just stroll into any Wireless SG cafe, find myself a good seat and whip out my netbook and be well-entertain for the next 7.5 HOURS!!!

Frankly speaking i had no idea whats the difference between a NETBOOK, NOTEBOOK, LAPTOP, POCKET PC and i believe perhaps many of u out there doesn't knows too.
So i google up and heres the answer.

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN NOTEBOOK & NETBOOK
Netbook generally has a screen size of up to 10" from corner to corner. Has a slower processor speed and does not have optical drive. Designed for more basic task such as FB, Twitter, Blog, Checking of emails, Microsoft usage, Video-watching on Youtube and msn. Basically they process less things and as a result,these babies usually has longer battery life and speed. Photoshop and Gaming can be used in netbook but they run much slower.

Plus points of NetBook: Convenience and Speed.

Notebook in general is simply a thinner version of a laptop.has the full feature of a laptop. Thats as simple as it is.

A laptop is well a laptop. Portable computer that sits in your lap.

Pocket PC is somethin really tiny like a remote controller, depending on the brand, some has really strong processing power. It usually cost higher than a netbook.

The minus points of this baby is that, my eyes gets tired easier coz i had to squint my eyes and get accustomed with the small screen, my back ache from bending over. But im sure these problems r gonna be easily solve once i get used to it.

Fusion Dinner @ Holland V

2009-06-17T23:30:00.002+08:00

Had a hearty dinner just now. I had a new understanding to the word fusion today.
My dinner was truly a fusion between western and asian. Join R and his friends for dinner at Holland V's Club 211 restaurant. Its an outdoor roof-top restaurant. DBS is having a 1-for-1, so our meal was super value for money.

One main course + drink cost each of us just $15!! Their food taste great and being located at the roof-top, weather felt great and its a perfect place for hangout with friends.

Overall Review:
Food taste fantastic
Price incredible due to card promo
Cooling and not noisy
Has many smoking seats available~

We went to a coffee shop in Ghim Moh to have black pepper, chilli crabs and Prawn paste chicken. Yummy Yum.

Looking forward to more hang out sessions with them in future. Think they going prawning soon. Oh Boy~

Uniqlo

2009-06-16T00:35:00.004+08:00

Haha dunno y, just feel like jeering Uniqlo rite now. Im so evil..hiak hiak...
Remember my April 11 Entry on Uniqlo? Haha as expected. The queue outside Uniqlo has TOTALLY DIEDED. The shop has like less than 10 customers when i went in on fri evening.
And its been just 2 months....Singapore, Suuupper competitive man. Many enter, but little survive in this fast-moving retail industry.

Argh~~~ Anyway im like super jaded now lor, i missed out on the Trust Me's event with Wacoal!!! Stupid me lar, too lazy to login or monitor Cozycot for the past few months, didn't even notice Wacoal had an event with CozyCot in the month of April, the event is mainly for the launch of their Ayumi Hamasaki endorse series 'Trust Me' (SEE SEE~ I jus knew they r launching in SG).

Sianzz lor, all the brochures and booklets that contains loads of Ayu's pictures, argh!!!! I want I want lar....
What ive missed

Ayu~~

Yes Ma'am ive got that long ago. Best Bra ive ever bought man. Really incredible support & comfort. Recommended for both the well-endowed & the NOT.
Hope they gonna launch more range in Singapore. The one that Ayu's wearing in the poster is not available in SG..so sad one...

The corset i wanted!! Im sure at the event, they have sale on it. HaiYa~~Wasted...

Music played in Cab

2009-06-15T22:35:00.003+08:00

Took cab to work today.

I listened to Malay music throughout the journey, despite the fact that i look totally Chinese. Shouldn't all cab drivers be sensitive enough to change the channel at least to an English channel when he saw that his passenger is of other race?

Which then got me thinking,hmm...the cab fare i paid, to what extend does it covers? Just the service of shuttling from Point A to B?

Well from the last reports that ive read,cab companies always likes to justify their escalating cab fares by emphasizing on their amenties like aircon, cleanliness, good service, entertainment like a small tv, better comfort vehicles(more car models modified as cab)and more, so WHY ISN'T RADIO PART OF THE DEAL?

I never speak up to them, as i find it awkward & a little rude to be the one to make the request. But shouldn't cab drivers be more sensitive themselves?

Anyway, im freed once again. Back in the race, shall continue sending resumes. haha maybe God is trying to tell me something.

June Birthdays

2009-06-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

Celebrated June's birthday 2 days back,went Cafe Cartel.
Had a great time narrating to the gals about my new job. Haha.
Rive Gauche's strawberry cake taste jus MaRveLous lar.
Fresh strawberries yum.

My Favourite comic (Little Candy) So happy to see its DVD. Thanks Baby! Read the comic book during my primary school days, all thanks to my pri sch bestie Candice and has fallen in love with its plot and the various characters in the story. Definately one of the best i have read.
Its super value lor, $24.90 for full 12 DVDs,115 episodes.

Went KBox Lucky Chinatown with Lil Foot & gals today, great choice venue. as we do not need to squeeze with big crowds. Gal friend intro this lozenges to me. The packaging looks damn hilarious.

Oh My! I look at the old man pic, wah lao, speechless.But this sweet is really pretty good, never judge a lozenge by its wrapper!! Ifelt an immediate cooling sensation rush through my throat, feels shiok.

We went back to tampines1 for lunch at Thai Express. Service at the Tampines1 outlet was superb. Salute the staff for their Great service rendered, it certainly make our meal really pleasant.

Went to Coffee Bean where we had our nice chill out session. It has been so long since our group had a good long chat. Hope we can have this often, instead of the usual patronising birthday celebrations.

Durian Cake from Angie The Choice. Yummy Yum. So much cakes recently, super depressing for my waist man..

I enjoyed my day, Happy Happy!!

Looking Forward

2009-06-11T00:50:00.006+08:00

Well. Im happy. Im satisfied. Im looking forward.

I hope what i have heard is true. And i look forward to seeing it become a fact.

If what is in my head were noise, i look forward to a total extermination of those noise.

I am asked to be patient and to just receive. And thats what i will do and am happy to do.

Who doesn't wish to be guide and receive discipleship

If things dun work out eventually, than i truly know perhaps im not cut out for marketing.

God, i look forward to taking your lead.

On a happier note, remember the Wacoal new line that was endorsed by Ayumi Hamasaki?

Its officially launch in SG!! I think la. Coz i saw it in May issue of Style Magazine.

Wah gorgeous advertorial spread. Hope there are new designs, but from the look of it. No.

My calf is better now, mopiko doesn't works and i resort to using this balm 'Nixoderm' which is great for all insect bites and infections of the skin and scalp. Its super cheap. Cost just $3++ and is available at all leading drugstores and those Ah Neh diam. This was introduced to me by a Malay friend many years back, and i turn to it whenever i had serious pimples that dun respond to my normal acne gel creme. I applied it last night, and the bite red hump on my calf reduced to a small dried up hump the very next day! Im gonna apply it for another day, coz the itchiness is still there sometimes.

New Path

2009-06-09T23:48:00.004+08:00

Starting work in a new place in a few hours time, dunno why, but dun really have a good feeling about this...

Do u have the same experience when u r starting a new job?

How should one feel on the night before u embark on a new career?

Dunno y, feel like changing new blog template. This template seems too dark, too black.

I haven't been writing much entries about my boy lately, feel so bad la coz he had been doing so many sweet things for me and yet ive left him out. Haiz.. I seem to have spent so much time on everything else, until the time spent always seem to be just quantity & not quality.

His exams are finally over. For this semester.

I have no idea why i myself keep harping on the topic of marriage. Perhaps its becoz the inner me desire to have a breakthrough in this relationship. I simply want something new in our relationship. I can't remember when's the last time we had a mushy mushy lovey dovey, sink in his arms moment.

I WANT THE SPARKS, THE CHEMISTRY!!!!

Look forward to a holiday spent with him & friends. But most prob it wun materialise, coz im startin my new job. Sux man....

My calf feeling mighty itchy now, kena lotsa insect bites during the photo shoot. quite serious i think, they have blister over the insect bite. Only me kena bite, Joyce & Winnie dun have....why lidat....

Attend a friend's father funeral jus now, its scary. Scary coz it suddenly occurs to me im already 25. My parents seem to have aged tremendously.

The biological clock seem to be ticking louder.

Say Cheeze

2009-06-08T15:47:00.009+08:00

Had a great time at the photo shoot yesterday, it was really tiring leh, went to 3 locations and had like 3-4 different hair-do, i feel like a model! haha. Dream come true la, to be dolled up and taken pictures by professional photographer. Feeling is just SHiOk!

One of my look over here. (taken via my mobile phone)

I really really dislike my lips and bugs bunny teeth la, think it looks super prominent and ugly. And my nose~~argh....no amt of highlights seems to be able to give it a 3-D look. But...haiz...no choice la, my face is not link to my rice bowl anyway....and i read from online that lips lipo is terribly painful. Like slow death..Yikes.

Looking forward to seeing the blogshop launching soon. I dun have the URL yet, but will place the link once its up. Do support support k.

The make-up artist says that my skin was very good and the make-up adheres without the need for much touch up the whole day. Yippee. All thanks to my latest buy - Estee Lauder Hydra Series.

See the beautiful blue cosmetic bag, its free, i like the bag, the material is good and is really roomy for lotsa stuff. Now i just need time to re-organize my dressing table so that i can fully utilize this thing.

To prevent contamination and over-clutter of my fridge space, i transferred small portions over to my Laneige travel size cream jar and used directly from there. But everytime i open the small plastic jar, the contents seems to be lesser than before.
Perhaps the transferring from acrylic jars to plastic jars leads to vaporisation. Creams like this could contain up to 80% water, so vaporisation doesn't comes as a surprise to me.

Im using it sparingly now, and since both Clarins and Laneige last me for 3 mths & above, hope this can last 3mths too, coz its so ex... Really lurve the Estee Lauder Hydra Complete Hydra Eye Gel Creme. It gives a slight warm sensation whenever i patted it on my eye contour area, the same feeling i felt when i tested Bobbi brown eye creme. Hmmm...a good investment made. yeah~~~~

Went to Bali Thai restaurant at Tampines Mall with Miss P last week, the prices are surprisingly low. A set meal that consist of a main course and 2 side dish & a drink cost just $13.90++
For a restaurant that comes with great service and quiet ambience, its fantastic place for couple & friends to hang out.What i dun understand is that why do i seldom see a great turnout at a great restaurant like this??

Pics to share.

Following the beetle bug saga, the Kong Household has been invaded yet by another creature from the tiny land. Spotted a hungry lizard out to eat my sponge cake.

I threw the cake away...duhz....

Break a Leg

2009-06-06T00:55:00.003+08:00

Ok im back blogging, hanging out at a new location now. Im glad we change places actually, over here there's better wireless connections, less salty fries and most importantly no screaming and over-enthu students.

Read a news article on thursday. An Australian lady Hajnal Ban went through limb lengthening procedure in order to be 8cm taller. In the article, it was stated that doctors had break her legs and attached her limb onto a stretching frame.

Doctors fed 14 wires through the flesh, soft tissue, muscle and bone of both legs to suspend them in circular stretching frames, before breaking them in two places.Over the next nine months Ban's legs were stretched every day as the broken bones healed, eventually boosting her to a height of 1.62m.

The whole operation took a full year and cost a whopping fee of US$30,000. When
i read that article, i can totally understand what makes this young lady take
the risk to go ahead with this operation.

I totally support her quotes

Barns

'I think harnessing or using surgery that's out there for cosmetic applications is acceptable if it makes people feel good about themselves.

'I'm an advocate for women feeling good about themselves by whatever means necessary and available.'

And for that, im gonna start saving up for a better nose, bigger eyes, thinner lips, smaller and whiter teeth, slimming procedures that will give me slimmer calf which in turn i believe will give the illusion of taller limbs.

Hmmm...Hahaha ok ok im kidding...hahah...but who's not out for a better smile?

Good news

2009-06-05T22:33:00.006+08:00

IVE GOT GOOD NEWS!!!!

2 PIECE OF FANTASTIC NEWS!!!!

INCREDIBLE NEWS THAT ALL HAS BEEN

WAITING!!!!

Hahaha ok i better stop my nonsense, ok im serious.

I HAVE

FINALLY-GOT-MYSELF-A-NEW-JOB!!!

And the incredible thing is, im still in the industry that i like.

IM GONNA HAVE NO MORE PANDA EYES~~ ~~LA LA LA~~~~~

OMIGOD OMIGOD OMIGOD~

im really looking forward to it.

Im gonna be down to the office on monday to sign my appt letter and afterwhich my first day shall be next wednesday!! Yippee!!!!

Its hard to describe my feelings now, i dun really know how should i react right now, coz my future superior seems like a demonic boss that is super vulgar and super ya-ya and expects his staff to work all day & night and devote your entire body & soul to the company.

But than, im not gonna judge right now, coz like what i wrote in my previous entries, people who seem to be the most nasty person may end up be your most trusted and best get-along pal at the end of the day.

And the next good news.

Im getting married. And i even have the tentative date for ya.

And yeah i knew its facebook but hey Baby R said he will 'try' to keep to this date as much as he can. And yeah he has NOT propose yet.

I just bought Her World Brides today, contemplating between having my dream ROM on a yacht, church or mueseum.Hmmm.....

Gonna be a blogshop model for my friend on sunday. Photoshoot this sunday. Yikes. suddenly my tummy looks so bulging, my arms seems so jiggling, and most disgustingly, my calf seem to have multiply in size and my knee caps seem to look exceptionally dark and dirty. Hope the photographer not gonna have a shock when he saw such a poor quality 'model' like me.

Oh Oh and i finally set up my own Twitter account. It seems that many has it, so i thot oh well, perhaps its really really fun. Ive got no one following me at the moment, so dear friends, if u got a twitter account could u pls pls add me, so that my twittering moments could be more lively, more interactive and of course more fun & meaningful.

My username is faerie_land

I really wanna type more, but im outdoor at macdonalds right now, and this outlet is gonna close early for renovation works in 10 more minutes, so ta-ta~~

Lastly. Thank God for his wonderful blessings. Amen.

Manolo Blahnik at Hiltons

2009-05-31T17:41:00.006+08:00

Attended R's company DND at Hilton Hotel last weekend, the hotel seems really old and dark. It was quite a disappointment, the hotel seems to have Way passed its Hey Days. But still, its exciting to just walk past the various luxury stores, Issey Miyake, Dolce Gabbana,Paul Smith and Manolo Blahnik!! Thats the first time ive ever been that close to a Manolo Blahnik, the cut and design looks simply gorgeous, every single piece scream out class and style. Seriously i dun mind receiving a Manolo Blahnik as a wedding proposal gift.

Just imagine (mind starts daydreaming), if R were to present me with a Manolo, bent down on one knee, holding up the stunning heels with both hands and declare
'You are the Cinderella ive been waiting for, will u marry me?'And after i mumble a yes in my surprise state, he will thrust out a gleaming diamond ring (carats does NOT matter anymore)and slide them onto my fingers.

ME? I will just smily coyly, slip my ankle in and reach up to gave him the longest kiss ever. We will step into the shiny black limousine that has been waiting to bring us to the top restaurant for our memorable dinner.

Aww....hahaha i get so carried away sometimes.....

Who says that proposal has to be done with just a diamond ring.
Pics to share.

But if u asked me, Hilton Hotel is not an ideal place for wedding.

(Pics taken with the courtesy of R's colleagues)
R commented on my hair, i think it looks ugly too.

AWWW!!! My eye bags looks horrendous, its a total NIGHTMARE~~!!!!! I need to sleep more, i need to sleep MOREEEE!!!

Quote of the Day

I value myself and remember my goodness
I am my own judge

Dead Com

2009-05-30T22:12:00.008+08:00

warning: This is gonna be a long entry. But if u actually took ur time to read it, u r a real friend, I totally heart u for it. XOXO u know i love ya. If not, than........

Im at ECP MacDonald's rite now, surfing n updating my blog using Free Wireless while R hit the books. Im not that broke k, i can still afford my Internet bills, but jus that my Desktop is not giving me a chance. It dieded yet AGAIN!!

Ok, Im GIVING UP. TOTALLY GIVEN UP ON THAT STEWWPIG PC this time.

Turns out the hard disk is totally screwed up this time, and it cost 100 bucks to replace it with a new one (not includin service fees that was est. at 80 bucks!!)
In total my bro & I had already spent over $500 on repairing this DELL PC since the beginning of the year, so no way am i gonna spent close to 200 bucks on this again.

After checking with the IT guy, he said the new hard disk shld let it last for abt a year, but he can't guarantee whether other hardware problems may arise.E.g. the Processer, the chip, the motherboard, graphic card.... Taken into consideration, my hard disk was fine as a dandy bird the last time he was here (And dats just abt 2months or less ago..) He had no idea what happen to it. Neither do I.

So THATS IT. I told him im not gonna save it, im gonna just let it die.

TOOT TOOT TOOT TEEEE....

The IT guy asked me several times if im sure, and this time round, im absolutely sure abt it. Im GIVING UP THIS thing, both my right brain and left brain is telling me to let it go. I can't let a piece of metal...plastic...um..whatever manipulate my life.

So many F**King times, it gave me problems just when i needed it the most.

On a lighter note, oh yes im getting a new comp, im gonna get a new laptop. Waiting for the IT fair now. DoodeeDum...hope i can get some incredible offers, since the economy is kinda still in the slumps rite now, im looking forward to the freebies that they gonna throw in at the fair. R's bro gotten a Sony digicam when he got his lappie.

I WANT ONE TOO~~

As u can see, my blog is getting dry with so many words and no pics. Got no camera la, how to take pics. Loan it to my sis for her honeymoon trip and it hasn't appear since, she said they have returned it but they forgotten whom they return it to. Haiz...am i fated to be camera-less. My first Fujifilm camera malfunction after using it for less than 6mths, now my samsung camera is gone too. Its still new, jus used it for less than a year :(

Taking photos with hp is just not that cool lar, and i only took it when i really bo bian. How i wish i got a DSLR or a LUMIX or a Canon Powershot or....aiya say so much also no use, im JOBLESSS.

The mind is so cruel sometimes, or evil i should say.
It starts thinking of so many things it wants and desires for when u r at ur lowest.
Grrr....my wishlist is getting longer and longer....

New Laptop
New Digi camera
Burburry Blue Label bag
New High Heels
Estee Lauder Advanced Night Repair Eye Cream
New working clothes
Wacoal corset (i know it sounds unglam, but its really something i had really really wanted, this stuff really transform u from flab to fab)

The corset is really a God-sent thing. My waist goes from 25" to 22" in this incredible stuff, and ur boobs simply gets push all the way up, totally ANTI-GRAVITY Baby~ its something i absolutely clamour for. GSS now, wonder if R is willing to pamper me just one more time....hmm....he is already offering to get me the Burburry Blue Label but this cost just $80 over and probably lesser in these GSS season, a small price to pay for your gal to look like a drop dead babe with perky neh neh and teeny waist. (Anyway, ive already wrote this down, so no running away hor, u r getting me the Burburry Bag k)

im really thankful for having my loved ones ard to support me,i knew they have all been trying to support me discreetly through all the small ways.
Totally Hearts them.

Muacks Muacks Muacks XOXO

Its been real hard closing in on a job interview, but im not gonna give up, in fact im putting in even more effort. Apart from the customising of individual cover letter for each application, ive been to the dental for some good polishing, more face & eye masks, replacing my Laneige skincare with Estee Lauder to achieve even flawless skin (hiak hiak i not shy i know), slapping more body moisturisers. Now i just need to start moving.

Its amazing how my level of depression is generally caused not by my jobless situation but more by the jingling fats hanging around my waistline due to the long hours of sitting in front of the PC.

Happy Happy

2009-05-28T23:53:00.005+08:00

Its been donkey years since ive last wrote an entry....ok maybe not that long, but i do know only limited vocab so lets not be anal abt it.

Been pretty busy in the past weeks, im treating every job application seriously now, customising almost every cover letter. Im determined to not just hop for any job that comes along, but to wait patiently for the one thats meant for me.

Started working part-time for a friends with a well-known pet food company recently, envy me yeah,i get to see lotsa dogs and cats on a daily basis. The only bad thing is 'Can see CaNNOt Touch' They are stuck in the thousands & thousands of pamphlets i face every day. Shiok eh, can work and bond with friend somemore, heh heh.

Baby must be feeling extremely bored with studying for his exams, he resorts to entertaining himself by doing a painting of his beloved women, ME~~
My best present of the year,

Draw me until damn chio lor hor, later gonna go squeeze his cock till he die man....
See who has the last laugh.
Oh yeah, my comp dieded on me AGAIN. Yeah. Na beh~ Lucky Computer got no insurance to buy one ar, or else die so often i think before they buried it 10 ft under, i think i will be buried alive by the premiums and repair fees first.